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[4o-0z]

disgusting freak

pathetic handicap

narcissistic embarrassment

ugly

keep running from sobriety - it doesn’t matter. this feeling will never leave you

[4o-0z]

you shitty, self-absorbed asshole; remember, your resume means nothing.

you won’t even let yourself accept your own accomplishments

only because your whole identity revolves around making others feel sorry for you

you don’t care about yourself.

you’re a manipulator.

you’re not heartbroken - your whole persona is an escape from responsibility.

you are everything you hate

your sadness and despair is your own doing

you deserve the worst

you are alone because you push everyone away and won’t grow up

you are alone because you will always be alone

you are not a good person

i hate you

[4o-0z]

i’d like to be happier

i’d like to be able to be calmer

[4o-0z]

desperation can make the smartest person do the dumbest things

[4o-0z]

hate

[4o-0z]

what do you treat first

symptom or cause

?

[4o-0z]

what happens when no one leads the world

?

[4o-0z]

people that do not love you but want your money

[4o-0z]

and then you become the very thing you criticize

[4o-0z]

i miss her

and im telling her

with all the silence

i am capable of

[4o-0z]

all this struggle just for life to end on some random day

[4o-0z]

we created an idol out of our fear and called it God

[4o-0z]

cigarette smoke and despair

[4o-0z]

hollow apologies

[4o-0z]

you might as well be trying to stop the sun from rising

[4o-0z]

Shame is a painful, self-conscious emotion driven by the belief that you are fundamentally flawed, unworthy, or "bad"

[4o-0z]

“i am being judged”

“i am too much”

“i am unwanted”

“i don’t know how to handle myself”

“i don’t know how to handle all of these emotions”

“i am so fundamentally broken”

i live with this burden of emotional pain and the shame for the fact that i have this emotional pain that i don’t know how to manage.

i have shame that i live with shame all of the time