This blog is pro fic, pro ship, pro kink (rl: safe, sane, consensual), pro Ao3, anti censorship, anti harassment, anti (generative) ai.
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Me & My Writing
Old enough to know better. Whimsical enough to not let that stop me.
I have been writing and posting my work under various pen names and on various sites since 2011. My masterlist (below the cut) contains links to my works. Or you can browse my Ao3 here.
Working on my original novel (in theory anyway).
My asks and dms are open. Don't hesitate to reach out if you feel like talking to me.
Fandoms & Themes
Main fandoms include The Hunger Games, The Last of Us, Silence of the Lambs, Van Helsing (2004), and Disco Elysium.
All my works feature Age Gap relationships between Older Men and Younger Women (existing male characters and female OCs). A lot of them feature kink/BDSM to some extent. Dubcon (due to Power Dynamics) is more or less present in most of them. Some also feature Non-Con or CNC written as Non-Con. Everything is properly tagged. If I happen to have missed a tag, feel free to let me know and I'll fix it.
Navigation
Posts about my fan works/series are tagged with the ship (for ex. 'Beth/Snow').
Art for my works/series is tagged with the ship + art (for ex. 'Beth/Snow Art').
Posts about my original novel are tagged 'Elle's favorite child'.
Original posts are tagged as 'ElleLDoe'.
Other tags: 'Beth's OOTC', 'asks', 'tag games'
Masterlist (will be updated as I upload new works)
Hunger Games
Beth/Snow Series (18+, Romance, Older Man/Younger Woman, (Mildly) Dubious Consent (mostly in the earlier parts due to the nature of their relationship), Fake/Pretend Relationship, Dom/sub Undertones, Story-driven with lots of smut, Fluff added into the mix starting Part 4)
Part 1: What You Have To Offer
Part 2: It's Just Business
Part 3: I Live To Serve
Part 4: Agony, Comfort, Bliss
Part 5: Bound By Appearances
Part 6: What I Have To Gain
Part 7: Best Laid Plans
Part 8: Third Time's A Charm
Part 9: What On Earth Are You Thinking?
Part 10: New Beginnings Are Often Disguised As Painful Endings WIP
Kiera/Corban Series (18+, Dark Romance, Smut, Older Man/Younger Woman, Dead Dove Do Not Eat, Non-Con, Abduction, Imprisonment, Deatheaters doing Deatheater things, this one is rough if you click the link be mindful to read the tags)
Part 1: Knowledge Is Pain
Esther/Severus Series (18+, Romance, Smut, Older Man/Younger Woman, Teacher-Student Relationship (and therefore Dubious Consent), Power Play, They Dislike Each Other And That's What Makes It Fun)
Part 1: Foul Language and Inappropriate Behavior
Part 2: Lines Crossed and Strings Attached
Part 3: Sharp Tongues and Petty Games
Part 4: Calculated Moves and Inevitable Conclusions
Moira/Lucius (18+, Romance, Older Man/Younger Woman, Size Kink, BDSM, Brat/Brattamer Dynamic, Power Play, Sexual Tension, Eventual Smut, Post-Second Wizarding War)
All Bark And No Bite WIP
Van Helsing (2004)
Eveline/Count Vladislaus Dracula (18+, Romance, Older Man/Younger Woman, AU Modern Setting, AU Dracula got resurrected, Sexual Tension, Slow Burn (sort of), Eventual Smut)
Prudence/Judge Turpin (18+, Smut, Porn With Plot, Older Man/Younger Woman, Dubious Consent, Power Imbalance, Abuse of Power, Coercion, Blackmail, Size Kink, Nipple Play, Vaginal Fingering, Vaginal Sex, Rough Sex)
Pay Your Dues
The Last of Us
Grace/Joel (18+, Horror, Romance, Canon-Typical Violence, Angst, Stalkers (The Last of Us), Pre-Boston, Older man/Younger woman, Sexual Tension, Strangers to Lovers, Size Kink, Smut In Later Chapters)
Better Days WIP
The Lord of the Rings
Aerin/Elrond (18+, Romance, Older Man/Younger Woman, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Fluff, Depression, OC is depressed and getting drunk makes things worse, Elrond offers a shoulder (lap) to cry on, Things develop from there, Eventual Smut)
Give Me A Reason WIP
The Beast in Me (TV 2025)
Iris/Nile (18+, Romance, Smut, Older Man/Younger Woman, ASPD Characters, Hybristophilia, Discussion of Violence as Foreplay/Dirty Talk, Choking, Hair-pulling, Hand Jobs, Frottage, Clothed Sex, Dry Humping, Coming In Pants)
Two Of A Kind
Ozark (TV)
Daisy/Jacob (18+, Romance, Smut, Porn with a bit of Plot, Older Man/Younger Woman, Size Kink, Dom/sub undertones, Vaginal Sex, AU Jacob is widowed)
Wild Flowers
Supernatural (TV 2005)
Violet/Death (18+, Smut, Established Relationship, Vaginal Fingering, Cunnilingus, Oral Sex)
Do u have any hc for how it would be dating president snow BUT THE OLDER ONE LOL
Thank you for the ask 💛
You came to the right place, Anon.
Snow doesn't just date for the sake of dating. There is, at least at first, some sort of ulterior motive attached to it. That being said, he wants/needs someone whose mind interests him just as much as their body does.
Snow is initially very guarded and closed off. It takes a while for him to open up. Once he does, there is no coming back and he is all in.
Snow is very attentive and observant. He picks up on a lot of things that might go unnoticed by others. He shows his affection by taking those things into account. He is not one for too many words and lets his actions speak for him instead. Which can cause problems in itself, because while showing intentions through actions is important, so is actually saying things outright.
Snow is very protective. Doubly so because he sees his partner as an extension of himself. He has an image to uphold and expects them to act accordingly. He also expects others to treat them accordingly. Any disrespect directed at his partner is disrespect directed at him. And he WILL take it personally if someone were to overstep.
Snow wouldn't be caught dead admitting it, in the beginning anyway, but he is huge on (more or less) subtle PDA. A hand on their thigh. A hand on their waist. A hand on their lower back. Fingertips drawing never-ending circles while he talks. There is almost always some form of contact, especially in situations that are stressful or tedious. It's a means to reassure, calm, and ground, for one or both of them.
And a (somewhat) NSFW bonus:
Snow is a tease. He prides himself on knowing which buttons to push. In fact, he derives a lot of pleasure from being able to coax a reaction out of his partner. It's a skill that he has honed and his patience can and will be infuriating. The neediness/desperation it creates is exactly what he is aiming for after all.
These headcanons, as well as any other ones that didn't make it onto this list for one reason or another (mainly because I'm always some level of sleep-deprived and over-caffeinated which doesn't exactly do great things for my memory), can be found in my ongoing Beth/Snow series. It's available on Ao3 here.
If you check my series out, consider leaving me a little something. Kudos and comments are always greatly appreciated. I love reading and responding to any and all thoughts you choose to share with me 💛
(18+, Horror, Romance, Canon-Typical Violence, Angst, Stalkers (The Last of Us), Pre-Boston, Older man/Younger woman, Sexual Tension, Strangers to Lovers, Size Kink, Smut In Later Chapters)
People couldn’t be trusted in the apocalypse. In Grace’s opinion, keeping to herself was the safest option. But maybe making one friend wasn’t that bad of an idea. Especially when the potential friend in question was the stranger that showed up just as a search for supplies turned into a foolish mistake that was about to cost Grace her life.
"A matching set, Beth’s dress only counted as such because of the sparkling, dark gray cords that connected the top and the skirt. They crisscrossed in the front. They ran parallel from her right shoulder to her left hip in the back. Light gray fabric fell down her legs in bundles and was draped up over her chest to flow loosely down her arms. The faintest of movements caused the weightless material to dance all around her. It painted the picture that Beth was submerged in water, floating."
Hass Idriss 'Sensual Simulation' Echoes of the Abyss CC 2025
