atelier de la solitude

I'm Vilma, a 23 year-old geography major from Finland.

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my blog turned 5 today time flies

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guess who’s finally content with life and not suffering from depression anymore it ain’t me but they out there

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Closer (2004) dir. Mike Nichols

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i will always love you how i do let go of a prayer for you just a sweet word the table is prepared for you wishing you godspeed, glory there will be mountains you won’t move still i’ll always be there for you how i do i let go off my claim on you it’s a free world you look down on where you came from sometimes but you’ll have this place to call home always

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your blog so cool :)

thank you x

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I am joy. I am everything. I can do all things but two:

1. forget that I love you.

2. forget that you no longer love me.

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As the memory of your light fades my days grow dark. My nights are lit with electric bulbs. I cannot sleep. I am afraid of the dark. I am afraid that you will return and then fade again. I am afraid that you will never return. I am afraid that my next thought will be of you. I am afraid that I will run out of poems before I run out of pain.

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this season is called fall because everything nature builds all summer long falls apart like our love

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all the goodness of my life is gone. first you, and with you joy love freedom. then colors music trees. even creativity, which is always the last to go, is only making a token appearance.