[37metalstitchess]

i can’t wait to be cold all the time…

[37metalstitchess]

dragging myself back to tumblr like the failure i am

[anasinnerperfection]

Would anyone be interested in joining a pr04n4 discord server?

I’ve been thinking about making one for agessss but I’m not sure if people would join and be active

Reblog if ur interested!

[37metalstitchess]

how to lose 10lbs by jan 1st? 🙏🙏🙏

[miziscrying]

Nothing hurts more than having your mind disordered but not the body dis0rdered

[peanutbutterworldbunny-deactiva]

I read somewhere the quote "mind of an anorexic, body of a failure" that was years ago and it's stuck in my head.

[37metalstitchess]

it’s so humbling coming back to edblr after 6 months of failed attempts. could’ve got to my ugw by now 💔. i lack so much discipline it’s disgusting

[37metalstitchess]

i’m back, atp i just need an 4n4 buddy, plz hmu 19+ only and similar sw . the only way im probs gonna hold myself accountable 😭🙏

[37metalstitchess]

⭐️ving + undiagnosed anaemia + uk heat = a disaster waiting to happen.

[37metalstitchess]

should i just ⭐️ve tm? give myself a reset. eaten the rest of my junk food and i now feel sick✨

[37metalstitchess]

tiktok: eating won’t kill you, but not eating will…

me: 👩‍🦯 🔇…

[37metalstitchess]

i knew the universe hated me when it made me hate vegetables. no cutesy heart shaped cucumber and salads for me 🫠…

[37metalstitchess]

hello people, i have been m.i.a for some weeks. why? bc i thought i could r3c0vEr and well…the parasites got to me😍. all it took was a pretty normal conversation w my boss about his fitness journey and seeing that one of my fav influencers/th1n$p0 is now r3c0v3rEd to pull me back. idk whether to be proud or or not.

like normally it would be MONTHS to a YEAR till i’d be back on here, but i made it maybe 3 weeks this time💀😭?

i’ve missed it high key so lowkey glad. especially since it’s basically summer and i can’t hide behind hoodies anymore💔.

also thank you for 300followers omds?? i love u all stay safe 🫶

[37metalstitchess]

Day 3 done ✨

intake: 1010 burned: 242 net: 768

didn’t have class today but i did walk a bit to buy some essentials. feeling pretty good, going to a party on saturday that i’ve been looking forward to for weeks so yeah im excited. not much variation from the last couple days. that’s the problem w living on ur own, sometimes u eat the same meal three days in a row just so it doesn’t expire. it’s fine tho i like the stuff i make i could eat them everyday 😭🤷‍♀️.

[37metalstitchess]

why does everything have a million calories in it 😃…

[37metalstitchess]

Day 2

feeling miserable. my bagels expired 💔💔💔. still ended the day good tho. i just want to eat everything but the thought of binging then going m.i.a or posting about it is more humiliating so.

intake: 1009 burned: 109 net: 900

homemade cheeseburger: 510

monster: 14

fried rice: 485

[37metalstitchess]

the urge to binge is so real rn. w some friends and they ordered a shit ton of food, i declined any of it tho which is good but now im craving it all so bad. i’ll eat when i get home but its not gonna be the same🥲. anything to be skinni tho right

[37metalstitchess]

Day 1 complete !!

intake: 850. burned: (idk bc my watch died on me halfway through but around 140)

bagel w 20g cream cheese - 250

1cup fried rice 450

mini oreo ice cream 150

it’s day 1 so i feel fine. trying to get my water intake up. i have a 3hr class tm so i wont have to think about eating