Desperate Measures
Disclaimer: These stories are purely fictitious and the events and scenarios are as well. I try to touch on some real, meaningful experiences of Greek Life but the sex in these stories are based on fantasy with some realistic scenarios involving Fraternity Life for context. Make of that what you will. I don’t own the photos and videos featured on this story and I do not represent any official fraternal entities in any official capacity.
Note: This story features a CJ Brown, a character from previous stories such as Academic Probation, Outta Town, The Thrill, The Devil’s In The Details & Morning After.
I’d spent the last three years trying to pledge into my dream fraternity, but things just hadn’t worked out yet. It seemed like each year, I watched my peers and some of my friend’s pledge Alpha while I sat at their probate shows, trying to contain my jealousy.
I always thought that my path to becoming a member would be easy – I was relatively popular on campus and I’d taken on a ton of leadership positions on campus. I was convinced that I was a great candidate but I knew that other people felt differently. I’d spent the last three years trying to change the minds of the men in the chapter.
Tevin Coleman (Me)
My freshman year, I slept with a girl that just so happened to be dating one of the Alphas on the yard. When I expressed my interest in pledging (Fall semester of Sophomore year), he’d somehow found out that I’d slept with his girlfriend and he swore that I’d never become a member of his fraternity.
I wasn’t deterred, because in my mind, he only had one vote. I remained involved on campus so I could be taken seriously as a potential member. I apologized profusely to the brother that I’d offended and in due time, he begrudgingly agreed to give me another chance to prove myself. In the spring semester, I attended the interest meeting, but unfortunately my grades weren’t up to par. I was almost at the minimum GPA threshold.
The timing wasn’t the best, since I didn’t have all of the money saved up. It sucked to be turned down after working to restore my image in the name of the chapter.
Unfortunately, that wasn’t my only setback. Some of the men that were on that Spring line turned out to be people that I’d pissed off in the past, and they determined to undermine me at every turn.
Two of the young men that crossed on that line were my former roommates, Colin Murphy and Clinton (CJ) Brown. We’d roomed together during our freshman year and I’d offended them separately.
With Colin, I’d slept with Colin’s high school sweetheart during one of her visits to our campus. He didn’t appreciate me sleeping with his girlfriend and he largely blamed me for ruining his relationship. Two years had passed, so we were now cordial but I knew that we weren’t ever going to be friends again.
I hate to say it, but up until I learned that he’d become an Alpha, I’d always told myself that the pussy was worth it.
With CJ, it was even worse, as he became the President of the chapter. I’d found out that CJ was Gay (after using his computer while mine was being repaired on campus). I accidentally disclosed it to a girl I was seeing at the time. She then spread the rumor around campus. I don’t know why I spread his business, it just kind of happened. I didn’t get his lifestyle, but I didn’t have a problem with Gay niggas.
When CJ confronted the girl who put the word out, she told him that I’d told her…we had a falling out. I tried to apologize to him, as I had no malicious intent in sharing his personal business, but my pride wouldn’t allow me to take ownership of my actions.
CJ didn’t speak to me for the rest of our freshman year, and I told myself to give him his space. We hadn’t talked since the day we all moved out of our dorm. When Colin and CJ became Alphas, I knew that the odds that I’d get selected to pledge by those two were slim, but I persisted. All of my hard work was not going to go to waste!
Going into my Junior year, I spent a lot of time trying to figure out how I would change their minds on me. I figured, “Those two only have two votes between them, I can win the rest of the chapter over.”
I continued to try and get to know the rest of the men that were on their line so I could try to be in good standing with the chapter the next time they had to vote on potential candidates. I maintained a good distance from CJ and Colin, not wanting to piss them off but I knew that at some point I would need to clear the air with them.
When I saw the interest meeting flyers go up at the end of September, I got excited. On the flyer, it was required that potential interests RSVP by emailing the chapter’s email address. This felt pretty formal, but I was excited. I immediately sent an email to the chapter, confirming my attendance and I felt good about things….until I received a reply an hour later.
“This is bullshit!” I thought to myself as I read this reply. I reached out to the other guys that I knew planned on attending the informational and none of them received an email like the one I’d gotten.
My paranoia immediately went into effect, as I knew that Colin or CJ were sabotaging me because they still hated me. I had worked too hard for this moment – I couldn’t allow their grudged to prevent me from pledging.
I reached out to Alan, the Vice President of the Chapter and asked him to meet with me privately. We met on the 11th floor of the campus library, out of sight of students and onlookers. I told him about the email that I’d received and he seemed unaffected.
“Why haven’t you talked to CJ? He sent the email.” Alan asked me. “No, but you’re in the chapter and it’s your LB…I assumed…” I began, but he cut me off.
“Stop assuming. You received a communication from an Alpha brother, so it’s pretty official. You should reach out to him for clarification. I will not be overstepping the words of my frat brother, especially when he has the final say as the President. Good luck in your pursuits.” Alan said. Without waiting for a reply, Alan headed towards the elevator.
I stood there, thinking about my options. In my heart, I knew that CJ and Colin weren’t giving me a fair shot.
I knew that I needed to reach out to CJ and attempt to clear the air so he would reconsider because this was my best shot of becoming an Alpha man. I’d work on clearing the air with Colin later.
A month later, I’d made no progress. CJ had been ignoring my communications and it seemed like the Alphas stopped doing anything regarding bringing in new members. I’d heard from one of the other guys that the informational had been cancelled and that all plans to bring in a new line of guys were ‘on hold’ but again, I couldn’t help but feel anxious.
For all I knew, they could have started pledging those new guys and everyone was in on CJ’s plans to exclude me.
For all I knew, CJ had orchestrated a situation where everyone was just keeping the secret and later this semester, I’d be sitting in the audience of another Alpha probate instead of being a part of the probate. I couldn’t go out like that. I knew that I needed to finally offer a real apology to CJ and make amends. Maybe this would help me out.
I texted CJ’s old phone number and I asked him to stop by my apartment so we could talk. I told him that I wanted to clear the air and after I sent my text, I hoped for the best but I knew that there was a chance that he’d changed his number.
I was surprised that he immediately replied and agreed to come by later this evening. “Thank God.” I said to myself as I replied to him, sending him my address. I began to quickly move around my apartment, wanting to make sure it was clean upon his arrival.
I just knew that in my heart, I would apologize, CJ and I would have a heart to heart and he’d reconsider his grudge against me. By the end of the night, I’d have CJ on my side.
Unfortunately, CJ saw things differently. Two seconds into my apology, he stopped me.
He immediately confirmed what I’d suspected – he wasn’t interested in allowing me to become a ‘Alpha’ and he’d shared what’d happened between him and I with the chapter a long time ago. They’d given him the first right of refusal to me as a prospective candidate and he’d essentially been given the right to ‘blackball’ me.
I stood there, stunned. When I asked him why, he said that he’d never gotten over how I essentially ‘outed’ him. He felt like I did it out of spite, which shocked me because we got along up until I put his business out there.
I apologized profusely and I begged him to reconsider his stance on me. I’d changed a lot in the past two years and I’d never meant to hurt him. I offered him my deepest and sincerest apologies for outing him before he was ready to share that business with the campus. I expressed to him how it’d been my dream to be an Alpha since as long as I could remember, hoping that it would soften his hard demeanor…but CJ wasn’t feeling my pleas and he wasn’t in a forgiving mood. What he said next threw me for a loop.
“Tevin, you gotta let this shit go. Face it bruh, there’s always Grad chapter. Outside of sucking my dick, there ain’t shit you can do for me that’ll change my mind on you becoming an Alpha man while you’re at Wilmington Redding University.” CJ said as he turned to head towards the door.
Before I knew it, I found myself grabbing his hand and saying “Wait!”
CJ turned around, looked down at my hand and pulled it away (while wearing a look of disgust on his face).
“What?” he asked.
I stood there, stuck. I couldn’t believe what I was about to consider. Here I was, a straight man…considering sucking CJ’s dick if meant that he’d change his mind. I had no interest in sucking dick, but I really needed him to give me a vote of confidence with his fraternity brothers.
“Were you serious?” I asked him slowly.
“Serious about what? You not becoming an Alpha? I’m dead ass serious.” CJ said, folding his arms. “No…about the other thing that you said.” I said in a low voice.
CJ took a second to think about what he’d said and I saw a smirk spread across his face when he realized what I was talking about.
“Wait, are you serious?” He asked, looking dumbfounded.
I was larger than CJ’s lithe, golden frame but in that moment, I felt so small. In this very moment, it was evident to me that he was in control of whatever would happen next in my pursuit of membership in his fraternity.
“Yeah. Only if you promise to tell your chapter brothers that you’ve changed your mind.” I said, feeling my chest get tight. I couldn’t believe that I was considering this.
CJ struggled to contain a laugh, bringing his hands to his mouth to cover it. In this moment, I looked at him. I could tell that he was excited to have me at his mercy.
“Tevin, you aren’t in the position to make any demands. I can consider it, but no promises.” He said, bringing his hands to his crotch. I don’t know why, but my eyes followed his hands and I could see the beginnings of an erection.
From what I could tell, his dick was long and thick. I swallowed hard, knowing that I didn’t want to do this…but I knew that this was the only way to change his mind.
“Okay…” I muttered as I looked to the floor.
I don’t know why it was so easy to make this decision, but women sucked my dick all the time and loved it. Hell, CJ probably sucked dick all the time. If they could do it frequently, I could do it once. It would only happen once. CJ began to laugh as he walked towards my couch.
Clinton “CJ” Brown
“You know, Tevin… I always thought that your big muscle head ass was cute. I would have never thought that you were willing to turn trade for some damn letters. Can’t you earn them like the rest of us?” CJ said, taunting me as he sat down on my couch. He moved my coffee table aside, making space for me and he spread his legs wide. I could now see the definitive outline of his long, thick dick.
CJ fished his dick out of his basketball shorts as he continued to taunt me.
“You know, I let your bitch ass use my computer because yours was getting repaired…you probably got those viruses on yours after looking at all that basic bitch porn. Nonetheless, I never gave you the permission to go snooping on my shit. If you’d been an adult and chose to mind your business, we wouldn’t be here.” he said.
“CJ…I told you, I didn’t mean for everyone to find out.” I said, looking away from him.
“Yeah, yet everyone did. If it was an issue to you, you should have approached me like a man. And then you never apologized? You got me fucked up if you think I’m going to make anything easy for you.” CJ said as he began to jack his dick off.
I felt super conflicted. Here CJ was, angry as hell, taunting me while he jacked his dick off…yet all I could think about was how he was considering changing his mind. I saw CJ part his lips, so I knew another round of verbal assault was coming.
“You’d already fucked Colin’s girlfriend, then you out me…were you TRYING to hurt us? We were your friends and you shitted on us. Now, you want to be our fraternity brother?” CJ asked me. I could feel his anger consuming the room. He had some valid points.
No…he was completely right. I’d wronged them and never apologized.
I didn’t know what to do. Neither of us spoke further – the only sound that filled the room was the sound of CJ’s hand slapping his nuts as he jacked his dick off.
“Nigga, get over here and start sucking this dick if you want me to change my mind…and you better swallow.” CJ said, wanting to get this over with.
Another few seconds passed before I slowly walked over to the couch and I knelt down on the hardwood floor in front of him.
“I never imagined that you’d be this desperate, but shit…you were the star of a lot of my fantasies when we roomed together, so I guess dreams do come true.” CJ gloated as he removed his hands from his dick and he wrapped his fingers behind his head. I took this as my queue to get things started, as his dick was standing at full attention.
Hearing CJ talk about how he’d fantasized about me made me feel weird. I looked up to him and said “I’m only doing this because I want to be an Alpha!”. I felt like it was necessary to say that, so he didn’t assume that I was into this kind of thing.
“I really don’t give a fuck, Tevin. Less talking, more sucking…and watch the teeth.” He said, looking at me in a menacing way.
I couldn’t delay the inevitable anymore. I slowly brought my hand to the base of his dick and I wrapped my fingers around it. I’d spent many nights holding my own dick in my hand, but it felt weird to be holding another man’s dick in my hand. I could feel it throbbing in my hand and I felt…conflicted. Fuck.
“Ahem.” CJ coughed, catching my attention.
Needing no further instruction, I took a deep breath, then I leaned forward, and took CJ’s dick into my mouth. Immediately, I was surprised that his dick didn’t taste dirty or salty.
“He must have just showered before coming here.” I thought to myself as the tip of his dick throbbed between my lips.
I began to try to take more of his dick into my mouth as CJ watched me, amused. I couldn’t believe that I was on my knees, between his legs sucking his dick like a thirsty hoe. CJ was smiling with a shit eating grin as I compromised myself. I knew that he was enjoying this shit. I felt myself gagging as I reached the halfway point of his dick and CJ began laughing.
“What, you can’t handle my dick?” he laughed. I spit his dick out and I swelled with anger.
“Unlike you, I don’t suck dick regularly!” I argued.
“Yeah, I suck dick regularly and I do it well. You better figure out how to suck my dick like a champ if you want me to change my mind.” CJ replied. I looked at the wet tip of his dick, watching my saliva run down it.
“Fuck.” I mumbled as I took his dick back into my mouth. I tried to think about how I liked for women to suck my dick and I tried again. I began to breathe through my nose as I tried to get more of his thick piece into my mouth.
Hearing CJ speak about how he sucked dick regularly and hoe he did it well had me curious. I began to wonder how the blowjob that I was giving him compared to one that he would give one of the men he hooked up with. As my teeth accidentally scrapped the side of his dick, I thought to myself “I’m not on his level yet.”
I instantly shuddered at that thought. Yet? This was a one-time thing.
Having had my own dick sucked by a ton of women, It wasn’t long before I had the mechanics of giving a blowjob down. I knew I wasn’t giving the best blowjob but I was doing well enough to have CJ moaning so I figured that I was doing decent.
I stole a glance up to CJ and he had his head thrown back with his eyes closed. His hands were still behind his hands, his fingers intertwined. I could tell that he was enjoying it based on his smile – that instantly filled me with satisfaction.
Was I enjoying sucking his dick? Not really. But I was enjoying having the ability to make another man smile I was about to change this nigga’s mind.
I sucked my way up and down his dick, taking even more of it into my mouth before I began gagging. I’d almost made it to the base of his dick, feeling his pubic hairs tickle my nose and lips. I don’t know what got into me, but I felt myself wanting to prove that I could do this shit.
I took a deep breath and I took his dick into my mouth yet again. I breathed through my nose as I felt his dick begin to enter my throat. When I felt his pubic hairs tickling my face, I knew that I’d done it – I’d managed to fit the entire dick into my mouth and I could feel him in my throat! I could feel his dick throbbing, letting me know that he was enjoying it as much as I hoped that he was.
“Fuckkkk!” CJ moaned, pushing my head down in his lap just as I was about to come up from air. I tried to withhold my gagging until he finally let me come up for air.
I took in a deep breath as I heard him ask “You’re getting into this shit, aren’t you Tevin?” “Huh?” I said, pulling away from his dick as I stared at him in bewilderment.
“I mean, you just had your face buried in my lap, you had the whole dick in your throat without me forcing you down there…” CJ said as he stared directly into my eyes.
I laughed nervously, not wanting to seem like I was in fact, enjoying it. “No, I’m just trying to get this shit over with…” I said, looking at his wet dick, then looking away from him, hoping it would be more believable.
I looked back up at CJ and he rolled his eyes.
“Man, whatever. Go back to doing what you were doing because that shit felt good and if you keep that shit up, you’ll get this nut.” He gloated as his hard dick waved in the air.
I looked up at him for a moment before I leaned forward and took his dick into my mouth. I could feel him staring down at me, watching as I sucked his dick to the best of my ability. As I progressed, taking his entire dick felt more feasible (with me occasionally gagging) but I was trying.
As I continued to suck, I felt him reach down and grab the top of my head again. He began to guide me up and down his dick as my lips stretched around his dick.
CJ applied additional pressure, forcing me to take more of his dick into my throat. Against my better judgement, I allowed him to take more control of this blowjob, hoping that this would help him cum quicker.
For some reason, I felt myself getting warm as he was guiding my head up and down the length of his dick. I stole a look up at him and yet again, his head was thrown back, eyes closed as he moaned. I really had this nigga moaning. Knowing that he was enjoying this turned me on. I could feel my own dick beginning to get hard as I refocused my energy on making sure this nigga enjoyed this blowjob.
As time passed, I could feel my mouth and jaw loosening, making it easier for CJ’s dick to hit its target – my throat. His dick was coated with my spit, so it was safe to say that I’d lubricated it enough to make its way in and out without issue.
As I tightened my lips on the tip of his dick, I felt his dick jump, letting me know that he was close. That only made me double down on my efforts, tightening my lips as he guided my head up and down in his lap. I increased the suction of my lips and I began to jack off the base of his dick with my right hand, trying to please him the way I liked women to please me.
CJ looked down at me and said “Yeah nigga, jack me while you suck me off.” He then threw his head back and continued to enjoy my blowjob. I complied, balancing the touch task of jacking him off with my hand while keeping his dick in my mouth. CJ’s knees began to tremble, so I knew that he was close. At this point, my dick was fully hard. I couldn’t explain it.
CJ laid his head back as I released his dick and took the entire shaft into my mouth and throat.
As I came back up to the tip of his dick. I saw a good amount of semen slowly spilling from the tip of his dick. I had him pre-cumming, so he was definitely close. CJ looked down at me and I don’t know why, but I looked at the tip of his dick and I licked the semen away, tasting nut for the first time.
CJ began grinning as I tasted a preview of what was coming. I was surprised to see that it didn’t taste badly. His nut was pretty sweet. Knowing that he expected me to swallow it, I was at ease knowing that at least his nut wasn’t nasty.
“If you want more of that, get your lips back on that dick…cause I’m close.” CJ said, taunting me. I ignored his taunts, knowing that if he was close to cumming, I was close to him agreeing to vouch for me with his chapter.
I took his dick back into my mouth, I tightened my lips around the tip of his dick before I began sucking with more fervor. CJ wasn’t ready for me, as I immediately began sliding up and down his dick. Yes, there was some gagging but I knew he was close. I continued to suck him, dragging my tongue along the underside of his dick as I tried to coax this nut out of him.
CJ was moaning and groaning as he continued to push my head into his lap.
“Shit Tevin, you must really want to be an Alpha!” CJ moaned as I continued sucking his dick.
“Hell yeah!” I tried to mumble – it proved to be difficult to communicate with a mouth full of dick.
I continued sucking and with each time my lips grazed the tip of his dick, CJ’s knees would shake. Without warning, his dick began to jump in my mouth and when I felt his hands grip the back of my head, I knew what time it was.
CJ began fucking my face, clearly having entered the point of no return. I felt my own dick getting harder in my pants as spit began to run along the side of my mouth. I was struggling to keep up with his pace as I began gagging uncontrollably.
Just as I felt like I was about to run out of breath, CJ released my head. I began to pull away from his dick when he shouted “I’m about to cum!!!”
Unable to react in time, I felt the first warm, sweet gush of his nut hit the back of my throat and coat my tongue. I gagged as his nut filled my mouth.
I tried to pull away from his dick and that proved to be a mistake, as his dick pulsed again and shot an additional three shots of cum onto my lips, nose and my eyelids as his dick flailed in my face.I tried to scoot backwards but CJ continued to coat my face with his nut. Before I knew it, he’d cum all over my face, leaving my face looking like I was a common whore.
CJ relaxed back on my couch as he sat there proudly. He then looked down at me as his breathing returned to normal. Our eyes met as he slowly reached for his dick and stuffed it back into his shorts.
I then realized that my own dick was hard as fuck. CJ looked down at my crotch and smirked. Feeling embarrassed, I quickly got up and ran towards my bathroom, reeling from what’d just happened. I felt like a bitch. I’d just let this nigga cum all over my face and for what, some letters? And my dick was hard? Fuck.
I quickly grabbed a rag and I turned on my sick. I put some facial cleanser on my rag and I began to vigorously wash my face, hoping to wash away the evidence of what’d happened off so I wouldn’t feel as shitty as I did.
After five minutes of washing my face profusely and waiting for my erection to go down, I slowly returned to the main room, unprepared for whatever taunts that CJ would inevitably throw my way.
I walked out into the main room and CJ was in the same spot that he’d been in, with that same shit eating grin on his face.
“So…. are we good?” I slowly asked him, maintaining a good distance from him.
CJ sat there for a moment, thinking to himself.
“Yeah, we’re good.” He flatly replied.
I instantly felt better. I began to smile, feeling like I was finally back on track to becoming an Alpha man.
“Great. Can we keep this shit between us?” I asked him.
“Yeah, I won’t tell anyone that you were willing to suck dick in exchange for me vouching for you.” He said, making me roll my eyes at the sheer mention of what I’d done.
CJ then stood up, and began to walk to the door. I followed him, wanting to be polite and show him out.
“So…when will I hear something from you guys? Are y’all still planning on pledging new guys? I asked, scared to do so but I’d earned the right to ask him.
CJ reached for the door knob before replying.
“Oh, yeah… Well, it’ll be a while before that happens. Our chapter is back on academic probation so we had to suspend all intake related activities. We’ll contact you in the Spring about attending an informational if we have things in order.” CJ said with a smirk.
He immediately opened the front door to my apartment, walked out and closed the door behind him before I could say anything.
I stood at my door, speechless.
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