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21, FtM it/its! [Lance/Gossamer/Porisu]

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WELCOME TO MY EVIL AND FUCKED UP SELFSHIP/SELFSHIP IMAGINE/KIN BLOG!!! I LOVE MEN!!!

WARNING! this blog will contain (but is NOT entirely) themes like:

-yandere/obsessive love

-violence

-serial killing/killing in general

-stalking

-cannibalism

-monsterfucking (because APPARENTLY some people think this is bad from what i've seen 🙄)

-GENERAL FAGGOTRY

if you don't like these then simply block the "nonacidictoxin" tag, or just block me! DO NOT take this blog that seriously for the love of god. also THESE THEMES ARE ALL CONSENTUAL, BETWEEN ADULTS, AND NONABUSIVE, and there is NO stockholm syndrome involved in the SLIGHTEST. Hence why I coined the term "anthrax yaoi/yuri/shipping" (which is for toxic yaoi/relationships that are NOT abusive! I hate how those terms are associated with abuse!) on my main to make that point CLEAR.

I do NOT care if this forewarning is excessive I do NOT want to be associated with creepy weirdos!!!

(you are VERY much allowed to use the "anthraxshipping" and "nonacidictoxin" tags for yourself btw!)

THIS BLOG IS MADE AND INTENDED FOR FTM SELFSHIPPERS!!! S/I IN IMAGINES IS A TRANS MAN/TRANSMASC!!!

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DNFI LIST!

proship/antiship + variants, pro para, minors/anyone under 20 years old, ANYTHING pedo/zoo/necro/incest affiliated, tadc/hellaverse fans, political people, rpf/tcc, people who think lance epic battle fantasy is a pervert/sex weirdo, etc

THIS BLOG IS MOSTLY SFW, BUT SUGGESTIVE/KINK RELATED THINGS MAY BE POSTED OCCASIONALLY. BEWARE!

THIS BLOG IS NOT SYSTEM RELATED. I AM NOT A SYSTEM.

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TAGLIST:

#nonacidictoxin - toxic yaoi tag

#anthraxshipping - general selfship related tag

#anthraxinfection - general kin related tag

#supersadandtragicbackstory - vent tag bc im lowkey a fucking NARC!!!

#factorial naming schemes - art tag

#unprofessional nurse with wound gameplay - f/o related reblog tag

#unprofessional hunting lodge gameplay - kin related reblog tag

#important silly cow news - for blog related things that are good to be aware of!!!

#what does the cow say? - rambling tag

#GLOVECEL DANGER ALARM - kink tag - bro idfk if I ever post anything related to this it WILL be under a cut... (ALSO I do not find gloves inherently sexual, I am very specific with it !!!)

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(FANS/CASUAL KINNIES OF THESE CHARACTERS MAY INTERACT!!!)

F/O LIST BELOW!!

Specimen 12 / The Old Man [Spooky's Jumpscare Mansion] (I consider them one entity!! AND YES I DO WANT TO KISS THE MANOR ITSELF TOO NOT JUST THE OLD MAN!!!) - #scythepolishing

Marcus "August" Robertson / The Man From The Shadow [Minecraft Mod] - #stalkerfriend

Gray Man [LSD - Dream Emulator]

Smug Sun [MUGEN] - #sunstone

AM [IHNMAIMS] (IM NOT ONE OF THOSE FUCKING PUPPYGIRLS!!!) - #monumentalhater

Ghost Cow/Monster 5 [Spooky's Jumpscare Mansion]

Max Parry [The Last Horror Movie] - #weddingcreeper

Omen [MUGEN]

Man Of 7 Shingles [MUGEN] - #livesandgnaws

Deer God [Spooky's Jumpscare Mansion] #cervineresurgent

Gunman [LSD - Dream Emulator]

I give alot of my f/os and kins it/its pronounce..,.,. or just make them straight it/its instead of JUST he/it.... and/or make them ftms too!!!! MUEHEHEHEHEH!!!

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IRL kins!!! (NONSHARING FOR ALL)

Lance [Epic Battle Fantasy] - Id 🜏

Specimen 14 (or Gossamer since that's my headcanon name for it (because of deep sea glow worms!)) [Spooky's Jumpscare Mansion] - Ego 🜊

Policeman/Porisu [Chulip] - Superego ⛧

S-DARK [MUGEN] - Sacrosanct ⸸

I am NOT a satanist, I just like occult imagery!!!

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sideblog of @porisusurvivalunit

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[tsun4tsun] You and f/o looking into eachother's eyes with DISGUST!!! Neither of you can believe that they fell in love with THAT!!! And neither of you would have it any other way!!! YUCKY YUCKY YUCKY !!!

@do02sysboyfriendsbite

[have-an-fo-who]

do you have an f/o who is a trans man?

Do you have an F/O who is a trans man?

I do

I do not

Remaining time: 6 days 5 hours

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YES I FUCKING DO!!! ABSOLUTELY!!!

@do02sysboyfriendsbite NOT tsundere related but methinks you'll like this!!!

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hi im still alive overdose on crack or whatever with ur f/o <333

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whatever bro since he found it I guess I don't really have any reason to not connect ts with my main atleast on this side

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ex bf (AMICABLY BROKE UP DW!!!) found the selfship blog im crineee :sob:

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I really like this picture of mr parry he's got the "let's take ibuprofen together" face !!! he's so silly I need to watch the last horror movie again sometime soon !!!

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I hate my fucking intrusive thoughtss bro sometimes I wish I could get a lobotomy 😢 helpp

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Tsun-Yan f/o vehemently denying it when you ask them if they've been stalking you!!! "No, I was NOT watching over you!!! That's silly!!!"

Later, when you spot them watching you again they get such a cutely irritated look on their face!!! They even get flustered when you smirk back at them!!!

@do02sysboyfriendsbite

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I feel like I should clarify somewhere in my pinned that just because i'm a nonsharing IRL kinnie doesn't mean people who like them can't interact... I just don't want other people who are ALSO IRLS of them to interact, hell if you casually kin/relate to them i'm perfectly fine with that even!!!

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hes genuinely the only kin I have that isn't just straight up an it/its (he is a he/it...)

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i love how I say im a nonsharing irl of policeman chulip like anyone else fucking knows what that game is and would actually pay enough attention to him to think that way but it okay 😋 more for me !!!

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lowkey I might just make gossamer replace pied piper cat... I still LOVE it don't get me wrong but honestly i'm more of an irl of spec 14 than I am of pied piper.. but it okay! 😋

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evil surgeon/doctor/adjacent f/o dissecting you while you're still awake (with painkillers/numbing agents !!!) and pointing at ur organs and stuff and telling you what they do !!! they wouldn't take anything out though... unless you asked them nicely!!! <333

[i-love-the-villain]

Imagine if your F/O is older than you, them making snarky comments about your age difference........

Whether it's jokingly referring to themself as a silver fox/vixen or calling you some variation of "kid," even though you're absolutely an adult yourself, and tousling your hair if they're feeling extra playful, it's all in good fun~

You love your F/O for exactly who they are, and this age gap has never been anything much of a concern to you.

But then, imagine during a more private moment, when it's just you two and your F/O's walls are down...... they quietly ask you what you see in an old fool like them? Why such a beautiful/handsome young thing as yourself is wasting your time on them.......?

You take their face in your hands, cupping their cheeks gently and remind them between light kisses to their lips that you love them for all that they are. And no matter any snide comments others may whisper as you pass together hand-in-hand, you wouldn't change a thing about your F/O.

You love them just as they are, grey hairs and all ;3 🔪🥀❤️

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actually im gonna make a new banner I wanna keep my divider just a general thing for when I post stuff !!!

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ykw after some thinking about it im making this blog EVEN MORE NICHE!!! this blog is for TBOYS NOW!!! (as in s/is in imagines are trans men!!!) and to commemorate this HEADCANON YOUR F/O AS A TBOY CHASER RIGHT NOW!!! YAY!!!

(maybe I can put some text on my divider now too... make it less empty!!!)