[2beleftalone]

also i am still fat 

[2beleftalone]

I drink to try and feel dumb but no matter how much i try i still feel nothing not even the numbness i aim for. 

I just cant deal

I dont know whats wrong with me 

[gooodslut]

Big difference between

“You are not fat”

And

“You are so skinny”

[mythinangel-deactivated20200731]

[vaveyla-m-deactivated20180709]

[2beleftalone]

Love how when i went through a very horrible depressive episode end of last year and didnt work out once and i lost 20 pounds, now i gained 15 back and work out EVERY SINGLE DAY and cant lose one fucking pound.

eating disorders suck

body dysmorphia sucks 

i hate me and my body 

[be-artistic-deactivated20230306]

[2beleftalone]

i just purged for the first time in probably 4 years ....

i dont know how to feel 

[konoko]

i’m so fucking insecure and i hate that

[waifish-insp2]

[2beleftalone]

[2beleftalone]

I know im not doing well when i end up back on here. 

[melisica]

cassoday harder

[a-ltrove]

[demiiwhiffin]

[thin-willow]

me: *obsessively weighs myself* me: *counts every calorie* me: *fasts for 24+ hours regularly* me: *lies about eating to loved ones* also me: I don’t have an eating disorder, i’m faking it

[2beleftalone]

spent my night crying myself to sleep and woke up puffy and ugly as ever 

happy birthday to me :-)