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hi, I'm Lyss

[5hygir1]

Holy shit is been 2 yrs since my last post on this account...

[5hygir1]

I see my past posts and i just....

Im so embarassed why do i even 😖

[5hygir1]

no.

[5hygir1]

21 years later and i still dont know how to socialize properly 😖😱😵

[5hygir1]

Tfw when you wanna talk to someone but at the same time you don't wanna talk to anyone at all

[5hygir1]

"how to blog?"

Many ppl

[5hygir1]

Can i just sleep?

...

Forever?

[5hygir1]

is there anyone out there that even reads this?

[5hygir1]

Hi

I just wanna talk

But

Who's there to talk to?

[5hygir1]

. . .

[5hygir1]

Do i like him? Idk but i like being with him. Im comfy with him. Maybe i just wanna be close friends.... I used to like him and i know he's still attracted to me... We've made out before but then we had this period of just not talking to or seeing each other for personal reasons... now were talking again and hanging out occassionally but idk if i want a relationship with him cuz he's still comfy to be with or cuz im lonely and he still gives me affection so why not.... Aghh idek anymore! It sucks being lonely and unable to say what i really wanna say to others. . . . . . Do i even want a relationship?? Aghhhhhh

[5hygir1]

You can only distract yourself so much until the lonliness comes crashing back in :/

[5hygir1]

Tumblr

Tbh i don't know how to tumblr. I started all these social stuff late

[5hygir1]

I wanna get to know you but since I don't know you i don't know what to talk about; if we have anything in common at all...

[5hygir1]

TFW

That feeling when you wanna talk to someone and be close to them but you see they have other friends so you feel irrelivant now and end up not talking to them...

:/