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[247am]

damn sometimes I wish this blog was still a thing bc I would love to tell a bunch of strangers that I ****** ** ** ********* and I want to **** ****** lol

[247am]

my anxiety has been worse than ever recently and im turning 23 in a week and my mom is selling her/my house that i grew up in and i feel like the past 5 years have gone by in a blur and im so scared of getting older and losing who i am and im just really overwhelmed and stuck and like i should be feeling the opposite i love the city where i am but all i do is work and sleep and try to be social and idk what im looking for or what i need but i feel like im suffocating all the time

[gnossienne]

This Must Be the Place: A series on forgotten places around the world

[kissedbythevoid]

[247am]

i moved to chicago and i love it and i like my job and things are a little weird and new and lonely but very good and exciting and tiring!

[peytonfulford]

abandoned love series by peytonfulford

[m-angojpg]

https://www.instagram.com/p/BvdxNJdAZ7i/

[247am]

oh my god you are actually the most beautiful human being I’ve ever seen I hope you don’t think I’m just saying this but like your actually so stunning and I’m hella jealous of your eyes, hair, nose, and eyebrows especially. Like dang...you really out hear making me question my sexuality like fr tho

another message i never saw ah thank you kind stranger <3

[247am]

Your leg tattoo is very beautiful, can you drop the artist’s @?

you probably sent this over 1.5 years ago and for some reason i never saw it but i got it done by sholto at union tattoo in wellington NZ 

[cowgirlclue]

[elizabitchtaylor-deactivated202]

’TEEN magazine, January 1971

[247am]

having one of the nights where i feel like im suffocating and i need to peel all my skin off and !!! kinda feeling like i have no one to talk to about anything that’s important (which is false but its how i feel bc i <3 isolating myself and lying 2 ppl i love) 

i love my bf with all my heart but i feel like i can never be honest with him abt the bad/sad parts of me  bc i can’t even be honest with myself!!!

screaming into a void hoping something becomes clear. it usually does right around this time in early june.

[247am]

as i walked through the crowed streets i felt overwhelmingly lonely i felt like a grenade of nostalgia piloting through the laughter and talking the faces of these people sharing connections and air i have grown too much but not yet enough to appreciate  it i felt lost without the known presence of your hand that always guided me through the crowded recesses of my mind there will come a point in my life where i never see you or this again but i hope that sometimes, sometimes when the air starts to get cooler and the people start to leave you think of me brushing my hand across your cheek i hope you feel like you were told a secret that you can’t remember for the life of you it’s on the tip of your tongue but before you know it you’re cracking your knuckles and blinking it away shutting the thought out before it could enter your mind for the last time

[247am]

it’s been 5 years and i still feel this way and that’s cool g2g out of this town lmao! 

[247am]

i was gonna post something long and sentimental but i’ll wait until i’m home and sad and feeling weird to do that i guess

but life update: i graduate college next saturday and i move to chicago and leave everything i know behind in july which is ???!!??!?!?!?!!?

i never thought i’d still have this blog at this age but here i am lol

i know no one reads this but sometimes it’s nice to scream into the void

things are complicated and moving quickly and confusing and messy and beautiful and i’m excited and wary and nervous and grateful 

[distantvoices]

@karlitacosita on Instagram

[247am]

i know no one uses this website anymore but this is my only outlet for photobooth selfies. anyways im doing well 

[lamignonette]

Joanna Burke