c a m i l a

respect existence or expect resistance.

[a0camila]

Stop romanticizing manipulation.

[redlipstickresurrected]

Jackie Bieber (American, b. 2000, Hawaii, USA, based Los Angeles, CA, USA) - Hand Painted Bleached Buzzcuts, Hair Stylists

[thehopefulquotes]

“The head has finished, the heart needs so much longer..”

— Thoughtkick

[a0camila]

To do list:

Hug someone desperately, as a thank you

[a0camila]

Who says you can’t keep loving the one you lost after they’re gone?

They will never go back. It’ll never be the same. You can love them nonetheless. Love them aloud or in silence.

As soon as something breaks, its irreplaceable. It’s gone, that reality is never going back. And understanding that that version of life is now dead, and the people who were in it, will never be the same, that understanding will help you letting it go too.

It doesn’t have to be harmful, grieving hurts but is not harmful. On the contrary it helps your soul grow, expand.

[a0camila]

Me llevo el olor a nuestra casa.

[a0camila]

¿Dónde está el amor?

En arreglar el espacio que era nuestro para que ahora sea solo tuyo.

[a0camila]

Escribirte. ¿A quien, en dónde?

No existes más.

[a0camila]

¿Cómo se habitan los lugares muertos?

[a0camila]

I loved you with my bare hands.

[a0camila]

Who would’ve thought I’d be masturbating my feelings off, wtf is this?

[a0camila]

It feels like I’m going through cloudy emotions with a raging hard dick.

[charnel-grounds]

“My heart is lost; the beasts have eaten it.”

— Charles Baudelaire, Les Fleurs du Mal

[a0camila]

Nadar contracorriente para que me ahogue el mar antes que las penas.

[a0camila]

I’m sorry.

Maybe it was all on me. And I’m sorry.

[a0camila]

Maybe everything ended when I cut my hair. Or when you took out your piercing. Maybe it was there.

[a0camila]

I want to whisper all my dirty secrets. All the dangerous, wrongful, sinful, unlawful thoughts and ideas. All the sickening wishes my guts hold.