I've never ben perfect. I never wanted to please anyone by force. I also never wanted anything extraordinary out of life. I also never thought that I love someone. I've always been a bit fucked up, and it just felt like it. I felt that I care about someone. I felt that I didn't need a million but one person to live my life happily. I felt that I did not have to look for experiences with the random girl I met. I felt, but never understood why I had to lose something first to appreciate it. Everything I do is crazy ... and only important to me - well, I never really knew anything. But when I look at the stars, I feel like nobody. Because everyone is so perfect. Everyone knows everything best. I was never afraid of them. Their opinion was never important to me. And still and next, your life, the one I created i loved it. I won for myself though for them, I lost ... https://www.instagram.com/p/CY3ZyfeIbVb/?utm_medium=tumblr















