here comes the moonlight

goth kitty bbygrl princess // punk musician c-PTSD survivor // mental health advocate // always healing always growing

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just wanna be someone’s princess </3

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someone please, please, please take care of me

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I just want to be little and safe.

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Damn there really is no meaning to life huh 😎 we are doomed to be alone forever and be trapped in the prisons of our minds, drifting through each day without purpose, consumed by the people we’ve lost and the mistakes we’ve made 🤟

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I don’t want to be alone anymore :(

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The despair really never ends, does it?

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I truly fantasize about just disappearing from everyone’s lives one day and just starting over somewhere new, by myself, unattached and unburdened. Time and energy and safety and peace to do my routines and explore new places and maybe meet new people.

Wish I wasn’t too scared and attached to do that. But I also know I’d just be sad somewhere else and even more alone.

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I want to remember just one happy, safe, peaceful of moment of my childhood.

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I don’t know where else to put this so I’ll say it here. I am not okay and I haven’t been for most of my life. But I think right now, if there’s anything that I want, anything I could wish for. I hope that when my parents die, especially my dad, I hope they finally feel okay. I hope they leave this world feeling safe.

And I wish the same for myself. I hope that when I die, I can live in the memory of waking up to my cat cuddling me, and looking at me with his slow blinks. The soft sunlight pouring the curtains, the gentle breeze and hum of my air conditioner, and his little face looking at me, feeling so safe and calm. And we spend eternity looking into each other’s eyes, fully content to just be. No worries about the future, not stuck in the past. Just present, eternally, feeling soft and warm and only seeing the love that is infinite and unyielding.

I just want to feel safe. I want to have hope again.

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after many months of feeling nothing and dead inside except for exhaustion and frustration, i have been reminded of how to be a person again

it’s just that the problem is the person i am is a dumb silly little babygirl who needs her daddy/mommy to take care of her 🥺🥺🥺

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What is your age limit??

hmm i mean im open to older folks but if you’re under like 25 i’d be uncomfortable

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please please please release me

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i wish i knew how to let go

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i miss everyone so much

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sometimes all you need is something simple, like someone to take care of

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can you please, please relate

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next up - let’s get the fattest titties 🥰🥰🥰 i just wanna be a stacked bimbo slut hehe