it’s 3am

have a little glimpse in my overthinking brain

[3am-overthinker]

“When will I finally learn it is always the same story with you? How foolish of me”

- 3am overthinker

[3am-overthinker]

“I like my personal space, but that doesn’t mean that I don’t need a hug sometimes”

- 3am overthinker

[3am-overthinker]

“Wonder what it feels like to actually feel connected to others around you”

- 3am overthinker

[3am-overthinker]

“I know it is a joke to you, wish you knew how it really is for me because trust me when I say I don’t fall asleep laughing about it”

- 3am overthinker

[3am-overthinker]

“Eyecontact can kill”

- 3am overthinker

[3am-overthinker]

“Human’s almost always listen to react, they rarely actually listen to what is being said. Therefore we hear what people tell us, but we don’t really listen”

- 3am overthinker

[3am-overthinker]

“Imagine if all our fears, insecurities, jealousy and egoism disappeared”

- 3am overthinker

[3am-overthinker]

“I have learned to not spend my energy on trying to convince you during a discussion each time, and not because I think you are right. But because I realized you aren’t mentally available to listen to thoughts that aren’t your own.”

- 3am overthinker

[3am-overthinker]

“I wonder why I keep maintaining relationships with some people around me. Other’s call me crazy and keep telling me I should let them go. But I just keep balancing the bad aspects out with the good things, even though I know that in the end that calculation is not correct”

- 3am overthinker

[3am-overthinker]

“Just because I am perfectly satisfied being by myself doesn’t mean I don’t feel alone at times”

- 3am overthinker

[3am-overthinker]

()

This one is for you. I hope this is what you had in mind and just know, I know exactly how you feel and I hope better days will arrive soon.

“They say having a big heart is the best quality to have as a human. But let me tell you, the people with big hearts know the other side of it. I am tired of always giving more than receiving. I am tired of always tiptoeing around making sure I hurt nobody, while others stab me in the back without giving it a second thought. I am tired of not being able to walk away from toxic people. Because even though my heart has been broken a million times, I wouldn’t wish that hurt upon anyone”

- 3am overthinker

[3am-overthinker]

“There is something so calming about looking at the lights from all the buildings at night, it is like time stands still in that moment”

- 3am overthinker

[3am-overthinker]

“I am tired of shallow conversations, gossip and other negativity”

- 3am overthinker

[3am-overthinker]

“Isn’t it funny how we used to talked every day, how I was there for you on your darkest days. And now you are in a better place, and don’t get me wrong it really makes me happy that you are. I just hate that you don’t seem to remember me at all now.”

- 3am overthinker

[3am-overthinker]

“Some days I just feel disconnected from everything and everyone around me, please don’t take it personal.”

- 3am overthinker

[3am-overthinker]

“I aspire to always be open minded, loving and curious. Let’s talk about politics, our dreams, world problems and everything else without trying to convince each other of our own perspective. But instead just listen to each other and try to understand.”

- 3am overthinker

[3am-overthinker]

“Sometimes it feels like I am trapped in my own life. I just need to see new places, meet new people and experience new things.”

- 3am overthinker