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Winter was safe.
At least, as safe as you could get in a zombie apocalypse. The undead didnât do well in the cold, limbs with no blood froze, fell off, slowed them to an essentially inert state.
But when you didnât need to worry about horrifying, rotting, infectious dead people, you had to worry about starving.
When the news broke that the cold slowed them down, just about everyone migrated north. What that meant, though, was basically all of the stores were totally raided.
So here you were, in your fingerless gloves (that used to have fingers) digging through the wreckage of a 7-11 youâd been to before trying to find anything edible enough. Youâd take something even technically edible at this point. The gloves catch on a broken shelf, sending your frustrations over the edge. You rip them off and throw them on the ground.
It was the fifth store you had tried today. You were getting desperate enough to start trying the same places again. In the summer, you could forage in the forest, maybe even catch something in a snare if you were lucky. But right now? The forest was deader than the zombies. Youâd have to rely on something canned pre-apocalypse. Or you could die. That was looking pretty appealing right now.
Your doom-and-gloom thoughts were interrupted by a loud rattle by the door. On instinct, you ducked and pulled your knife from your belt, making yourself small behind a shelf. Sure, winter slowed them down, but that didnât mean a persistent straggler wasnât possible. You couldnât let your guard down.
You were tense, ready for any scenarioâŠuntil you heard voices. Accented voicesâat least to you in mountain-town USA.
âBloody hell, this place is a ghost townâŠâ
They were human, but you still didnât dare poke out. The apocalypse did nasty things to people. Made them compromise their morals for survival. Some people leaned into that more than others and there was no way to know.
âJust see if thereâs anything salvageable, sergeant. Map says this is the last town for a while.â
Sergeant? Military? Last you heard, they were all wiped out in the initial push-back. Not to mention they were passersby, which was incredibly rare. People in general were getting rarer by the day, but most people clung to the safety of the cold, and towns they knew. Unknowns were dangerous. Trained ones, even more so.
As far as you knew, this place didnât have a back door. But, if you could get to the front undetected, you could get the hell out of dodge, belly no less empty, but still very much alive. Youâd take that trade-off.
As they rounded the shelves, you paralleled their movements, snaking around them to stay out of sight. Curiosity was a beast of its own, though, so you risked a peek.
There were three of them, all large men. One was older with mutton chops and a bucket hat, holding a gunâa large oneâand looking around while the others dug through the mess. The other two were younger. One shorter, but no less built, with a Mohawk of all things. The other, very pretty with a Union Jack on his cap.
They all had guns (another rarity these days) and tac vests, clearly military and clearly not American. Definitely wanted to avoid them.
They seemed occupied with their search, which benefited you. They didnât seem overtly concerned with their noise levels either, so it was easier to sneak away. By the time you made it to the front door, you almost felt like it was too easy. Still looking back to make sure they hadnât seen you, you didnât notice the hulking figure in front of you. But boy did he see you.
He grabbed you by the straps of your backpack before slamming you against the brick wall of the building. OhâŠthey left a scout. You realized a little too late. He was the scariest of them all, face fully covered by a skull mask. He had to have been well over 6 feet, and struck an intimidatingly muscular figure. You were so so so incredibly fucked.
âCaptain!â His low voice cut through the silence of the outdoors, making you flinch. You canât remember the last time someone had yelled in your presence. Frankly, itâs been a while since youâd seen anyone at all.
His comrades responded rapidly, flying outside with their guns up ready to defend him. They deflated at the sight of you, whichâŠwas sort of offensive. Sure, you probably didnât look as intimidating as them, what with no gun, and you were clearly outnumbered, but still. They didnât know what you could do.
âWell, what do we have âere, Ghost?â Mutton chopsâthe captain?âasks.
Your brows furrow, âghostâŠ?â You canât help but whispering inquisitively.
His gaze turns back on you, âgot a problem?â
âNo!â You speak louder, head shaking, âno problemâŠjustâŠghost?â
The one with a Mohawk snorts before Pretty Boy stomps on his foot.
Youâre confused at the dynamic here. Are you in danger? You canât tell. Ghost still has you pinned, but they all seem very relaxed and Mohawk even seems to find humor in the situation.
âAreâŠyou gonna kill me?â You were always told that speaking your mind is best.
The captain lowers his weapon fully, hands coming to wrap around the front straps of his vest before rocking on his heels and smirking a little. You try to ignore the way it crinkles his eyes and how that makes you feel. âNo, sweetâeart, weâre not that type of folk. Just needed to make certain you werenât a threat.â
Thereâs silence for a moment. Your gaze sweeps from the captain to Ghosts hands, still wrapped around your backpack straps and pinning you to the wall, before back to the captain in a silent plea.
âAlrighâ, Ghost, release.â He lets you go, dropping you the inch he had you raised back to the ground, before backing up.
You fix your jacket and bag and clear your throat, wiping your hands down the front of your shirt. âWellâŠgentlemenâŠif thatâs allâŠâ you move to leave before the captain jerks you back by the hook on the back of your bag.
âNot so fast.â
This is getting old quick.
âWhat!â You flip to face him, exasperated and no longer caring, âwhat could I possibly doââ you stop at the sight of a granola bar in his outstretched hand. You look down at it and then back at him. Was he really offering this to you? Food was so scarce and kind people even scarcer. What did he want in return?
Before you could ask or just grab it and run, the sound of a motorcycle revving in the distance interrupted your thoughts.
You flinch hard, looking the direction it came before backtracking rapidly. âShit. Shit, shitââ
Theyâre confused but youâd be damned if you had another run in with him. Youâre about to take off when you think about them. Clearly unfamiliar with the territory and kind enough to offer you food (âŠand not kill you). The least you could do is save them from this fate.
So, you grab Pretty Boyâs bicep and tug him along with a âcome with me!â
âHey, wait a secondââ Ghost is gripping his gun and taking a defensive step forward, but you donât have time for his suspicion.
Youâre still holding Prettyâs bicep when you swoop past Mohawk and grab him too, âif you want to die thatâs fine by me!â The two in your hold are sharing a glance over your head but seem inclined to listen. You donât spare a look to see if the other two are following, if not, itâs their funeral.
Youâre pretty sure the gas station has a secondary building around back for overstock and snow supplies. Last you checked all the food was gone, but hopefully the door was still in tact. You had to be out of sight before they got here.
The sounds of motorcycles were getting closer, and your window was closing. Luckily, you could see the shed still standing with a door. You abandon the hold on the boys in favor of tugging the latch and opening the door to the shed. Looking behind you, the other two ended up following, both seeming more suspicious of you than they had when you were pressed to a wall. There wasnât time to explain, though, so you just ushered them in before following and closing the door.
It was about a quarter of the size of the actual station, with some closets and nooks and crannies, but they stayed huddled by the entryway, reluctant to venture further into the dark unknown.
You turn to face them, feeling claustrophobic at the way they are towering around you. You take off your backpack, shoving it into the chest in front of you. âHold this.â
You start to rummage through before Ghost interrupts, âare you going to explain anything?â
Your head whips up in the dark, âshh!â You pull out a flashlight and flick it on, zipping your bag up and flinging it onto your back.
You break out of the circle, giving the room a glance over to make sure no zombies had made this their hibernation home. When youâre certain itâs clear, you turn back around to answer.
âListen, thereâs only one group in town that have motorcycles and you donât want to cross their path.â
They share a dubious look with one another before shouldering their guns higher. âI think weâd be set, love.â
You scoff, âyouâre not the only ones with guns. And from the looks of it, youâre a lot nicer than they are.â
âWeâre only nice to people who look on the verge of starving. Itâs not like you pose much of a threat.â Ghost again.
Theyâre not getting it. âJust!âtrust me. Youâre passing through, right? Not from around here?â Youâre looking at each of them in the eye, trying to impress upon them how serious you are. âThese guys rolled up at the very start. People were making a community here. With walls and laws, trying to make something of this mess. They tore it all to shreds. Pretended to join the community and then opened the gates to a bunch of undead. The things that they didââ you take a breath and look away before continuing, âtheyâre not good, okay? If they saw the gear yâallâre sporting, theyâd never let you walk away.â
You can only hope you got through to them because the motorcycles are here. You turn off the flashlight and punch through their group again to peek out a gap in the door. Please donât stop here, please donât stop here, pleaseâ
They park the bikes in front of the 7-11.
âAlright! Split up, see if this fine establishment has what weâre lookinâ for!â His southern drawl makes you shudder, thinking back to how callous he was in the wake of the destruction he caused.
âHis name is Graves.â You whisper, not taking your eyes off of him. âWas U.S. military before all of thisâŠdeserted when the shit hit the fan.â
They donât ask how you know so much about him.
Suddenly you jerk back with a hissed âshit!â
Suddenly youâre turning around and pushing on their chests to get them to move. âGo, go, go! Someone is coming.â
You had seen plenty of hiding places when you were checking for undead, you just had to hope they wouldnât check too thoroughly.
You all scrambled for a place to hide, silently directing them to places you had spotted. Everyone squeezed into gaps or took closets, and then it was just you, standing in the middle of the room, spinning helplessly. Footsteps approached from outside, about to reach the door, when someone stuck their hand out and jerked you into their spot.
Ghost squeezed you into the cabinet he was in, chest pressing to yours, before shutting the door and plunging you into darkness.
âIââ you try to whisper, but he just brings his hand up to cover your mouth as the door to the shed creaks open.
Your breathing picks up as someone enters to room, sweeping a flashlight back and forth, momentarily illuminating the crack in the cabinet. You can hear his boots scrape the floor and the click of a gun as he leisurely makes his way deeper into the room.
Eventually he stops in front of your cabinet. Your eye flickers from the crack to Ghostâs eyes. His gun is nuzzled between the two of you. He brings his finger up to his lips before reaching down to your thigh holster for your knife, not yet pulling it out, just hovering with his hand pressed against your thigh and waiting for the door to open.
âWalkowski!â You hear Graves yell from the main building. The man retracts his hand from the handle of the cabinet and runs back to his master.
Ghost drops both of his hands from you and you finally feel like you can breathe again.
You all give it a moment before emerging from your hiding spots. You approach the door that is still ajar, looking out to find no one in sight.
You look over your shoulder and gesture for them to follow before shooting out and jogging for the back of the gas station.
As you all take refuge behind the back wall, Graves finally re-emerges with his crew.
âAny clues on our little deflector?â He asks his goons as they flood back to him.
âNot sure, sir, but we did find this.â One of them holds up two glovesâyour gloves.
Graves chuckles and takes them from his hands. âWell Iâll be!â He holds them up and waves them at his other comrades, âlooks like weâre on the right track, boys!â
Your head drops, eyes squeezing shut at your stupidity. A barely audible fuck leaves you. The boys share a look, starting to put some dots together.
You all stay silent as they all get back on their bikes and start up the road. The tension only minimally leaves your shoulders, you honestly look on the verge of tears as you stand.
âWellâŠit was nice meeting you. Thanks for the granola bar. If youâre trying to get out of town youâre going to want to follow the highway so you donât get stuck in a snowed-out overpass.â You point in the direction of a large road, not turning around to face them before staring the opposite direction Graves went.
âCome with us.â Ghost stops you before even fully considering what heâs saying. He spares a look at John, forgetting chain of command for a moment. All heâs thinking about is that he knows what itâs like to be running from something. To be scared. But John doesnât protest, in fact they all look to be in agreement.
That does get you to turn back. âWhat?â You say incredulously.
âWe could use a guide.â He offers.
âIâmââ you look around like youâd find someone to protest, âIâm not just dropping everything I have here forâŠfor some strangers I met 30 minutes agoâŠâ despite your arguments, you look contemplative.
âEverything you have here? Like what? The lack of food and a sociopath on your ass?â Tough love it is.
You scoff and shake your head. Of course they caught that. Your brain tells you that thereâs no argument, that obviously you canât go with them. ButâŠbutâŠ
To tell the truth, you had nothing here. Just the memory of what was before Graves took everything. He was right. You were starving and terrified Graves would find you everyday. You were sick of watching your own back, sick of having no one to talk to, and sick of Graves looming over you.
You open and close your mouth a couple of times. ââŠokay.â
Youâre not sure how, but felt like you had just irreparably changed something.
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âWhat payment⊠did this man require of you for that information?â
Hongjoong hums, rolling his head from side to side as though contemplating the question with more thought than necessary. His gaze finds you â or rather your feet, trailing up the length of your body before locking eyes with you. The faint smile gracing his lips makes your skin itch.
âA corpse. What else do you pay a death merchant with?â
Behind him, Yunho blanches, face losing all color in the blink of an eye even though his captain has such a reputation for cruelty. How it manages to still surprise the healer is a wonder.
âWhere the hell did you get a corpse from here?â
âI have a myriad of options, of course, but namely a friend of a certain ghost we know.â
You snag your tongue between your teeth by accident when your jaw clenches, and the sudden burst of pain makes your eyes water. If Hongjoong gets off on the idea that heâs brought tears to your eyes, then you would be elated to correct him. Instead, you maintain a blank expression as best you can as not to grant him the pleasure of getting under your skin.
âHow hefty was the cost when you did business with Karna?â he presses, and it infuriates you that he wonât let it go.
Fed up, you spit back, âThirteen.â
The pause that follows comes from your realization that you tumbled right into his trap. Hongjoong grins something deranged and unpleasant.
âIs that all Iâm worth to you?â The grin drops into a rather exaggerated pout. Thereâs a clenching in your gut and a lump in your throat. Your eyes flick down to follow the movement of his tongue as it drags across his upper lip. Suddenly, he jerks like heâs going to lunge at you, and you flinch backwards a hair in retaliation. But the man stays rooted to the spot where he stands, and you only look more of a fool.
An airy laugh fills the alleyway.
âKilling for information about me⊠you could bring a strong man to his knees like that, y/n.â His brows pinch together but his parted lips stretch into an almost wistful smile. It lasts only that second. âI see why he begged for a taste so pathetically now.â His expression disintegrates, lips twitching at one corner as he sneers at you. Itâs the most hatred you have ever felt from him thus far. Your laugh comes out forced.
âWhat? Do you want to kiss me that badly?â
Hongjoong lifts his chin, and this time he actually does step towards you. You take a step back in tandem with his movements, following each one of his approaching steps with one more in the opposite direction, but there is nowhere for you to escape to and within seconds he has you up against a wall. You glance to the left in search of an escape, just for his hand to come up in a closed fist right beside your head.
âDo I?â he asks.
His free hand cups your chin in the crook between his thumb and index finger. You are forced to face him but your eyes follow late, just in time to see him lean in so dangerously close that his lips brush yours like a feather. If you had to describe the feeling in your gut, it would be smugness â the feeling that you have finally got him back and ensared him in your trap for once rather than the other way around. Hongjoongâs lips skate over your jaw as he presses closer, leaning to put his lips against the shell of your ear. He catches one of the silver barbells sticking through your ear with his tongue. You have no time to brace yourself as he snags it between his teeth and yanks hard enough to make you let out a hiss of pain. The sound of your discomfort draws a laugh from him.
âNo,â he whispers before you recover. Heâs gone before you can clearly process the humiliation you have just suffered. A shaky exhale of disbelief leaves your chest. Now when your eyes burn and sting at the corners, it is out of sheer embarrassment. Out the corner of your eye, you spot Yunho staring at you with his mouth agape in similar shock.
Unbelievable.
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âDo you believe in God, y/n?â
âNo,â comes your blunt answer, not a breath of hesitation between when he lays the object against your palm and when your lips part to speak. His lips twitch at the haste in your response. Fingers curling around you, Hongjoong digs his grip into yours with enough force to make it burn and sting.
âThen isnât it funny how one can believe in a God who put him at my mercy?â He arches a brow at you without shifting focus, and youâre the one to break eye contact in favor of looking down at the figure who remains knelt at the altar mere feet away. It makes your skin crawl, and in an act of desperation you shift your head in the opposite direction to look back towards the doors. However this time, rather than it being unguarded, you set your sights on someone else. Familiar in a way that should leave comfort in your bones, and yet.
Dread sinks through you like an anchor seeking purchase at the bottom of an ocean.
There, in the space between a column and the door, stands San. Though in the shadows and just barely visible to you, you can see his cat-like eyes staring back at you through the candlelit darkness so sharply. You know well enough that if he truly wished for you not to see him, then he would be shrouded entirely from your sight. That inkling of familiarity in your gut which you felt upon entering seems more like intuition now. The man at the altar does not budge, almost deluding you into thinking he isnât truly the man youâre assuming him to be.
âThere is no merciful God out there,â Hongjoong continues, fully satisfied with the discontent painting your features, âif one were even to exist. Mercy is a selfish concept made by selfish people to grant forgiveness to those who do not deserve it. Men should not pray to monsters, yet suddenly they are believers when I arrive at their doorstep. Has anyone ever worshipped you, y/n?â
You swallow around nothing to keep yourself from jerking your attention back to San.
âPrayed to you?â
Hongjoong brings your hand up alongside his, letting the edge of the knife rest against the column of his neck. Itâs unmarred and clean, compared to the rest of him that youâve seen thus far.
âCan you even imagine that kind of love?â
âStop.â You arenât wholly aware that youâve just uttered the word yourself, but it does grant you reprieve and your hand falls down to your side with fingers still loosely clutched around the knife. Small and hardly enough to do damage, your mind supplies as your push your thoughts elsewhere. Likely nothing more than a fruit knife.
âI do not consider my actions to be merciful â Iâm not quite that full of myself.â
âDo you believe in any God yourself then?â
âWhy should I need to believe in anyone other than myself?â Hongjoong hums and looks to his right. Moments later, he is heading up the altar, heels clicking against the polished tiles as he walks right past the prostrated figure at the foot of those steps. Though you are no believer, the sight still feels quite sacrilegious when he positions himself directly in front of the marble altar and leans his weight against it.
The unknown guest at Hongjoongâs feet finally stirs, and you remain rooted to the spot as he stretches to his full height. Long fingers curl around the hems of his hood, and the black fabric barely budges when he tugs it down to rest at his neck. He looks different now, hair bleached even more white and the ends arenât as frayed compared to when you last saw him, but itâs unmistakably the man you know so intimately. Yet despite apparently being privy to the entirety of this interaction youâve just had with Hongjoong, Seonghwa does nothing to acknowledge your presence behind him. Hongjoong smiles something fond, gaze almost clouded as he stares down from the heightened altar. When his fingers curl under Seonghwaâs chin, you decide that youâve had enough.
âWhy did you bring me to see this?â
âMe? Well, thatâs simple. I didnât.â You are ready with your retort but the disbelief coursing through you renders you speechless. âYou chose to follow.â
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