buttt now i am going to be away for the summer with work ☹️ don’t fret! i’ll be back at the beginning of august and my writing will resume as usual! until then i may be active here and there but probably not often or anything of any real length 😞
your requests will still be fulfilled and hidden files is still in the works so don’t worry about any of that, i just need to focus on work rn!
i love you all and i am so grateful for the community we’ve built and i cannot wait to be back! feel free to continue to dm me and send asks, i will answer them as quickly as i can 💗
im back and god have I missed your writings. to jog memory, im the angel wing anon! unfortunately on my device I no longer have that emoji at the moment. sooo ill just sign off a different way.
I apologize for not being active in a year, ive been in quite a lot. I hope you're doing well love, I hope your finals are going well! your writings are beautiful just as you are. I love you sweet girl!
from your long lost anon.
love, wings.
AW YOURE BACK!! how have you been?? it has been so long!!!
buttt now i am going to be away for the summer with work ☹️ don’t fret! i’ll be back at the beginning of august and my writing will resume as usual! until then i may be active here and there but probably not often or anything of any real length 😞
your requests will still be fulfilled and hidden files is still in the works so don’t worry about any of that, i just need to focus on work rn!
i love you all and i am so grateful for the community we’ve built and i cannot wait to be back! feel free to continue to dm me and send asks, i will answer them as quickly as i can 💗
an alternate reality series in which you are the secretary to a prolific ceo, billie eilish.
‼️: ceo!billie x secretary!reader, office sex, minor public humiliation & exhibitionism, power imbalance, blackmail, etc.
. the playlist . the ceo . the secretary .
read about it..
after hours
⤷ synopsis: your boss has been giving you lots of lingering glances and extra work, she keeps you very late one night and things take an interesting turn.
synopsis: you’re on a road trip when you run into eva at a gas station, it’s getting late and she invites you to her place. things quickly grow hot and heavy as the magnetic stranger lures you in further.
you scanned the gas station shelves, carefully eyeing over the small selection of snacks. you were stuck between some m&ms and some takis, a pros and cons list forming in your mind of each option. the question of ‘which would be easier to eat for another 63 miles?’ danced through your head.
you were deep in thought as the smell of warm vanilla ran through your nose. you turned around, scanning the store for the culprit.
that’s when you spotted her, her gaze already even with your own, like she had carefully handpicked you out of everyone in the small, crowded room.
her eyes held yours just above the shelves, her bright blue stare and blonde locks the only thing visible overtop the bright bottles.
you felt your feet leading you across the aisles, it was like she was luring you in.
once you got to her chosen aisle you stoped, now face to face with the captivating girl.
“hi.”
she turned away from the array of drinks in front of her.
“hey, what’s your name?”
her voice oozed with invitation, it was like she was pulling your darkest secrets out of your throat without the need to even ask. everything about her seemed so sweet, so warm.
your name left your lips before you could realize you had opened your mouth, your hand flew to cover it, like you could put it back somehow.
“what a beautiful name, you can call me eva.”
you smiled, scanning her over in an attempt to figure out why you felt so drawn to her.
she turned her back to you and made her way to the register, to no surprise you followed right on her heels.
“so, what brings you into town? i can see you aren’t from here.”
your eyes danced around the store as you took in her newly formed perception, looking for an answer that would pique her interest while also making yourself appear relaxed.
“just passing through, i’m on a road trip of sorts.”
she nodded along as she stepped up to the register, motioning for you to put your m&ms down next to her items.
“oh, you don’t have to..”
your sentence trailed off as she pulled them gently from your hand.
“i insist.”
her hand lingered on yours as you listened to the barcode scan.
“that’ll be 11.78”
her touch left just as quickly as it appeared, somehow you already missed her warm and soft skin.
you looked around the register, eyeing the extensive collection of magnets that came from all over, several countries and states with beautiful designs. each magnet unique in its own way.
“well, are you coming?”
you snapped away from the suddenly unimportant magnets and saw her waiting in the doorway, the bell over the door ringing out as it swayed back and forth. you told the cashier thank you and hurried out behind her.
“it’s getting a little late and there’s not any hotels near by, you should come stay at my place.”
you stopped in your tracks and met her gaze again, thinking it over, or you were trying to. it was hard to focus with her gaze seeping into your skin.
“that’d be great! ..unless you’re like gonna kill me or something..?”
she smiled and laughed as she fished your m&ms out of the plastic bag in her hand.
“i promise i won’t ‘like kill you or something’.”
she pointed down a winding road with dark trees lining each side, a street light flickered in the distance, she turned to be sure you saw her.
“i’m right down this road, just follow me.”
she walked over to her car as you got back into your own, gripping the steering wheel as you started it up.
were you really about to go spend the night with a stranger?
well, at least she’s a pretty stranger.
you watched across the small parking lot as she began to drive off, you followed closely behind her, per usual.
after a short drive you arrived a rather large house, far too big for just one person. you shrugged it off and parked, turning the car off and hopping out.
“this is all for you?”
she smiled and admired the grand structure.
“oh, no. i live with a few friends but they’re all away on a retreat right now, they won’t be home for a few more days.”
you nodded and gathered your belongings out of your trunk, locking your car as eva led you inside.
as your foot passed the threshold of the doorway you were greeted by a smell you couldn’t quite place, something sweet and nostalgic yet earthy almost.
you took in the spacious interior as your eyes danced around the open floor plan.
“follow me.”
two simple words, somehow silky smooth yet firm, in a way that you obliged without a second thought.
at this point she could practically put you on a leash the way you followed her around like a moth to a flame.
she gave you a simple tour of the place, the bathroom, the room where you’d stay, the kitchen, the whole nine yards.
you ended the tour at the end of a lined hallway, a dark oak door pulled shut, warm light peering just under the edge.
“this is my room, just in case you need something in the night.”
she pushes the door open and you slowly step inside, taking in the warm ambient lighting coating the off-white walls, the space somehow simple yet intricate. wood accents flowed throughout, perfectly contrasting the pale paint. greenery bloomed in corners, housed in beautiful pots and vases.
various art pieces were scattered around, each piece unique yet somehow on the same plane as the others. one wall covered completely by a dark bookshelf, housing dozens of novels and stories as well as vinyl for miles. an antique record player sat in the corner, it was something you could tell was personal to her.
“like what you see?”
you smile and turn to her, not realizing how enamored you had become with the space.
“sorry, i just love what you’ve done in here.”
she nodded and ran her hand over your shoulders, goosebumps now adorning your skin.
“i appreciate that, look as long as you like.”
her hand drops and your heart rate follows close behind, returning to a normal and steady pace.
you walk over to the grand bookshelf, eyes dancing around the colorful spines as you look over her vast collection.
“you can borrow one if you like.”
you shake your head, yet smiling at her offer.
“thank you, but i’m not a big reader, i envy people like you that are.”
that’s when you make your way over to her vinyl, this array somehow seemed larger than the previous one.
you could tell she took good care of her music, artists ranging from the beetles to tyler, the creator.
“this must’ve taken years to collect.”
your fingers run along the shelves as you take guesses as to just how many albums there were in front of you.
“oh yes, i’ve been collecting since i was a young teen.”
you nod along and start to head towards the door.
“i’m sorry for encroaching on your space, i-“
she places a soft hand on yours, cutting off your sentence, her other hand grasping your now rosy cheek.
“don’t apologize, you’re welcome any time, love.”
your eyes meet for a second, she only pulls her focus away to study your features, like she was putting a puzzle together in her mind.
“so gorgeous..”
the words as quiet as a whisper, just under her breath but loud enough for you to hear. her thumb gliding gently over the soft skin of your cheek. your face went hot as you fully understood what she had said.
“oh, shit. sorry, i didn’t mean to say that.”
her hand dared to pull away from your face at her realization, you brought your hand up quickly and placed it over hers, ensuring it stay in place.
“no, it’s okay.”
your eyes locked again, those blue eyes washing over you like warm waves in the evening sun. her light freckles painted her nose and her ever so slightly pink cheeks in perfect constellations.
that’s when your lips met, you hadn’t even realized you were leaning in until you felt her plump lips on your own. it felt as though you were unwrapping a present on christmas eve, timid at first, careful and cautious. quickly it became all you could focus on, filling your senses entirely. you wanted to peel back the layers and find out what hid inside.
your arms wrapped around her neck as hers found home on your hips, she quickly took control of the the kiss, you happily let her, of course.
the feeling of her touch, the way she smelled, the desperation between the two of you, it was consuming you entirely. you were drowning in her and you wouldn’t have it any other way.
her grasp on your hips became firm as she walked you backwards towards the bed, your knees quickly hit the edge and you fell back against it. your lips disconnected as you hit the comforter, she was now standing over you, a sly, proud smile painted all over her face.
“i’ve been wanting to do this since i first saw you.”
her lips melded to the sensitive parts of your neck, you tucked your lip between your teeth to keep your composure.
“you just seemed so sweet, so easy, like a lost fawn.”
her stamps of adoration traveled to your collarbone as she spoke, low and gravelly.
“i know you want this, that sweet face tells on you.”
your hands ran through her hair as she teased you. grasping for handfuls when she hit a sensitive spot.
her lips left your poor skin with a pop, she was now inches away from your face, eyeing you over like prey.
“tell me how badly you want me.”
her hand ran gently between your legs, eliciting a small gasp from your lips as she applied pressure.
“so bad, i want you so bad.”
she pulled your loose hoodie up over your head, revealing your bare chest. her foxy grin returning as she runs her fingertips gently across the exposed skin.
“so pretty like this, all for me, isn’t that right?”
you nod and squeeze the fabric beneath you as she rolls your nipples between her index and thumbs. shocks course through your veins like electricity, she was making you feel good and she knew it.
“poor thing, you would’ve been so lost without me, so lucky that i found you.”
wet kisses cascade across your chest, close enough to make you gasp yet far enough to make you whine.
you can feel her smiling into your skin, pleased with the mess she was making of you. slowly but surely she makes her way down, running her tongue just above the waistline of your sweats.
you push your hips up, eager for the relief only she could bring.
“patience sweetheart, you can take it.”
her warm fingers creep under the elastic and she pulls them down torturously slow, kissing your hips tenderly all the while.
once they were fully off a teasing, cocky smirk tugged at her lips. your impatience clearly collecting in your navy underwear.
“you’re doing so well, i know how badly you need me.”
her thumb pressed firmly against the puddle and into your core, your back arches off the bed at the contact, already aching for more. her fingers work slow circles against your sensitive bud through the fabric.
a loud gasp erupts from your throat at the sensation, the fabric giving you much needed friction. your hips rolling against her touch already, she can’t tear her eyes away from the sight.
she meets your gaze finally as she lowers her head down, biting the edge of the fabric and pulling it off with her teeth, her eyes never leaving yours.
“prettier than i could’ve ever imagined.”
she ran her tongue through the coating of need, pulling it away quickly, she was such a tease. she hummed in approval.
“so sweet, perfect for such a sweet girl.”
you huffed and angled your hips closer to her face, desperate for more. you whined and whimpered as she watched, her hands remained firm around your thighs, squeezing them tightly.
her tongue slowly broke you open, sinking deeper inside of you as you moaned out. her eyes remained locked on you as you squirmed beneath her, relishing in the pleasure she was giving you.
she pulled you closer as her tongue darted in and out, eager to see you unravel further. her nose hitting your clit with each stroke never failing to make you gasp.
she traveled up to your clit, running circles around it and taking it between her lips, basking in the loud moans as she coaxed them out of you.
she slipped one finger in, your slick desire letting her in with ease. you tightened around her as she moaned against you, slipping another finger in simultaneously.
“tell me how good i make you feel, i want to hear you say it.”
her fingers sped up as she waited for a reply, making sure your words would come out in between choked moans.
“feels, good.. you feel.. so good..”
you could hardy speak with the way she was pulling loud moans from you like it was nothing. you couldn’t think with how focused you were on the satisfaction she was so generously giving you.
“no one makes you feel this good, isn’t that right?”
her lips returned to your clit as she moaned against you, urging a response from you.
a long string of rushed ‘mhm’s came as you bit your lip, trying to keep your ever approaching release at bay. she pulled away again and instead brought her other hand to your clit, tracing quick circles against you as she applied pressure.
“very good.”
her pace suddenly became inhumane, the room became hazy and the world grew quiet as she fucked into you. she knew you were getting close and you could hardly hold back anymore.
“ev- i’m!-“
you heard her cocky laugh and then she spoke.
“i know, so precious, let it all out for me. you can do that can’t you?”
you let go and your orgasm rolled over you like a tidal wave, engulfing you entirely. you shook in her grasp as you slowly came down from your high. falling against the bed as you heaved, catching your breath.
“so .. good..”
she smiled as she laid next to you, pleased with your relaxed state.
“yeah? what do you think you should say then?”
“thank you, eva.”
hope you guys enjoy this !! 🖤
i think i’ve FINALLY escaped writers block thank GOD.
thank you for the req! send any requests to my inbox ! 📥
(i’ve been kind of slow with them but i promise they’re coming soon!!)
so essentially there is a common misconception that: top=dom and bottom=sub
this is NOT❌ true at all!
someone being a top means they are giving pleasure rather than receiving it, and vice versa for bottom
someone being dominant means that they are in control, and the opposite for submissive
this might be a little confusing but you can read my most recent fic ‘i’m sorry’ where you will see that the reader is receiving or bottoming while being dominant and billie is topping while being submissive.
please let me know if this makes any sense, i would love to explain further if needed!
guide: almost everything contains or alludes to smut, series: ★ separate series are marked by a designated emoji
drabbles: i
needy girl
⤷ synopsis: billie is struggling to keep herself together while she’s away on tour, she shows you how much she needs you in the middle of your important meeting.
pretty on camera
⤷ synopsis: your best friend billie eilish calls you late at night and guides you through it.
i love you
⤷ synopsis: billie loves how pretty you look in the morning, especially when you’re taking her fingers.
sex tapes
⤷ synopsis: you and billie make tapes together to post on your sites, you’re one of the most popular content creators. everyone can see it’s two people but no one knows who you’re with..
interview me
⤷ synopsis: you are the new interviewer for the chicken shop date show. billie is coming back on today for another interview. she’s very interested when she sees you, and that intrigue doesn’t stop even after the interview is over.
i’m sorry ★💧
⤷ synopsis: billie has always been the type to prioritize your pleasure over her own, but how far will she go to please you?
payback ★💧
⤷ synopsis: you always loved it when billie got frustrated, but something about this night specifically drove you absolutely wild. plus, you had to get your payback.
i’m yours
⤷ synopsis: billie had a lot of fun at a party, you take her home and show her how much more fun it is to be your good girl.
asleep
⤷ synopsis: billie has an eventful dream about you, becoming so eager for you that she can't wait please you, even when you're asleep.
home to you
⤷ synopsis: while billie is away on tour you get desperate and call her, she guides you through a quick release with the help of her voice and a pillow.
need me
⤷ synopsis: you’re on a road trip when you run into eva at a gas station, it’s getting late and she invites you to her place. things quickly grow hot and heavy as the magnetic stranger lures you in further.
talk to me
⤷ synopsis: you're trying to tell billie something but she can't help cutting you off.
don't move. part I ★💰
⤷ synopsis: you just started at your new job as a bank clerk when things take a turn for the worst, until you find yourself met with a familiar face.
don’t move. part II ★💰
⤷ synopsis of part II: you searched your boss's office for the code to the safe, and then things took a much more interesting turn.
just like that
⤷ synopsis: this is literally just smut, all the way through, enjoy!
who’s your daddy?
⤷ synopsis: you joined billie for her big meeting this quarter, met with good donuts and bad jokes. afterwards the two of you rush home to sort out some pent up frustration.
after hours ★🗂️
⤷ synopsis: your boss has been giving you lots of lingering glances and extra work, she keeps you very late one night and things take an interesting turn.
say please
⤷ synopsis: you and billie have been dating for a while, she is the perfect girl for you. though, sometimes she can misbehave a bit.. but she loves when you put her in her place.
THE VIDEO HELP 😭 I just had to bust my ass to turn an assignment in that I THOUGHT WAS DUE ON WEDNESDAY... it was due today at 1pm and it's now 1:27 ... but at least it's done? oops!
omg i have a project due tmr that i haven’t even started on
