The Bell Is Tolling

Anyway if you circulate this fucking government surveillance level dossier full of irrelevant, psychotic and hypocritical observations from known doxxers and stalkers, I don't fuck with you. I'm presenting it here very transparently so that others might read it and laugh.

The insinuation that months of observation of completely differenr minorities on the internet vaguely involved with each other with no political motive or productive discourse to be had is somehow justified over losing fucking discord privileges is deeply horrific and to be honest, one of the main reason I pre emptively blocked Eden in the first place.

You don't have to take my word for it but them fishing around for ways to doxx adults they took issue with, regardless of level of wrong doing is what we call bad vibes and red flags.

No I do not politically disagree with doxxing and violence. But these people names were hardly more than a passing thought before they started fucking with people I WAS growing close to.

My name is all up and down this fucking thing for defending myself and my friends.

The people involved in the making of this put a south asian woman out of country. I cannot say more than that. But they are all going to burn in hell sooner rather than later.

I had one simple fucking question. Prove we doxxed Eden? Prove this surveillance was justified? And this document can give opinions and psycho analyze us all they want but the goalpost shifted quickly from accusation to dirt gathering because they were projecting on a thousands fucking fronts.

I want at least one fucking person close to me and just sit with the knowledge that people online will do this to any minority. Regardless of who you are, what your race or orientation. Regardless of your actions, politics affiliation or ethics. Someone out there is ready to observe and report you for every little thing you do and say.

And I want you to sit with this. Think long and hard about how this has nothing to do with cancel culture or accountability, good and honorable things, and everything to do with the fact that some people hate themselves so much that they will look for a better, troubled person, who's life they think they can get away with ruining.

And I say this because months later, the stress caused was irrelevant. My platform is FINE. But the scars and trauma remain. Even as those responsible scatter from this fucking website like cops and cowards.

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Reminder that this all started because I established a boundary and then blocked the person I set a boundary with when I was met with hostility and disrespect. That's it. Nothing more and nothing less.

Every single person involved in harassing all the victims they targeted in this uselessly giant google doc "callout" are dangerous individuals. They tried to get some of us to kill ourselves and contacted some of our abusers just to get more dirt on us to add to their precious googoo gaga docky wocky.

Doc + Reuploads.

Link to HDTPE's upload of the doc

Link to my reupload of the doc

MediaFire PDF Link

I am not HDTPE. Read my pinned.

You don't have to take my word for it but them fishing around for ways to doxx adults they took issue with, regardless of level of wrong doing is what we call bad vibes and red flags.

No I do not politically disagree with doxxing and violence. But these people names were hardly more than a passing thought before they started fucking with people I WAS growing close to.

My name is all up and down this fucking thing for defending myself and my friends.

The people involved in the making of this put a south asian woman out of country. I cannot say more than that. But they are all going to burn in hell sooner rather than later.

#melodromacy #abyssal-crail

Little side note;

Sean/Jimmy/Whatever it is you go by these days, you're a coward and a cunt. Have fun flip flopping your morals and ideals to appease people who don't give a fuck about you and never will.

I'm sorry that trauma dumping on strangers who don't know you didn't give you the sympathy that you wanted.

You are insane. I've never seen stalking on this level before. Its crazy that you simply don't care about the harm you're doing. You need to understand hating someone you've never even met this much is incredibly concerning. This is not normal. Not in the slightest. This is a random person on the internet you are trying to directly physically harm. It literally doesn't matter if you think he's a bad person. There is NO EXCUSE OR GOOD REASON to harrass someone this way. You are going to get someone killed. You act like he's a fucking murderer or something when hes just a random disabled trans man who has done nothing to directly harm you. You are SO PRESSED and triggered at his existence you are trying to get him killed. Im begging you to see a therapist or talk to someone you trust about these feelings because again. They. Are not. Normal.

Lol.

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THAT IS NOT WHAT FUCKING HAPPENED YOU PUSSY FACED LIAR

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THIS IS HOW THIS SHIT FUCKING STARTED. EDEN MADE SOME SHIT THE FUCK UP AND YOU DUMB BITCHES FELL FOR IT HOOK LINE AND FUCKING SINKER

I SHOULD BE ALLOWED TO BURY YOU UP TO YOUR NECK IN SAND AND RELEASE A COLONY OF FUCKING FIRE ANTS

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I wasn’t your friend. I was not Eden’s friend. I was not Chee’s friend or anyone else’s friend on you guys side. I was nice to you and went into your server to try to warn you about Sean and give you screenshots of how he abused people. You freaks abused me during one of the most terrifying times of my life while my father is sick, fighting cancer that’s now to the point where he’s going to have to have surgery. I hope it keeps you up at night.

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You're STILL accusing me of "grooming" for hooking up with a classmate two years younger than me in high school.

Go fuck yourselves.

I love how none of these bastards even mention me anymore or make me a footnote, despite me blocking Eden being the reason why this shitfest started to begin with. You two-faced cuntrags started a whole smear campaign insisting I was a pedophile and a sexual predator with NO EVIDENCE at all whatsoever. Then tried to claim Arby and I were incest fetishists, when Arby comforted me, over a fucking goofy ass reblog that referenced TWIN PEAKS alongside other random things like tinned fish.

This is how the situation started, and y'all are trying SO fucking hard to make it seem like everyone who's defended me just randomly attacked you one day. No. You don't get to do that. You don't get to spin the story on this shit. Not this time motherfuckers. Y'all insisted I was a pedophile over a goddamn block bc your token got angry that I set a boundary with it and then silently blocked it when it immediately and very disrespectfully went "I can do whatever the fuck I want" in response to said boundary.

This all started over a fucking "hey making fun of other peoples' art or appearance makes me uncomfortable and this feels meanspirited. I think this is too far, can we not do that please." THIS IS WHAT YOU STARTED THIS OVER YOU FUCKING BITCH ASS SPARKLENAZI. THIS IS WHAT YOU CONTACTED MY FUCKING STALKER OVER!!!! THIS IS WHAT MADE YOU HANG HAVING CONTACT WITH SAID STALKING ASS ABUSER OVER MY HEAD FOR! THIS IS WHAT YOU TRIED TO GET ME TO KILL MYSELF OVER!!!!

Fuck off and choke on shit!!!!

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[🍎✨] its like these guys need to reheat nachos for over and over for some attention, why is there another doc? Why is it also worthless??? I went through it, and it's so poorly done, structural mess, I cant see why a bunch of DISCORD DMs have to be brought up. Whats the harrasment in formal discussions you had with acquaintances in DMs? Do you think any disagreement is a moral failin- well, seeing how ts started...it is 😭

Curiously, the only thing I legit see as harassment is these two mf ripping apart someone's writing! Who gave you the right to rip apart someone's deeply personal experience they portrayed in an artistic manner? Would you do that with a drawing? Its so out of touch! Chee, and Rox IG, if you're not a rape victim, stfu. If you are, shame on you! We should know everyine experienced their assault differently and copes with it in different ways! I don't feel offended by the absurdism of Arbys writing, and I am a victim! And I also understand how writing works! Writing is supposed to make you feel or understand the chars, that's why there's 'fascination' and so called romantization! Im begging y'all to READ MORE.

These two severely lack media literacy and will shoot the bullet when a piece of media isn't 100% pure and just portrays morally correct acts, proven by the deltarune or sum HC they keep dragging. Exist deactivated, somewhat, you should too Chee!!!

ringo how does it feel to be right about everything. welcome to the club.

these people are so unserious and refuse to consider that perhaps what they are doing is making everyone bend to appease their maladaptive coping mechanisms instead of actually seeking any justice (because they know on a subconscious level that even if they were right to be upset that we weren't on their side, four months of harassment over it is not what a good or balanced person would do in response) or attempting to develop a meaningful friendship because they take any and all criticism as an immediate personal attack on their character and thus their entire identity.

hence why when you point out they might be experiencing Symptoms of a Disorder they admit to having, it is an ableist attack against them for having that disorder and not simply someone who has interacted with them noticing a pattern in their behavior. hence why they constantly seek external validation from others that, actually, they are not experiencing Symptoms of their Disorder, but the person attempting to explain a genuine possibility as to what has caused them to feel this way is a filthy abusive bigot superpredator.

which like, yeah, no shit guys, eden is an abusive manipulative bigot. it was like that before it "turned on you" and your refusal to admit as much, let alone take accountability for the things you did on its behalf makes you deeply unsympathetic and only makes you look like more of a loser for wholeheartedly believing it wouldn't do the same shit to you that you just helped it do to ten other people for, and i cannot stress this enough, four entire day one to day thirty/thirty-one months.

like? people are not gonna feel sorry for you, lads. maybe if you had cottoned on sooner, before you linked up with eleanor/roy's abusers, before lily orchard gave her full throated endorsement of you picking up her slander campaign against britt, before you ignored fennec's victims and justified it as "following the proof," before chee got outed as having joked about DD, before oce made those racist ass comments about me and YOU ALL DEFENDED IT, before you decided to accuse me and @transbutchsupreme of doxxing someone who GAVE US MONEY, before you decided to accuse an indigenous genderqueer person of being a pedophile and their mutual of being an incest fetishizer with NO PROOF, maybe you could have been forgiven for closing ranks around eden who could have owned up to lying at any fucking time, apologized to eleanor/roy and arby for making up those heinous ass accusations, and probably also have been forgiven if only for the sake of breaking off our friendships amicably and accepting that you all were probably still going to get blocked.

we all could have moved on from this a long while ago if eden had just owned up when asked for proof that they didn't have any and just wanted to hurt eleanor/roy and jel, and dragged arby into it to try and bolster their claim that eleanor/roy was a predator. if the rest of y'all had stopped to listen to the people you claimed were your friends for months prior. if you hadn't driven so many of my friends into self harm and suicidal ideation by hanging their abusers over their heads, constantly maligned them behind their backs with increasingly severe allegations that you continued to not provide any actual proof for, and refusing if not reveling in not taking their interpersonal life events seriously and dialing it the fuck back a little.

no, you chose to go full steam ahead right up to the point that you went careening over the bridge we all tried to warn you was out.

you made this bed. either lay in it and start owning up to what you did or get the fuck off the website.

That tag from Exist about not "taking non-white people's words" seems to be about screenshotting and reposting non-white people's words, not ignoring them. Since the OP is white, Exist decided that screenshotting and reposting is fine, but would not have stolen and reposted the words if they were non-white, since that might be racist.

I loathe Exist but I feel it's important to despise them accurately for things they actually did instead of stooping to their level of hating someone because of terribly misinterpreting their words.

I won't ignore this as a possibility, I will say however as a white person (exist) it's your responsibility to make something like that clear to your audience.

If it is so easy to misinterpret your words as racism, perhaps be more careful, or reword what you have said.

That being said, no willful misinterpretation occured when I made that post, therefore I don't consider it to be stooping to their level. I asked and showed it to multiple people (some uninvolved and unbiased) before posting and everyone had come to the same conclusion as I had.

I appreciate the (possible) clarification and if that is truly the case then I will humbly rescind my comment, as you said there is plenty enough to hate him for.

Hey, it's Zhenya. (zhenya-grey) If this isn't anon please make it so, this is my private lurker blog to see my friends' and girlfriend's posts.

Anyway I wanted to thank all of you for continuing to expose crippled-peeper. I was one of the people he harassed for no reason, and I left because he was basically the final straw in all the bullshit I hate this place for.

Apparently we all may be right that he's actually lying about his family. Apparently I was right in everything I said about him. Apparently I was actually not being (insert 40 billion bigot types) for calling it all out. Apparently I'm not in the wrong for fighting back.

For my final note: NEVER ignore bigots, especially when there's proof of their dangerous behavior. He has that many followers because people decided to ignore him as "just a troll" etc. He isn't a troll, he isn't bored, he isn't upset because of life circumstances. He is dangerous, end of story.

I won't let up until he either stops being bigoted, or leaves the platform.

He is going to get someone killed if he has not already.

maybe we should not post our full legal name and the city we live in and our cousin's name and maiden name and a park we live near and our grandma's name publicly on tumblr? just a thought

Perhaps.....

#crippled-peeper #not a threat #I'm not going to doxx you #If you're gonna be a cunt #be smart about it

If you're going to be a crybully bigot, consider not posting your full government name, face, age, relatives names, what education you used to be in, what specific procedures you're getting, and your state + city, publicly, on your public tumblr blog, that anyone can access, that is attached to your bigotry. It's not doxxing to look at your blog and see your own posts.

Someday, you will piss the wrong person off, Morgen.

Report it all you want. What I posted is not against Tumblr's guidelines. Like I said, any PII or contact information is censored. Good luck with that, peeper.

#crippled-peeper

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Notice how any PII and faces that aren't Morgens are purposefully and intentionally censored and omitted, and he calls this doxxing and posting his address and photos of his family.

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"They're posting pictures of my 1 year old niece!!!!" And it's 3 pixels that are censored with a bright green circle. His PUBLIC Facebook profile picture. That anyone can see. Sure.

#crippled-peeper

I'm convinced anyone fuelling this behaviour from Morgen are either;

A) Unwilling or incapable of reading the posts people are actually making

B) Lolcowing him by reinforcing his monumental temper tantrums

#crippled peeper

1) thats not me

2) the poster censored that

3) still not me, I don't have a drama blog

4) I haven't talked about you in ages until you started @'ing me accusing me of doxxing you (and you still refuse to show evidence of your claim). go through my posting history. this didn't start until you @'d me randomly accusing me of doxxing (which I didn't do and you refuse to post any evidence of me doing) and then I immediately got rape threats.

5) I still don't know what your real name is because its censored lol

6) I don't even use facebook, I don't have an account

7) its still saneist and ableist to call a schizophrenic person a crazy bitch for something he didn't even do and simply replied to a post with "huh, no wonder why he has a restraining order against him from a family member." Like no fucking wonder why. Holy shit dude.

8) still sanest and ableist to insist taking medication to make you "normal" is required or you're a bad person that needs locked up and put in jail. I'm on medication to prevent PNES seizures and I did take them, thank you very much. You say it's ableist to tell people to need help or to take their meds until you're the one saying it to a schizophrenic person to try and gaslight them into believing you after continually psychologically tormenting them with no end in sight. Very curious indeed!

9) I'm not the fucker with a restraining order from one of my own family members. you are. your own sister, to be specific. I can see why you are legally not allowed to be anywhere near her for her own physical safety.

10) you mean the niece you directly and intentionally put in real danger by publicly doxxing your shitty cousin with posting her full legal name and city of residence and having your followers doxx her even further for you, to get her fired, because you hate that kid's parent more than you care about said kid's safety? yeah sure buckaroo. the only danger here is you considering you threaten her kids all the time.

11) still not me bc that blog isn't mine, I just follow it

12) its been like, three-ish months since this started give or take.

this just in; replying to someone elses' post is bizarre dangerous behavior

also you still publicly threatened to physically assault and kill me. you tagged me directly in some of it. the anons threatening to rape me were sent by your fanatics (if not by you). you've been banned from this site 3 times already as bering-strait, cock-dealer, and penis-peeper. for this exact behavior.

the only danger here is you. not the schizophrenic man you insist is a "crazy bitch" that MUST be delusional and insane and needs to take his meds or else he'll get locked up in jail for going on a crazy delusional psychotic violent rampage.

oh wait, did you forget that's a stereotypical ableist stereotype about schizophrenic people? or is your blatant ableism towards schizospec people justified because you convinced yourself everyone ever is me and I am everyone, therefore I am clearly the devil from the bible that is behind everything, and actually all these accounts including sideblogs are sockpuppets pretending to be different people?

which is more logical here? the 6k following with hate-followers who send you weird fucked up shit just to get a reaction out of you, or the disabled schizophrenic trans dude ignoring you until you randomly @'d him one day randomly accusing him of doxxing you just bc he publicly outted two specific people for attempting to doxx you and he thought that was fucked up? yet you still refuse to provide evidence despite directly asked for it and move goalposts instead?

you: "take your meds" "crazy bitch" "you're fucking insane" "you should go to jail for the crime of defending yourself from fake claims on tumblr!" "you're bizarre and dangerous and a future serial killer bc you're delusional and insane!" "deranged stoner" "leave me alone even tho I tagged you first and harassed you first and refuse to shut up about you and won't leave you alone or stop stalking you and screenshotting all your posts just to scream laugh and make fun of you bc I desperately want to mimic lolcowing you on tumblr"

also you: "im not sameist or ableist tho!"