squirrel or jade take your pick

If you couldn't tell. I like olnf. They/them please Also I draw sometimes

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Intro Post for no apparent reason!!!

Hello, my name is Squirrel, also known as Jade everywhere except for Tumblr. I go by they/them pronouns and am unlabeled and apothisexual! I am also diagnosed autistic.

Interests! Current hyperfixations in greeeeen.

MCYT (life series, hermitcraft), Pokemon, The Crane Wives, Dungeons & Dragons, silly little kid shows, Our Life: Now & Forever, Critical Role.

Tags! I only just started using these so might be inconsistent

#squirrel speaks: Random yappage

#squirrel scribbles people: Art! My drawings

#squirrel scribbles words: Writings

#squirrel shouts: Both asks and reblogs because I don't get asks

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What do you mean

"But what [Thjazi] told me was to look after you, get you on your feet, take care of you like family."

"Well, you did so much. You did more than that. You let me come over and you let me have a place at your table for dinner."

That's what family does that's what famILY DOES THAT'S WHAT FAMILY DOES

"What was the agreement between you and him? Why did you make so much room for me here?"

I'M SOBBIGN

Azune is so quickly becoming my favorite guy. Omg

[flailypichu]

Watching Alex in Private Nightmares has really hit home that Occtis is attractive but not hot. Alex as the storyteller has a deeper voice, he's easily flirtatious when he's playing a character who needs to be, and he's got a confidence to him that is very appealing.

Which means his portrayal of Occtis is very intentionally Not Hot. Attractive, yes, but in the way that's genetic and not learned, you know? Dr Talter and Shadia both found him interesting enough. But when Alex plays him, he hunches down, his voice is very nasally, and the only time he seems confident is when talking about wizardry and academics.

All of this to say when Julien realizes he's attracted to Occtis he's going to be so annoyed with himself.

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I loveeee Kattigan as a big brother figure to everyone

Makes me so happy

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A list of questions I have about Occtis' body-

The thing about Occtis is that I take things literally and now that he is dead and he emphasizes that like most of the normal unconscious body processes cannot happen and that he only has the state he died with left like

does he generate stomach acid.

his heart is gone, the cardiovascular system is fucked. this also means that the liquid in his body is ACTIVELY able to dry out without being circulated through the veins. Do his organs have blood pooling with livor mortis too and are they drying out and will he experience his organs chafing against each other

we know it takes active effort to produce saliva but also he is currently not seen drinking water or liquid ever since the fail early on. without the imbibing of water to refuel his resources is saliva and are tears a finite resource

IF this is a finite resource is it possible that healing him back to full health (which puts him back to the state he died in) is actually also putting his hydration levels back as well

Does he move the same or does he move more mechanically because he has to think about certain aspects of it more

does he experience muscular atrophy? It seems not but do his movements look more stiff or does he like become more gaunt because of that process

how much blood does he have left

if he carved out all of his organs and treated himself as a storage bag could he do so without great harm to himself or does his body need to maintain the illusion of whole-ness to work

could he technically do a stomach removal and replace it with a bag of holding to eat again without having the question of "do my intestines work or are they just sitting there sewn and welded together too"

how much of his current experience of pain is the memory that pain is supposed to happen versus actual feeling of it

will his body experience Autolysis if he goes long enough without healing to revert it to the way it was when he died

are his feet and hands blue due to blood pooling after being dead for a long time

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13. Why does he breathe if, due to lacking a heart to even try to pump blood with, he has no flowing blood to oxygenate

[prescription-cactus]

what is your eye color. what is your favorite color. what is the color that appears most frequently in your wardrobe. what color is your favorite blanket. what color is your water bottle.

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Thaisha. A Lloy. Alloy

Idk I think I'm clever

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Late night talks

My shipping brain guys It's going crazy

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I'm big on the "asexual until proven otherwise" thought

Occtis unable to "carry on the Tachonis family line, if that was something he desired," who "died a virgin"

Wick and his whole "staying pure" thing

Bolaire's entire situation

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(opens tumblr) oh boy time to make another banger 0 note post! can’t wait to never see this on youtube!

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Thaisha. A Lloy. Alloy

Idk I think I'm clever

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Oh okay I wasn't really Getting Bolaire x Hal but uh

The sigh of "Oh my god, Hal"

"Everything you write changes everything"

"Knowing you has made me bigger. Watching your talent has made me capable of wanting to be more."

"And I don't know how to express what it is because you are the only friend I've ever had" IT'S LOVE BITCH

God the gay people in this show. I've never shipped so much in my life.

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Wish more of my mutuals had olnf mcs who were older. Val needs friends his own age

[disastersdreamer]

By this I legit just mean 2 years older than Qiu and Tamarack tbc,

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Looks at

Lumi, Nyli, Erin (all 1 year older), mystery child (2 years older), and Eon (3 years older)

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I redid an old picture I did of Cove Holden (which i realized I never posted the first one oops :p)

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Can I request... a Step 2 Nene kiss, kiss location of your choice with my baby boy Narra

Nene, in Step 2, has a habit of kissing people's cheeks when she likes them (platonically and romantically), but she also finds beauty marks so cute and kissable (　-∀-)

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AAAAA MY KID

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Diversity win! Wicander's cult leader grandmother is aroace!

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Watching CR C4 E2 rn and man. No I see it I see the WickTeor. My shipping brain is turning on

I'm just imagining Teor's nat 20 moment and Wick coming out and seeing it and just turning into a MESS

"I'm, of course, more than capable of defending myself, and with Tyranny at my side I have even more protection- however" oh okay gay boy yeah no I see you I see what you are