Aydeh

lets be happy shall we?

[aaaaaydeh]

I’m not okay...

he's screaming,

he's shouting,

he's yelling,

he's crying,

words come out of his mouth when he takes his last breathe,

people went by,

people stood by,

people looked,

people took,

never said a word,

never opened their eyes,

they just looked at him,

when he was saying his last goodbyes,

they said those two colors don't go together,

one color is far much better,

they looked over and saw,

his soulless body,

all numb and cold

[aaaaaydeh]

smile..

smile,even though it hurts,

smile,even when it burns,

smile,when you feel alone

smile,when you think there no hope

smile,when they tell you no,

smile,when you’re about to let go.

[aaaaaydeh]

secrets...

i try to hide it, i try to embrace it, i try to run from it ,but i just cant seem to help it, wanna stay behind closed doors, dont wanna feel this anymore, are you calling me a sinner?are you calling me a non believer? this love, this ache, this fear, wont just go away ,but suddenly, day by day,i feel less awake.