a voice to those unheard

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why do i feel more comfortable in a hospital than a home? i can’t go inpatient or anything like that because i got too attached. now i’m running out of options.

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and the sea swallowed me

a million twinkling lights on an infinite horizon

a blur of purple and blue intricately laid over the land

and a sea with depths further than i could ever reach

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i wish

i wish i was a little older

just enough to make me more wanted

i wish i was a little prettier

just enough so you would love me back

i wish i was infinite

just enough so you could never say i wasn’t enough

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lust

i crave you in the night

i twist and turn, but i cannot sleep until morning light

how am i supposed to fix what broken beyond repair

all i can see are your brown eyes and dark hair

i want you in my arms

and that dream keeps me sleeping through my alarms

please, i need you here

i am fading away

and that’s my greatest fear

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helpless

im dying

and my parents dont think that im trying

forgiveness is hard when youre the one to blame

i was just a pawn in my own stupid game

they dont watch out for kids like us at all

theyre praying for our downfall

its not getting better

but its warm in my sweater

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its like the walls are caving in

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i hate COVID so much, i haven’t seen my girlfriend in months. i miss her and i hope that she knows that.

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tonights just one of those nights huh

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BLACK LIVES STILL MATTER

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stone

walls of stone carved into perfection and bliss

i wish i hadn’t turned away from you

windows of glass as delicate as a kiss

you are my haven, my savior, my sacredness

floors of marble that swirl into an abyss 

stay here for a moment with me

a roof of straw that lets the rain in, a feeling i do not miss

i open my eyes and youre gone

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helena

i’ve been holding on tonight

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i’ve been struggling for a while now. im starting to think that i wont make it.

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fading fast

fading like a dying star

because i finally know who you are

eat me whole, it’ll do me a favor

i’ll admit it, im no savior

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my mental health is slowly but surely decaying

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losing

losing hope

losing weight

losing trust

losing happiness

losing you

losing myself

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losing hope

i really miss all my friends from inpatient/outpatient. if you went to linden oaks and talked to someone named mia, that’s me. i have brown hair, im lesbian, and i was there about a year ago.

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please please please let this all pass