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Enjoy the journey

@50shadesofmestuff

~ HAPPILY TAKEN :D ~ Don't be a woman that needs a man; be a woman a man needs. Trust is Earned ~ Loyalty is Gained. Don't try to Play ~ If YOU Don't know the Rules of the Game. As a Libra, I like balance and order; I will not settle for mediocre for temporary fulfillment. Brutally honest and sweet as candy, a bit naive at times but don't let that fool you ~ I can sense BS when encountered. I am old enough to know what I want and wise enough to know when to let go of what doesn't fulfill my needs. I will always enjoy actions over words; too many players have a fine tuned dialogue that never follow through. This page doesn't define me, as I am more complex than I will allow you to experience. Best Wishes on your own Journey....take time to enjoy :)

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Sex Date

Ahab and I had a sex date on Tuesday night. Sex hasn’t been easy for us for months due to Ahab’s injury. We’ve let things slide. We’ve tried sex a time or two in recent weeks, but it’s been very low-key. So on Sunday, I told him I wanted to have sex this week. He agreed and we planned for Tuesday night since I had to work very late Monday.

I laughed a little when we made the date. I know people schedule sex dates. Sometimes that’s what you have to do. It felt a little weird to me since we’ve always been more spontaneous with our sex life. Yet, when Ahab kissed me and played with my nipples through my T-shirt, I felt my knees go a little weak. He told me it would be something to look forward to.

What I didn’t expect was to come home to that evening was my cuffs, a flogger, the Hitachi, and njoy Eleven on the bed. We ate dinner and watched a little TV, then we moved to the bedroom. We played in a way that we haven’t in a long time. It took me a little while to let go and let him take control. I haven’t done that in so long. Somehow, I managed. I honestly can’t remember the last time I came like that.

Afterward, I lay in Ahab’s arms half incoherent while he held me to him and told me that he loved me. I was in the space that made me forget everything. I forgot that work is crazy and the next two weeks are going to be hell. I let go of the stress and anxiety I’m feeling regarding wedding planning. All that was left was us. I was safe and cradled in his arms. I was spent and used, but I was acutely aware that I was his. That night, I slept like a log; an exhausted, used, and happy log.

The next day, I was sore, but in a good way. It told Ahab that I was and it reminded me that we hadn’t played that hard in a while. He said that we’d have to recondition me. A surge of happiness ran through me. It’s been a rough past few months, but I feel like we made a big step to getting back to intimacy, control, and having D/s in our lives again. It doesn’t matter that we scheduled a sex date. All that matters is that we’re reconnecting again.