[490hertz]

i have been saving up my propranolol and a couple days ago i intended to kill myself with it but i only swallowed roughly twenty pills and stopped. it became too much in the moment and i went to bed. i regret not going through with it and i know i have betrayed myself in more ways than one. everything is so far away and i am also as equally displaced.

[490hertz]

im hurting so bad

[490hertz]

family just tried to love me. day ruined.

[490hertz]

fuck this im going home to play guitar

[490hertz]

and i also feel like ive been stuck in a waiting room for months waiting to receive bad news

[490hertz]

i feel like the most replaceable person ever

[umr-ibn-ard]

[quartered]

[gumguzzler]

“Apricot Sprites” found in the cross sections of a fruit tree by Daniel

[froggycha1r]

[lose-your-fuckin-illusion]

[brunettemessiah]

[brunettemessiah]

[fatethedog]

tell me why

[bookoffixedstars]

Alfred de Quervain’s Greenland expedition, 1912. ETH Library, Image Archive.

source

[490hertz]

went on a walk to the railroad tracks and kicked rocks for a while

[490hertz]

i feel so disturbed and ive been having disturbing ideas so i dont know what the future holds