[bellejarpoetry]

Don’t you ever get tired of the weight? he asked. ‘It must be hard holding up everyone around you, when you have no one to hold yourself.’ I think that was his way of telling me he wanted to be the one, but he didn’t realize that I added everyone to the weight, because it was easier to give love than it was to accept it.

Belle Jar (via belle-jarred)

[a-lost-youth]

I promise ill get better. I promise ill be better. Ill get to where i need to be and take care of everything. Everything is just too much right now. Please forgive me

[del-dystopia]

[wol-f]

[a-lost-youth]

Progression? What is that? Just something I never seem to achieve. Just a hollow word at this point. No matter what i do I always end up back in this depressive state. My life is just an endless cycle of deep depression and a little less deep of depression. Im all alone on this trek and im honestly too weak. I dont get how others have done this alone. Props to them, i wish i had the heart and strength to. But it seems like im just exhausting myself rather than progressing. But whatever, fuck it man. Why does it even fucking matter? Just another repetitive post about my fucking shallow life. Inb4 i get hate for this.. Sorry for existing and fucking feeling. People suck

[a-lost-youth]

They treat you like a loaded gun Ready to explode Ready to unload

[31art]

[fagz-blog]

[color-blind]

[a-lost-youth]

Its a never ending cycle They dont understand what i go through Rather break me down than help me out Rather point out my faults instead of help create hope There is no hope Just more notches to add to the rope. If I die by my own hand im just a selfish coward And if i live i end up digging deeper While they pour dirt on me So no matter what i do Im going to end up in a hole

[s-u-g-g-e-s-t-i-0-n-s-deactivat]

[a-lost-youth]

BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA?BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA

[bombshellssonly]

[a-bstracto]

[a-bstracto]

[i--unknown]

[gifmovie]