rue

xey/xem/xeir prns

[a-rueful-reflection]

hello there! you can call me Rue

i use xey/xem/xeir pronouns for now <3

i don’t really know much about myself so i love getting questions!

i’m a part of a system, so our leader headmate with our main is @acicadahumsitsplea since this is a sideblog

my blog might be kinda suggestive at times so I’ll use tw suggestive and cw suggestive tags on those so if you wish to filter that please do

tag system (wip), credits, and headmate info below the cut (under construction rn)

headmates info & intros

-Cicada (Most call me Ci though, I’m the one with our main blog and the sorta host i guess? We don’t really do system roles.) (any prns) i use the 🩵 emoji and this text color, i tend to have very little connection to or perception of my body

-Zinnia (she/her) p.s. I usually use this shade of text, emoji is 🎀 or 🌌, i like people a lot! i love animals and nature and have a shell collection, my blog is @zinniasbeneaththecosmos

-Roscoe (he/him) I usually use this text color, emoji is 🦌, I tend to be chiller then most of our headmates and also a LOT more productive and organized, I enjoy music a lot and love getting things done, and my blog is @there-must-be-more

-Lavender (they/them) I use this shade of text, I'm a fair bit quiet and calm, I don't post much, i might be the writer of our system but I’m not sure, my emoji is 🪻 my blog’s @you-are-getting-very-sleepy

-Seraph (xey/xem/xeir) my emoji is 🪽, I'm not human and my sideblog is @tastes-like-ichor

-Glyph (short for Hieroglyph) (i use ae/aer pronouns!) my emoji is 🐈‍⬛, I have a strong interest in history, human culture and myths, I like to draw myself as a black cat bc it's fun and my blog is @ta-hieroglyphica!

tag system: (wip)

rue’s blues = vents

rue’s mailbox= ask answers

dividers are by @/pixopix ! pictures and pfp are from Pinterest

[th3b3autyofth3y3llowflow3rs]

hi sol! i was wondering if you have a favorite bug or plant? (its been my big question lately because Rue loves drawing stuff for people and i like researching different bugs and plants :P)

Yes!! I love bugs!

I love lady bugs, the Japanese emperor caterpillar, and Lily of the valley flowers!

[isaidimafuckingstar]

shame is a type of arousal that hurts

[viansparkles]

I am normal & i have Normal desires & nothing turns me on ever & i get a normal amount of Sleep each night

[a-rueful-reflection]

roscoe's breakdown has been cancelled you're welcome public

[viansparkles]

i'm trying to fight the Depression with Perversion but it isn't working it's making. both of them worse now i'm just a Suicidal Weirdo who will be Freaky at you

[a-rueful-reflection]

i deserve to be hurt (as a little treat)

[anticbrvtalist]

Lee Miller, "Hotline to God", Strasbourg, 1945.

[a-rueful-reflection]

i am reaching out to you like how a wave meets shore only to be pulled back before it meets your feet, i am waving to you while you walk away and only your back knows me, i am terrified to try to connect to you in full. we are all.. terrified to talk to old friends because what if what we are, who were are, what if we are not who they wish to know? what if they do not believe we exist what if they hurt us, say mean things or hurt our stupidly complicated feelings. please reach out if you wish because i pull back from every touch i want to speak I promise i want to open my mouth and be present i want to be real to you as well. I am sorry that i am so horribly complicated, some chipped fragment with all the wrong right memories, I am sorry i can do nothing more then whine in the dark and hope that they will find me and say you are here and you are not the same and we want you. I want and I shouldn’t and I know I’m a mistake but I’m begging to not make me hide like this even though it is mainly my own hatred of myself that leads me to live so invisibly here.

[a-rueful-reflection]

lowkey might be genderfluid or like completely apathetic or like maybe I really want to be a girl or maybe Zinnia is just lacing my existence rn anyways blehhhhh

[a-rueful-reflection]

no you don’t get it I need 160 dollars to buy this perfume I tried and liked no I don’t care if there’s a chance that I buy it and it makes my migraines worse I want to smell pretty okay???

[brainwashed-bibliophile333]

I think I may read De Profundis

[a-rueful-reflection]

Is it fixed now?

yep!

[brainwashed-bibliophile333]

I think I may read De Profundis

[a-rueful-reflection]

just so you know you have comments off! (Or tumblr is being weird)

[koiagain]

TUMBLR WORK CHALLENGE😡😡😡

[a-rueful-reflection]

went nonverbal in the car with my mom once and she asked me if I was having an absence seizure after and said that she’s never heard of people being unable to speak before… BITCH YOU MUST BE JOKING

[a-rueful-reflection]

made a spelling mistake now i have to kill myself sorry guys