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oh no

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A million times you've whispered 'I want you' In my ear But you don't seem to understand 'I need you' Is what I long to hear.

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I still wake up every morning And pat your side of the bed to wake you. What I wouldn't give To touch your skin And not these empty sheets. Honey, it's you It's always been you I miss you like crazy.

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Senses

My favourite sight Is you as you undress in the corner of my room. You do so with such care It's like every button is a pearl Each layer a skin you must carefully shed My favourite smell Is your pillow Covered in your fragrance and sweat After a night spent With your body pressed against mine My favourite taste Is your tongue pressed in my cheek Flicking slowly against my own My favourite sound Is your breath against my ear And the way my name Comes from your lips In a moan of desire My favourite touch Are you fingertips As they trace a thousand letters Against my skin Darling why don't you understand Without you, my senses make no sense.

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Boys who say "Oh kitty's got claws" Should be careful Because I have no doubts That it's the only pussy they're going to get

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We long to be normal Yet complain when we're average

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And now I spend my nights unsure what to do with my fingertips I guess I got too used to them fitting so perfectly With yours.

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I'm so worried that If you leave me So will my mind.

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And I swear I have never felt closer Than with your body pressed to mine As we breathed in the same air My darling I can only hope That such a moment of intimacy Was not lost on you Because sometimes I worry That the night I will always remember Is the first you will forget.

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Oh, I'd forgotten how beautiful the morning light is Until I saw it, Painted across your face.

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Surrounded yet alone.

I don't know if I'm losing myself, or just my mind.

Which is worse?

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And from the corner of my eye

I saw you

Looking that way you do when you're hopelessly falling for someone.

It's just for the first time in so long,

It wasn't me you were looking at. 

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I never liked mornings

Until I spent them beside you

I never liked coffee

Until I tasted it on your tongue

I never liked my name

Until I heard it from your lips

I never loved myself

Until you did. 

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I felt my breath catch in my throat

The butterflies within my stomach

Building to a climax

Before erupting 

Sending my stomach into somersaults

My mind into spasms

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It's been so long since I last saw you

But your image is still imprinted on my eyelids

It's been so long since you last held me

But I find your fingerprints on my skin

It's been so long since you last kissed me

But I still taste your tongue in my mouth

It's been so long since you said you loved me

But those are the only words I can hear

It's been so long since I was on your mind But darling, you're forever consuming mine.  

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Sometimes I think of the way you looked at me that night. I can't forget it. It was as though you had completely resigned yourself to the idea of loving me. 

We were in a room full of people.

Yet you were completely fixated on me.

But now we're in a room alone

And our eyes cannot meet

I know it's been years now. And I should have forgotten you, like you forgot me. But I just can't. I still think of how you tasted after you smoked that cigarette. How your finger tips felt as they ran down my back. 

"I think I'm in heaven" you said as we sat in your car. 

I should have told you what you meant to me. 

But now I'll never get another chance. 

I know she's so much better for you than I ever was. Than I ever could be.

And I know it's so pathetic, and selfish...but I just can't help myself. 

You're all I wanted and you're all I want, and now I sit here and I go through the motions with someone else. And it looks right, and it seems right but I know inside that it doesn't feel right. 

My hands to not shake when I speak to him. My mind does not fog over.

There's a hole in my stomach, and I don't know what to do. 

I try and fill it with meaningless kisses, but I think I'm only making it worse.

If only I could have said the right thing

If only I could have done the right thing

Perhaps then I wouldn't be sitting here

With you consuming my mind

As I try so desperately

To forget you.

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You kissed me good

But you never kissed me better

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When you said jump

I asked how high

But when I fell

You did not catch me.