[7billionthmind]

the url i have 7billionthmind isnt taken because no one wants to face the truth that they arent special and wont be remembered for long after death

my greatest fear is to be forgotten

[7billionthmind]

i think when i was 17. i tried to stop everything in my head, stop all progression and deny everything, probably bc of what happened wtih my family and cps and shit

and now im not sober so my like mental control on denial of thoughts is slipping, this is why i quit smoking i remember

[7billionthmind]

it says im 17

im 19

im posting on here/online bc ive been repressing every memory of who i am, my personality, and basically my memories, so im gonna read my tag of talking to remember everything. my coping mechanism is repression/denial so im unsurprised that this is coming to a head 

[7billionthmind]

i havent updated this blog in 2 years

[labsinthe]

[funkelnmagazine-blog]

OH MY GOD!!!

[eeargasm]

Visit Original Link

[7billionthmind]

swallowing you like sleeping pills every night

bite me like chipped finger nails

changing sheets with nightmare sweat stains

grasping you with slipping fingertips

hold me like a shock blanket

clutching dripping palms with crescent indent tattoos

branding you to my skin engagement ring plaster

drown me with honeymoon nectar

lie awake crocheting arteries to wring neck scarves

[lesfressange89]

                                                       Gold Dust

[ghostlywriterr]

Church of La Asuncion. Spain.

[dollmorgue]

[anghellrose-deactivated20180626]

[versaillesadness]

[magic-of-eternity]

Christian Daniel Rauch

[henriplantagenet-deactivated201]

Palais Garnier, Paris.

[magic-of-eternity]

Basilica of San Vitale. Ravenna, Italy

[aestrogirl]

Church in Dresden, Germany was absolutely stunning 😍😍😍