First Shroom Trip Experience
First off, Iād like to start by saying that I do not recommend anyone just eating shrooms. I recommend shrooms to those who are in a healthy state of mind looking to pursue a different or better path to becoming their better selves. Everyone is different and therefore, shrooms will take a toll on everyone differently. I personally didnāt have a sitter during this tripāand thatās something I do not recommend. Always have a sitter with you!! Please donāt message me asking about dosages or advice bc Iām no expertāthis was just my first time!!
Alright, so yesterday was June 11, 2017. I went to the Haight Ashbury street fair with my best friend, @fuck-me-elegant and had such a blast!! We smoked and charged our crystals in the sun. I had kept the shrooms in a container with a crystal for a few days. I waved some amber incense over them too!! I wanted to cleanse any negative energy that might take over our trip. I wrapped our shrooms in some airhead strips in the back of an uber on our way to BART (subway) LOL. ((he didnāt notice anything, and we were high af dont judge me))Ā
We ended up eating the shrooms on BART and then waited for them to kick in as we walked to Dolores Park. When we got there, my best friend had already started to feel the effects of the shrooms kicking in. Sheās a little smaller than me so it hit her sooner. I ended up taking a bite out of this shroom infused chocolate lollipop I had. She started getting pretty cold so we packed up our stuff and headed back to BART. And thatās when it started hitting me.
I was so fucking excited that I couldnāt stop laughing. Everything was SO funny to me!! My best friend did her best to keep calm and not burst out laughing bc she didnāt want people to think we were lunatics. The ride home took over an hour and I listened to Chicano Batman ((best idea EVER)) as my friend got the creeps from these 3 white supremacist looking guys across from us on the train. I personally didnāt sense any negative energy but I had my headphones on and I was staring out the window enjoying myself.Ā
When we were finally home, she felt a lot safer and relieved. We also bursted out with so much energy and laughterā it was AMAZING. I took off my shirt and pants ((keeping on my bralette and boy shorts underwear)) bc I felt so fucking liberated!!Ā
We were sooo fucking giddy and stupid that we wanted to call people over bc we felt like entertainment. We wanted to be someoneās TV and we wanted sober people to pick at our brains. So she calls up her friend and he tells us that he is currently hanging out with a girl that heās trying to get intimate with. We tell him theyāre still both welcome to come over. He texted my friend to tell me to put clothes on. She got offended that he even asked thatāas he is a guest and since it is her house, she and I can wear whatever the fuck we want. We were likeĀ ājust donāt bother coming then.āĀ
For some reason, moments later, he shows up. With that girl. Iām still in my bra and underwear and FUCK NO I was not gonna put my clothes back on. Instead, I stay downstairs, away from everyone but Iām face-timing my best friend so that I can be in on the conversation without having to actually be there. After awhile, the connection gets worse and I got bored and lonely downstairs. So I grab Celestia II: The Reckoning and I decide Iām gonna pack a bowl and smoke all the way upstairs. ((There are three floors in this house. They are on the middle floor))Ā
When I get upstairs, I sit down on the couch and forget all about packing the bowl. I didnāt want to talk to our friend and the girl he came with because I knew that they were both going to sexualize me. I knew that they werenāt going to move past the fact that I was in my bra and underwear. But I just wanted to be seen as a comfortable human. And tho I felt all of thisāI didnāt FOCUS on it at all. I wasnāt really contemplating those thoughts whatsoever. Finally, my best friend convinces me to go on down and pack a bowl with them.Ā
When I got downstairs, the vibe IMMEDIATELY changed. I said hi and apologized for being half naked by saying, āIām sorry but I have a body and it just doesnāt want to wear clothes right now,ā and the girl laughed it off in the fakest way ever. My high was so intense at this point ((peaking)) that all I could do was focus on how intimidated she was by my best friend and I. She was intimidated, insecure, and gave off the most NEGATIVE vibe. Her vibe was SO intense that it was ALL that my high could focus on.Ā
I asked her what her thoughts are like when she wakes up in the morning ((bc I was genuinely interested)) and she just said, in the most annoying valley girl voice ever, āWell I went on a hike with my dog this morning soā¦ā and I asked about her dog and when she said, āI hate my dog,ā immediately, I knew I couldnāt trust her.Ā
Okay, what I want you guys to understandāis that she had NOTHING to flaunt about herself. She was pretty!! But she didnāt have ANYTHING to contribute. No quirks, no interesting stories, nada. She was just SO bland. Talking to her was like looking through a window screen. There was nothing there. No substance or anything bc she was so fucking dense.Ā
My best friend tried carrying out the conversation and I literally couldnāt handle it so I went to the bathroom and laid on the floor instead. Door open, they can still see me but we werenāt in the same room. I lied on that bathroom floor as my best friend desperately tried to hold a conversation with this chick. In my head, I kept wanting to call or talk to someone. I needed someone there so badly bc I couldnāt handle how fucking dense this person was. I didnāt know who to call so I texted some of my friends hoping that one of them would end up calling me. I heard the girl ask my best friend if she knew whatĀ āass-theticsā were bc thatās the only thing she actually does.Ā āass-theticā pictures.Ā
Finally, she and the guy ended up leaving and my best friend came over to the bathroom with me. She let out the biggest exhausted sigh ever and I immediately told her everything that was going on in my head. She started to talk about how she felt the same exact thing and how strong it was too.Ā
I started to cry because I havenāt ever experienced anything like that so upfront in my face. I donāt tend to pick up on other peopleās vibes bc Iām just trying to do me. I also began to cry because I was so haunted by the fact that there are people out in the world who exist without ever actually living. My best friend began to join the tearfest and we had a whole discussion about our pasts, family, how she is always aware of people, and we also talked about the things we wanted to fix about ourselves. We spent an hour talking about all these things and in that hour, I had never felt closer to her. I saw myself in everything she was saying about her past experiences. I saw myself in her and I knew that I had to keep her close to me. I felt so much love for my best friend, that happy tears eventually began to take over. In that bathroom, we cried the happiest and most tragic tears of our life so far.Ā
Our moment was interrupted when one of the friends that I was texting, began face-timing me. We talked to him for a bit so that we could explain to him what was going on but the connection was pretty bad. My best friend and I went downstairs and cuddled in her room. We continued the conversation and started talking more about our lives with each other. The more she opened up, the more I saw myself in her. We began to discuss the afterlife and spirituality and things we could do to live a fulfilling life. I also ended up reaching out to an ex and finally getting the closure I needed.Ā
Eventually, the guy I was face-timing showed up at her house with another friend!! They were both sober but we were still tripping hardcore. And yes, Iām still in my bra and underwear. Being around them tho was no trouble at all. I hadnāt seen my friend in MONTHS and the fact that I got 0 negative vibes was just soooo relieving to me especially after all that shit just went down. They were AMAZING company and we ended up staying up until 6AM!!
I felt so relieved being surrounded by genuine friends. I also had an oracle reading the next day and the cards I got were cards that I seriously resonate with. Iām glad that I had that trip with my best friend. And as dense as that girl was, I have her to thank for a beautiful spiritual awakening. If it wasnāt for that strong negative vibe, I donāt think I would have ever had that conversation with my best friend. I hope that girl begins her life soon. I pray the universe will help guide everyone on a path on enlightenment. Sorry if this wasnāt the most exciting story but this is what my experience was and I couldnāt have asked for anything better.Ā
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