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21 & queer vent & nsfw

[daisodotcom]

(^・ω・^ )

[leonorasthings]

Sh, masturbate, or sleep? That’s what’s really about…..

[autumnk19-deactivated20241014]

the only thing hotter than being abused by someone is seriously hurting yourself for them. being so utterly under their control that you're willing to bleed yourself out for the sake of their pleasure

[alprazogal-deactivated20240530]

if i took my heart out of my chest and gave it to you as a present would you answer the phone yes or no

[1stupidbrain]

Bella?

bella swan?

[rosa-maltz]

The Midwestern Princess

[1stupidbrain]

part of me wants to get better and be better but the other part of me wants to completely destroy myself and become unrecognizable to everyone around me and stop being so nice

[1stupidbrain]

make me worse and force me to do unspeakable things

[1stupidbrain]

im so tired of having bpd, i just want to cry

how am i supposed to live with this forever

[1stupidbrain]

im sorry im a terrible person. please know im trying. i dont like who i am, who would like this? who would want to be like this? i hate myself and i hate how i treat others and how my brain is wired and how i hold everyone to such a high standard. im sick of myself.

[antlrr]

[lysergik-funeral]

eventually everyone will get bored of you

[adustoflove]

I'm gonna do it one day (kill myself)

[terminally-unlikable]

You know the front bottoms were right for saying “make sure to kiss your knuckles before you punch me in the face there are lessons to be learned consequences for all the stupid things I’ve said” or maybe not but most likely yes

[borderlinesadgirl]

Am I really that unbearable?

[1stupidbrain]

having bpd is like u do one little thing wrong and suddenly you want to kill yourself, you think you're the worst person alive, you think that the person you messed things up with is leaving you, you think they hate you, you're never going to be forgiven, they don't care about you or your apologies, they don't understand you didn't mean it, wait maybe they're the worst person ever, wait no im just crazy, why am i like this, this disorder is gonna make me kill myself one day. :3 ^__^