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[shymagnolia]

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

[shymagnolia]

okay so i just got my dream job??? a week after applying to it?? and now i’m thinking….maybe this is the good luck post

[flagellant]

…..not even six hours later i got an offer of a well paying full time long-term job with free room and board in queens in nyc, allowing me independence and a way to escape an abusive situation and an unhealthy environment

likes charge reblogs cast, folks, this is the good luck post

[yo-daddys-my-bitch]

May the 10 of Pentacles bless your account with more money than you can spend. 💵✨

[hermes-is-my-homeboy]

10 of Pentz came thruuu

[violaslayvis]

Omg this actually works!!! Thank you 10 of Pentacles!!!

[borkdork]

I could seriously use this money right now….

[ashashi-corner]

Please give me my refund of 400$ soon…

[hermes-is-my-homeboy]

I feel obligated to reblog this every time it shows up in my dash

[hermes-is-my-homeboy]

No bragging, just 100% floored and grateful. Work hard, maintain a positive attitude, and believe that anything can happen.

[mchashimi]

So I reblogged this exactly a week ago because I thought it was funny and uh lo and behold, a family friend wrote me a big ol’ check just to help me out of a tough financial spot AND my bank refunded me $32 for fees they’d originally taken out. SO UH YEAH. Reblogging this again in hopes that it brings equally good fortune to my followers.

[penprp]

Sure why not? Jobs bring in money and prosperity…

[leradny]

I NEED TO FIX MY CAR DOOR

[getlostpeeves]

It fucking WORKED.

[kezia-kawaii]

give me money

i can’t afford to breathe

[mercury-kid]

i need to fix my whole life please

[77777777777777777]

i used to be so brave

[resonance-of-libra]

This is the Lucky Ace. Reblog to recieve a wad of cash that is oddly specific to your current needs.

[jukaidream]

I reblogged this shit two days ago y’all… what kinda sorcery is this. Oddly specific too …. I’ll take it tho 🤯

[thisisasinkingship]

I think I did it wrong

[freohrweohnatakausta]

This might be…interesting. though, you gotta admit, the card looks kinda cool.

[civilizationkills]

[77777777777777777]

2019 and i'm still fat haha is life even worth living

[77777777777777777]

2020 goals are honestly just to get fucked

[77777777777777777]

i'm ill right now but the house is quiet apart from the noise of my computer, the cat snoring on my bed and really distantly the cars from the main road in the background

it's making me think about how much i just want to live alone and not have to be bothered by any other sounds

[77777777777777777]

i'm just tired of being alone idk i'm very happy with myself atm and my self esteem is the highest it's ever been i just have so much love to share and no one who wants any of it

and its like *looks at phone* *6959495 notifs of people in relationships sharing lovey dovey stuff* ok

[77777777777777777]

i'm not doing great today but showing any kind of vulnerability these days just feels like attention seeking

[unstablesuggestion]

I can't do this anymore, i feel so tired of everything, i don't fit anywhere, my head is pounding

[fightingatlxntis-blog]

no one irl will even bat a fucking eyelid towards me unless they want something

[77777777777777777]

still feel like this

[fightingatlxntis-blog]

honestly i think it was dead from the moment i shut myself in the bathroom (or if not that then definitely ‘i like you as a person but less’ or whatever it was ) but it never stopped me loving him and i just wish i was fucking NORMAL and i could cope and process things properly and be able to be the support he needs but i cant and i dont know why i cant but hes better off not depending on me because all i do is fuck up always

i really really really really really am just in pain and i know if anyone saw this it would read very muich like woe is me oh dear i broke up with someone but i dont care if im not conveying what i feel properly because what im feeling is like my chest is being ripped apart and im being eaten alive by some fucking monster

[77777777777777777]

oh fuck this post you idiot youre coping with trauma and literally framing it as 'oh dear i wish i could help the guy who caused said trauma more :((' dumb emo fuck

[fightingatlxntis-blog]

i miss being loved and wanted and cared about beyond ‘i miss you’ and i wish someone cared enough to remember the things and dates that were important to me and respected my education and goals and god i just miss how things used to be and i am so tired of living like this

id say im not used to being alone but honestly ive felt alone for months its just more real now and i just cant do it anymore

[77777777777777777]

rereading old posts and this one is upsetting me because * remembers the small things about me and even though they r really not good at communicating it hurts how much it seems like they care

it hurts how i cant trust that because of what he did lol

[77777777777777777]

noticed my hand tremors coming back over christmas and ive been purposely not looking ever since lol

[77777777777777777]

i am so fucking tired of mixed signals like if they dont progess it any further this weekend (after they INVITED THEMSELVES OVER) i genuinely might just give up

[77777777777777777]

i keep thinking about the xmas party where they wore my favourite colour and did that thing where you sit over the back of a chair and im just 💖💗💞💖💗💞💖💕💗💞💖💕💗💞💖💕💞💗💞💗