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I'm literally losing hair lol
My father gave my cousin 300 to pay for his cell phone, but I've been asking for a new computer for years π’
Geez
??
I was trying to be nice. I never asked for money, and when I did ask for something, I always checked the price first.
The only thing I asked for was a computer, and I gave up a possible 15th birthday party (that my mom wanted to throw) in exchange for it. But then he's giving money to others...ππ
I'm tired.
And my parents are fightingπ©·
Thank you.
My father gave my cousin 300 to pay for his cell phone, but I've been asking for a new computer for years π’
Geez
??
Oh please, I just want Samsung S10 Ultra please!!
I just took the test that will help me get into college.
My fingers are stiff from how cold it was in there..
I think I got at least 20 questions right... out of 89 on the test π₯
When I get home I'll comment on a few things.
My grades just came out now.
I got a 750 out of 1000 on the essay, which made me very happy.
But I got 500 on most of the multiple-choice questions, lol. I need to improve on that π₯²
But I was actually much more focused on the writing
I cannot wait to decorate my future apartment
Jesus
I want to delete everything and start over
I'm stupid
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People, are you also going through or have you already gone through the phase where you held onto so much anger during the year (or/and life) that now you simply can't hold back anymore and start being rude and brutal even when you don't want to?
I'm like that right now, and I can't even study anymore. I'm screwed.
The fucking FROG (my friend from school) likes me and EVERYONE in the class has already noticed. Why doesn't he just say it, or stop acting like a fucking retard, Aaaaarg
I fucking hate him, and I'm definitely not going to date him. He's already liked two of my friends, damn it, he obviously only started liking me because he had no other option, or because he probably wants some comfort. He thinks I'm a naive little girl. I could rip his dick off.
I STARTED liking him 2 years ago (in mid-2024), but after I realized he liked a friend of mine (who I was starting to get close to), I simply erased all my feelings, only for him to start liking me 2 years later, after he was rejected by another friend of mine (my best lesbian friend).
I definitely don't want to date him, I'm like 97% sure of that, but damn, sometimes I watch him from afar, I find him attractive. He's like a strong, chubby guy now, because he's been going to the gym. His face is even thinner, but it's full of pimples, but I don't really have a problem with that. I think about what it would be like if I went out with him (not sexually). He's the kind of guy who thinks he's wiser and smarter than everyone else (which isn't that hard to find in my class, HAHAHA). He acts like a mature person, but at the same time you can tell he's immature (like a normal teenager), which makes him more attractive to me in a way. But sometimes I look at him and feel almost a disgust (which I feel for almost everyone at various specific moments).
I want to refuse it, but lately it's making me up.
Uuuurrrgh fuck
I just watched my life flash before my eyes as if I were in a vegetative state lol. I almost planned my end haha ( Β΄_γ`)
I don't want to be a "depressed, rebellious teenager" anymore. Actually, I don't know what I want now. Or a pure lamb. I don't want to be anything.
Right now I'm in a state where I don't feel anything. I don't feel like doing anything. But I'm not really depressed. I'm just... kind of neutral, or something like that.
I'm back in school and, like, whatever. But now I have to figure out some direction, a college, a job, anything.
Nothing new has happened in my life lately, I think...
I don't even feel the urge to cut myself. I don't even have libido either
What the hell am I living for, bith? ( γΠ`)β¦
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I hate and love being skinny.
I love how thin my waist is, how visible my collarbone is, but I hate how thin my arms are.
I hate how easily boys can pull and push me without me being able to fight back. But the idea of ββmy maybe future romantic partner being able to hold me and lift me easily is simply very pleasant and romantic to me.
I hate the fact that my cousins, who are children, weigh the same as me (or close to it), and I hate the fact that people are always commenting on my body whenever they can and making jokes about it (especially the pot-bellied men in my family).
π€
I'm freaking out.