I Knew Nothing At All, I Petitioned Wilcox

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[a-key-aqui]

❤️WELCOME TO THE DARKEST PIT❤️

This is where I write about my PDID and other mental/physical issues. My alters get to run wild on this blog. It may take me a while to get it put together. I have a lot of alters, but I am going to narrow it down to smaller chunks at a time.

It won't always make sense, it won't always be good, and it won't always be bad. This is just me, baring my soul to the internet.

Ya na kadishtu nilgh'ri stell'bsna Nyogtha, I knew nothing at all, I petitioned Nyogtha, K'yarnak phlegethor l'ebumna syha'h n'ghft, We shared our thoughts beside the darkest pit, Ya hai kadishtu ep r'luh-eeh Nyogtha eeh, I know now the dark wisdom Nyogtha imparts, s'uhn-ngh athg li'hee orr'e syha'h. This dark pledge I seal with my immortal soul.

List Of Alters Here - Desperately Needs Updated

Emoji Code

Border Base by Stephysource

Information On Host And Blog Below The Cut

The host has Bipolar Disorder with Psychosis, and may not always make sense.

I will try to tag triggers at least, and there will be tags for each alter so you know who is talking.

We'll be posting art, information about the alters (most of them are fictives but there are some brain babies in here), thoughts, and whatever else we want to share.

In this house, we seek to spread kindness, understanding, and general positivity. We do not tolerate intolerance. We do not cause harm. We aim to leave the world a better place than when we found it.

This is a sideblog. Will not be sharing the main blog.

Asks are open, DMs are open, feel free to talk to us.

SYSTEM INFO:

BODY INFO 🧍

Preferred Name: Keith

Nicknames: Key

Age: 33

General Pronouns: He/They

SYSTEM INFO 📊

System Tag: 𓊈 ⚷ 𓊉

Diagnosis: PDID

Suspected Headmate Count: 500+

Notable Features:

♡ Prone to Dissociative Trance

♡ Traumagenic

♡ VERY Fictive Heavy

PARTNER SYSTEMS 🤝

🐕 SM

🦸 CCA

💛 AS

🐔 BC9

BOUNDARIES ✅❌

Doubles: Depends On Headmate! Feel Free To Ask

Touch: Please Ask!

Source Jokes: In Most Cases Yes! Please Ask!

Identify With Source: Yes

Yumeshippers: Yes, With Respect That We Are Not Your Version Of That Character

Border Here

[a-key-aqui]

We ordered some bracelet making things the other day and it arrived this morning. We will have to share the indicator bracelets we've made later, after we finish a couple more.

[a-key-aqui]

These are the bracelets we managed to make today. We have another five we want to make tomorrow, as well. We're expecting a long week visiting our husband's family, sometimes people front trigger while we're there at random.

Key's bracelet is just his favorite colors.

My bracelet features the demisexual and ambigender flags, as well as my favorite colors.

Lecher's are the polyamory and pansexual flag, plus some of his colors.

Nicky's are the bisexual and biromantic flags, plus yellow and green.

Eclipses is the gay male flag with a purple bead to represent him.

Tomorrow we plan on working on:

Stud

Zero

Mephi

Iblis

Shade

[a-key-aqui]

We ordered some bracelet making things the other day and it arrived this morning. We will have to share the indicator bracelets we've made later, after we finish a couple more.

[a-key-aqui]

I've been doing a looooot of reorganizing since I got here. The system we have now for everything is only okay for certain things. Our medication was abysmally organized, and now I'm working on our alter list. It needed a revamp badly...

[a-key-aqui]

My Ipsy order finally shipped! To celebrate, I decided to practice my makeup application and try a few things in a tutorial that our husband found. I'm not willing to share our face, but I think I like it more than our usual makeup.

[plural-vrz]

PLURAL ASK GAME!! ⋆˙⟡

⊹ ࣪ ˖͙͘͡★ get 2 know ur sys!!

!! this post is for everybody! u may use this regardless of origin/beliefs, just remember to follow ur own dni

🌸 - how many alters do u have? do u consider yourself to have a high headcount?

🧩 - do u have any subsystems? if so, how do they work?

🍧 - are there any alter(s) who u would consider the “core”? if so, are they the host?

💞 - do u have an innerworld? how complex is it?

💧 - how does fronting work for your system? do u have a “front room”?

🍀 - how do u communicate with ur headmates?

🍡 - do u use alter roles/labels? which ones do u use?

🌺 - who fronts the most? who fronts the least?

❄️ - how often do ur hosts/fronting patterns change?

🥝 - how often do u switch?

🪷 - do you co-front with other alters often? is co-fronting easy or difficult?

🌷 - how long does it take for u to switch?

🌨️ - do ur alters have specific voice claims for what they sound like in headspace?

🌱 - do u have any introjects? what are their sources?

💐 - do u have any hosts? co-hosts?

🍃 - if u have an innerworld, can u see into while you’re fronting?

💗 - do u use any origin/-genic terms? what are they?

🌿 - do u have any npcs in your headspace?

🍬 - has ur system created any rules ur alters are expected to abide by?

[fictiveheresy]

ask game for polyfragmented/larger systems because theres barely any that apply to us:

🏥 — how many hosts have you had since your syscovery?

➕️ — largest subsystem?

🔙 — how many headmates have you had in front at once?

🍃 — what colour has the most headmates associated with it?

👨‍👩‍👧‍👦 — how many in-sys families do you have?

↔️ — do you have any groups that arent sisasystems?

➗️ — how do you divide headmates into groups?

ℹ️ — what source would you say you have the most headmates from?

🆔️ — if you have a collective identity, how many headmates dont identify with it?

🎓 — how do you schedule things?

👨‍💼 — do you have some kind of officer/person in charge of the rules to enforce rules?

🫦 — who has the most bitches?

🧴 — how many polycules are there?

🥜 — whats the biggest group in-system?

📴 — how often does the fronting group (however you define that) change?

practice reblog karma (send asks to the person you reblogged it from and people who reblog it from you) and please send us asks with these questions. please.

[nohopethiswillallendintears]

oh boy

🏥- I’m not quite sure? As far as I can remember I think I’m the only one? In fairness it’s hard to tell as I can’t remember the past too well.

➕️- as far as I know, we don’t have any.

🔙- like, three or four? Maybe?

🍃- green

👨‍👩‍👧‍👦- one, i suppose? We kinda all see each as family?

ℹ️- we don’t technically have any fictives. Remus is the closest we have to one and he’s more of an alter that kins a character?

🫦- Artie is the only one with a partner

🧴- Artie is in a polycule with their partner and their partner’s partners

📴- not very often, it’s really usually me (Simon), Artie, or Olie. No one else really fronts.

I didn’t answer a few because I didn’t know how or didn’t want to -Simon™️

[prettyboyprettyeyes]

✨soft asks✨

What song makes you feel better?

What is your go to comfort show?

Reading or writing? Why?

Whats your favorite feeling?

How do you like to take care of yourself?

What’s your favorite candle scent?

Who do you feel most like yourself around?

Whats a fabric/texture that’s nostalgic for you?

Best childhood moment?

When was the last time you laughed so hard you cried? (or just felt really good afterwards)

Do you have a comfort item? Tell us about it!

What calms you down?

Bath or shower to relax?

Whats something upcoming that you’re excited for?

Comfort food?

What’s something you want to create soon?

How do you feel best loved?

What age in life do you think you’ll feel most yourself at?

Have you ever written or received a love letter?

Tell us about a memory you hold close to your heart.

Tea, Coffee, or hot cocoa?

Name of your favorite playlist?

Have you ever received flowers?

Who is your bestfriend?

If your soul was a color, what would it be?

If you could live anywhere with anyone you want, where would it be and who would you bring?

Do you like to garden? Have you ever grown something?

What are you proudest of?

Are you a kind person?

What do your hobbies look like?

[cringefail-loser]

42 personal questions ask game

how many followers do you have?

when’s the last time you went on a date

how many posts have you made?

What type of shoes do you wear?

what colour are the walls of your room

where are you right now? (not exact location. ex: at a park)

would you consider yourself good at art?

who was your first kiss?

do you still sleep with stuffed animals?

what’s your favourite piece of clothing you own?

do you live in an urban, suburban, or rural area?

what’s your favourite store to shop at? (online or irl)

if you had to choose one POSITIVE word to describe yourself, what would it be?

do you collect anything?

what’s the last thing you ate?

if you go to therapy, do you like your therapist?

what’s one thing you want to buy, but don’t have the money or resources to get?

Who’s the first person you can think of?

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?

If you could revive one tv show that has been cancelled, what show would it be?

do you consider yourself a part of any alternative subculture? if so, which one(s)?

who was your childhood favourite music artist?

CDs or record players?

Do you believe in any conspiracy theories?

would you get back together with an ex if given the opportunity?

favourite kid’s show character?

is the person you call your best friend actually your best friend?

when you’re sad, do you prefer to listen to music to match your mood, or listen to happy music?

what’s the last outfit you wore?

do you have any online friends?

least favourite clothing style that is currently popular

how often do you do your laundry?

do you prefer silver or gold jewelry?

what’s your book/movie/tv guilty pleasure?

if you could change your hair however you want, how would you change it?

do you paint your nails?

what’s an uncommon/specific /obscure topic you’re interested in?

what’s the name of your first pet/what would you name your first pet if you had one?

what’s one feature you would change on tumblr?

what’s the most interesting item you own?

would you rather go on a date at a museum or a concert?

what’s one regret you have?

[starloving-186]

ask game!

making an ask game purely out of boredom

if you had to dye your hair, what colour would you pick?

in an emergency, who would you call?

favourite scent and why?

who is a role model in your life, real or fictional?

three people you wish you could meet?

would you rather be permanently moving/on the road, or live in the same place for your whole life?

describe a dream you had recently

favourite accessory you own?

how would you survive an apocalypse or at least attempt to?

dream pet?

song you listened to in childhood?

how do you show affection (this can be platonic or romantic)?

favourite film?

piece of media that left a lasting impact on you?

any “paranormal” or unexplainable experiences?

favourite type of chocolate?

drink of choice?

a compliment you’ve received?

best gift you’ve gotten?

dream car?

describe a nightmare you’ve had?

favourite time of day/night?

a hobby you tried but didn’t stick with?

movie or tv show you want to watch?

dream room?

share one outlook you have on life?

a favourite lyric?

favourite way to spend time alone?

share an adventure you went on?

what are your opinions on the person asking?

[a-key-aqui]

💜 EMOJI CODE 💜

The emojis that go with different headmates! We're very fictive heavy so this is going to be a lot of fictives. This is a work in progress and will probably never be complete, but I'm putting people here as they front!

🔑 Key (Main Host)

🗝️ Nokeya (Main System Admin)

🌃 Blur

❔ Unknown

NON-FICTIVES

🐡 Diemenus (God of Water, Dreamtive)

⛺ Derek (Dreamtive)

ACE ATTORNEY FICTIVES

☕ Godot

💓 Miles Edgeworth

Blair Witch Alters

🐕 Ellis Lynch

🌳 Lane

CODENAME KIDS NEXT DOOR FICTIVES

💝 Alessandra

👞 Bruce

🐛 Constance

Hazbin Hotel Alters

🦌 Aldric - (AU Alastor)

🎥 Bogart (AU Travis)

🐰👑 Princess Bunny (AU Valentino)

😤 Dom (AU Valentino)

❣️ Valentino

🎎 Trina (AU Velvette)

TBA

INVADER ZIM FICTIVES

📹 Gaz Membrane

🤖 GIR

👽 Zim

MARVEL FICTIVES

🌪️ Pietro Maximoff (Age of Ultron)

OUTLAST FICTIVES

📹🪫 Miles Upshur

Pirates of the Caribbean

Bootstrap Bill - TBD

🐒 Hector Barbossa

Calypso - TBD

Davy Jones - TBD

Joshamee Gibbs - TBD

Gillette - TBD

Jack the Monkey - None, Barbossa's ESA

💗 Ragetti

💎 Teague

☠️ Will

POPPY PLAYTIME FICTIVES

🙀 CatNap (Secondary Host)

🎀 Poppy

🐛 PJ Pug-A-Pillar

TBA

RESIDENT EVIL FICTIVES

👰‍♀️ Angie Beneviento

🩷 Ashley Graham

🧯 Clancy Jarvis

🍄 Ethan Winters

🤎 Luis Serra Navarro

🐟 Salvatore Moreau

☎️ Zoe Baker

SAW/INSIDIOUS/BYE-BYE MAN FICTIVES

📸 Adam Stanheight-Faulkner

🧸 Corbett Denlon

🩶 Daniel Rigg

🚬 David Stanheight-Faulkner

🎠 Lipstick-Face Demon "George"

🩺 Jill Tuck

🐦‍⬛ Lark Mason

🧼 Larry Redmon-Faulkner

🔦 Logan Nelson

🥼 Lynn Denlon

🔥 Mallick Scott

🧑‍⚕️ Matthew Faulkner

🐚 Mitchell "Chell" Smith

🥁Nate Nash

🚨 Peter Strahm

🎚️ Scott Tibbs (Archived)

👓 Specs Stanheight-Faulkner

SEEING THINGS FICTIVES

🔐 Gavin McClain (Ex-Guard)

🃏 Jeet Craven (Brother to Craven; System Programmer)

💀 NIV (Demon Possessing Gavin)

SONIC FICTIVES

Assume that nobody is related unless stated otherwise

🐀 Julius Hedgehog (Co-Host, AU Anti-Jules)

🪝 Jade (AU Julius)

🍼 Fallon Hedgehog (OCtive, Fankid, Son of Julius)

🐎 Shaw (OCtive)

🗡️ Maverick (OCtive)

🩸 Knexe (AU Knuckles)

🕶️ Scourge

🕍 Deacon (AU Scourge)

🍏 Emi (AU Scourge)

🫠 Lecher (AU Scourge)

🛹 Shredder (AU Scourge)

💚 Smidge (AU Scourge)

😻 Stud (AU Scourge, Child of Julius)

🧷 Twicher (AU Scourge)

♦️ Zero (AU Infinite)

🦿 25 (AU Doctor Finitevus)

🔬 Ein (AU Doctor Finitevus)

💋 Eveleanah "Eve" Finitevus (AU Doctor Finitevus)

🌵 Fifii (AU Doctor Finitevus)

🪓 Fin (AU Doctor Finitevus)

🪱 Myrddin Finitevus (AU Doctor Finitevus)

🫀 Viaticus "Via" Finitevus (AU Doctor Finitevus)

🏍️ Shadow

⚔️ Uno

🔶 Deux

🍂 Trois

💲 Quatre

TBA

THE GLENARMA TAPES FICTIVES

🎧 Claire

📹 Jimmy

[a-key-aqui]

❤️ALTERS LIST & INFO LINKS❤️

All names will (eventually) have links to the information about said alter. This is just a small list of what we have that will be expanded on as we get their info done. This list is constantly under construction. If a familial relation is not provided, assume that people with the same last name in the same fandom aren't related. Links to pronouns.cc!

MAINS

🔑 Key - Main Host

🗝️ Nokeya - System Admin, Ameliorator, Artisan, Brainmate, Caretaker, Census Taker

🌃 Blur

❔ Unknown

NON-FICTIVES

🐡 Diemenus - God of Water, Dreamtive - Unknown Roles

⛺ Derek - Humanish, Dreamtive - Unknown Roles

ACE ATTORNEY FICTIVES

☕ Godot - Unknown Roles

💓 Miles Edgeworth - Archivist, Librarian, Census Taker

BLAIR WITCH FICTIVES

🐕 Ellis Lynch - Co-Host; Emotion Holder; Processor; Regressor (Trauma Regressor); Trauma Holders; System Admin

🌳 Lane - Unknown Roles

CODENAME KIDS NEXT DOOR FICTIVES

💝 Alessandra - Unknown Roles

👞 Bruce - Unknown Roles

🐛 Constance - Unknown Roles

HAZBIN HOTEL FICTIVES

🦌 Aldric - AU Alastor - Gatekeeper; Protector (Standard)

🎥 Bogart - AU Travis - Emotion Holders (Shamelessness, Big Horny/Perversion); Regulators (De-Stressor); Internal Self-Helpers (Task Performers)

🐰👑 Princess Bunny - AU Valentino - Little

😤 Dom - AU Valentino - Caretaker; Protector (External Persecutor); Emotional Regulator

🎎 Trina - AU Velvette - Emotion Holder (Randomness; Confidence; Dominance; Instinct); Internal Self-Helpers (Task Manager); Protector (External); Regulator (De-Stressor; Mood Booster); Trauma Holder (Parental Trauma)

❣️ Valentino - Host; Caretaker; Protector (Standard, Sexual); External Persecutor; Internal Persecutor; Trauma Holder (Love/Relationships)

TBA

INVADER ZIM FICTIVES

🎮 Gaz Membrane - Unknown Roles

🤖 GIR - Emotional Support For Zim, Mood Booster

👽 Zim - Secondary Host, Task Performer, Emotion Holder, Trauma Holder

MARVEL FICTIVES

🌪️ Pietro Maximoff - Age of Ultron/MCU - Host; Caretaker; Trauma Holder; Protector (Sexual)

OUTLAST FICTIVES

📹🪫 Miles Upshur - Trauma Holder

PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN FICTIVES

Bootstrap Bill - Unknown Roles

🐒 Hector Barbossa - Task Manager, Trauma Holder

Calypso - Unknown Roles

Davy Jones - Unknown Roles

Joshamee Gibbs- Unknown Roles

Gillette- Unknown Roles

Jack the Monkey - Barbossa's ESA

💗 Ragetti - Unknown Roles

💎 Teague- Unknown Roles

☠️ Will - Soother, Ameliorator

POPPY PLAYTIME FICTIVES

🙀 CatNap - Regulator (Destresser; Emotional Regulator); Caretaker; Emotion Holder (Chronic Sleepiness); Secondary Host; Age Slider; Anxiety Holder; Depression Holder; Processor; Psychosis Holder; Religious Trauma Holder; Sooother; Stabilizer; Task Performer

🎀 Poppy - Unknown Roles

🐛 PJ Pug-A-Pillar - Unknown Roles

TBA

SEEING THINGS FICTIVES

🔐 Gavin McClain - Ex-Guard - Task Manager, Task Performer, Trauma Holder, Sexuality Holder, Caretaker, Librarian, Organizer

🃏 Jeet Craven - Brother to Craven; System Programmer - Empathy Holder, Emotion Holder, Ameliorator

💀 NIV - Demon Possessing Gavin - NOT a Subsystem - Anger Holder, Curiosity Holder, Cartographer