Is What It Is

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[pdmori]

[thepersonalquotes]

[destroymylife]

[thedankmemes]

[0nly-an-illusi0n]

[okay]

I hope one day you wake up not bearing that heavy feeling anymore.

[c-isnenegro]

[anxietyproblem]

[shadowsrunning]

[undo-my-scars]

[fearlessknightsandfairytales]

[xthe-fallen-poetx-deactivated20]

[lonely--nobody]

[a-lonely-sad]

I can't shake the feeling that I annoy every god damn person in my life. I isolate myself but then I feel worse because I'm completely lonely, I open up to people and I feel like a horrible person who is just a burden. I feel guilty every fucking day, why am I like this? I don't understand I want my thoughts to stop. I want to apologise to everyone i've ever spoken to, this isn't normal but I can't help it. I'm just going keep everything to myself and let it suffocate me- I deserve it anyway.

God, if I had a dollar for everytime I thought the same thing about myself. You aren’t alone, I am here for you along with I’m sure many other tumblr users. I feel guilty everyday as well, you’re not alone there, we all want these thoughts to stop but feel like we can’t. I ask myself the question, “Why can’t these thoughts just go away?”, because at this point, they’re affecting my relationships which then leads me to feel so guilty. I think the only thing we can do is seek help and adivce from either professionals or people we trust closely. The thoughts we have are usually caused by our overthinking things so having other people help us through it would be really beneficial. It’s up to you how you decide to try and help yourself but you do have to put yourself first and find a way that helps you.

[a-lonely-sad]

this guy tried texting with me and wanted to hang out but i ignored his messages bc im so anxious and i ran into him before class today and lied saying i never got his messages and he still wants to hang out and is waiting for me to message him and i feel like such a bitch and had a panic attack in class and had to leave early because of it and i want to ignore him but i dont want to be a bitch and might see him at school still why am i like this i wish i wasnt like this idk what to do

I think it’d be a good idea to just let him know, even just through a message, saying that you’re not interested in hanging out (unless you are), because, in the event that you are not actually interested in hanging out with him, you don’t want him to get the wrong idea or feel ignored so it’s a good idea to be straightforward, depending on the time of person he is, I think (hope) he’d appreciate you being honest.

[c-isnenegro]

[godswollen-deactivated20171014]