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i made this as a secondary blog, but i wanted it to be a main blog, so i made a new one. im posting on 235andcounting from now on

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i dont work until thurs so i got a good 3 days of heavy restriction ahead of me woohoo! im gonna be a total of 5 lbs lower by the end of the week or i fast until i am. also i eat when im bored so i need a new hobby QUICK

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also this is the most beautiful picture in the world to me rn this is truly my motivation

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ate toooo much oops.i always want the day to just end when i overeat. like technically my fast started a few hours ago but it doesnt feel RIGHT until my stomach is empty and its morning again

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i got the first dose of moderna today and i just feel really tired. i hope it doesnt get any worse. i had to drink some zero cal sports drink and some nutrigrain bars cause i was nervous about feeling sick. i know if i feel bad i will not have the energy to restrict

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the thing about being skinny is no matter what you wear, or how well you do your makeup, youre still seen as beautiful. i spend so much time trying to look good to make up for my weight, and i will still never be as pretty as lily collins in leggings and a flannel

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i know its prob water weight but my scale says im 2lbs lower so thats lovely. also i had a sandwich and some chicken noodle soup today. had less calories than yesterday so im gonna call that a win

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my sisters engaged and doesnt have a timeline yet but i NEED to be 100lbs less by the wedding. my whole family hasnt seen me in years and i cannot be fat. every summer rolls around and i still dont have motivation to lose weight, but if this doesnt motivate me nothing will

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ive just decided that when i want to order $20 worth of food to binge on, ill spend my money on something like clothes or self care items instead. id rather be broke and skinny than broke and fat