Angel @4dorabl34ng3l - Tumblr Blog

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i got nuked so im making another acc

I hate my body, this is the only way to sculpt it into something i like before i die

current rules:

100x stomach vacuums min a day

at least 300 cals burned on stair steeper

no more than 500 cals intake a day

no drinks with cals

never eat more than half a meal

fast at least 2 days/ week

I've been stuck in a binge-purge cycle💔

i truly believe people would like me more if i was skinny.

god I need to stop binging I gained like 4 pounds 💔

I feel gross in my stomach I was forced to eat dinner and now i miss my empty stomach fml💔

i was gonna eat something but then I was screamed at like the hideous monster i am, i dont want to eat anymore

my parents are getting suspicious again :/

ill just start to only eat infront of them or something so thar it looks like i eat :/

ik i shouldn't drink so much caffeine but i feel amazing so idgaf, im probably burning more cals to

ugh i feel like shit i think i drank to much caffeine and ate to much....

i fucking binged....im about to just take a fuck ton of l@x and coffee and im gonna fast for the rest of the week

broke my fast with some oat meal ~ 160 cals

i would break my fast but...i dont feel hungry anymore....

im going to fast for the rest of the month bc i weighed my self and now im 110.8 pounds....

it turns out i had nothing to worry about my parents weren't suspicious of anything

gonna log out for a bit

yeah im not getting any sleep tonight :/

took my other stuff again....i really don't like how much i gained but im definitely not sleeping tonight....

Angel