How I see binggeyuan btw
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How I see binggeyuan btw
Therapy session with Mu Qingfang.
Mu Qingfang: Yue-shixiong is always so kind to his disciples. Shixiong seems to be very fond of children.
Yue Qingyuan: Ah, Mu-shidi flatters me. It is simply my duty — and my pleasure — to help them. Children are such pure souls; they do not deserve to suffer.
Mu Qingfang: I see. Just to clarify, does Yue-shixiong believe this to be true for all children?
Yue Qingyuan: Of course, Mu-shidi.
Mu Qingfang: So, Yue-shixiong included?
Yue Qingyuan: That’s different.
Mu Qingfang: *bangs his head into the nearest wall*
Yue Qingyuan, quickly reaching out: Mu-shidi, please do not hurt yourself! That can be very dangerous and lead to serious bleeding!
Mu Qingfang, glancing at him strangely but also sort of endeared at being on the receiving end of his own usual treatment: The wall is simply made of earth, Yue-shixiong, it will not hurt me.
Yue Qingyuan: Oh. *mumbles to himself* I forgot the Lingxi Caves' walls are made from spirit stones.
Mu Qingfang: *bangs his head so hard that the wall collapses on itself*
The restraint Yue Qingyuan shows isn't most remarkable in the fact that he doesn't rise up to provokations, it's in the gentleness with which he displays and does everything. It's not completely deliberate, even mostly subconscious. He treats everyone around him with not only respect, but this sort of tenderness, because he thinks of himself as everyone's guardian. His smile isn't the only expression on his face that is mild. The way he furrows his eyebrows in concentration is just as gentle, his hand on a disciple's shoulder as he is correcting their stance, even the way he carries himself. He's big, tall, and yet still doesn't come off as intimidating, not unless he wants to, which is fairly rare. Every part of him is curated to seem unthreatening, to seem safe for others. And maybe the worst part is that he succeeds, and no one thinks twice that someone so reliable, so strong, might need that comfort too, not even Yue Qingyuan himself.
Mu Qingfang: Zhangmeng-shixiong, I've been meaning to talk to you about a rather concerning observation I have made.
Yue Qingyuan: Of course, Mu-shidi. This shixiong is more than happy to aid in any way he can.
Mu Qingfang: This might seem like a bit of an odd question. Does shixiong suffer from heart demons?
Yue Qingyuan: Ah, thanking Mu-shidi for his concern. I do believe shidi's worry to be unfounded, howev—
Shen Jiu, under Mu Qingfang's care after yet another qi deviation: Die.
Yue Qingyuan: *Immediately stabs his heart with Xuan Su*
I actually love the fact that Yue Qingyuan's color palette is all black-grey-white (and gold for sufficiently grand events) because most people find it fits his grandeur but not his mild-mannered personality, when really it's basically him wearing his blackened (again his words, not mine) heart on his sleeve. Go off king, love how you're pretending that you don't experience gloom while actually wearing its colors.
Yue "I know I deserve not to be loved so I could only beg to be used" Qingyuan
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Shen "I cannot love or be loved so I could only hurt or be hurt" Jiu
The concept of consent doesn’t really exist to Yue Qingyuan in that it doesn’t matter what Shen Jiu wants, he won’t ever say no. Why would he? He’s stupid and useless and must dedicate his entire being to xiao jiu to for his sins. Xiao-Jiu died on the cross and Yue Qingyuan is the most mentally ill catholic you’ve ever seen for all that matters.
There is nothing remotely concerning about this mindset in yqy’s eyes.
I’ve been so qijiupiled on twitter i need to transfer my posts over here soon…
I’m actually really bad at using tumblr I have no idea how to reply to people reblogging my stuff ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ im sorreyyyy
I personally prefer there having been nothing non-platonic about child and young teen qijiu—they were each other’s most important, the only important, but it was not romantic and it never even occured to them that it could be romantic. It would be all the more amusing to see how their thoughts change after they’re older and are finally both at Cang Qiong, even with the newfound distance between them—Shen Qingqiu stealing glances at Yue Qinguan’s exposed arms, his jawline, the warmth of his gaze—and feeling furious for being so affected. Surely it’s not attraction, only his anger mixed with his past feelings making him confused. Yue Qingyuan stealing glances at how long Shen Qingqiu’s fingers are, sighing when seeing how fast his sword is, how cutting his gaze, hating himself for looking at Shen Qingqiu like that because Shen Qingqiu hates him for a good reason and if he knew, he’d surely avoid him even more, if not outright attack him. Both of them swearing to hide their attraction completely, self-hate and self-disgust cradled to their chests closer than their own hearts, and yet the mutual attraction continues to bleed through every small interaction they have. They remain oblivious to it being mutual, of course.
Hi everyone these are my mental illnesses guys (I found the template on twitter)
Yqy is actually lucky he has erectile disfunction so he doesn’t pop one every time Shen Jiu glares at him in a meeting
Trying to draw Young Yue Qingyuan is too painful because I know that this sweet, caring teenager who is just getting used to good living conditions will soon be locked in a cave for a year where his body will destroy itself and rebuild itself and no one will listen to his screams and pleas.
and I look at him and he looks like someone whose favorite dinosaur is named Rory bc he roars
What if Yue Qingyuan could flex immortal binding cables off..
Someone tries to arrest him or kidnap him or something and he gets tied up, and then he just.. Quickly flexes and they're shredded.
Mmmmmm sect leader 🤤🤤🤤
i am NOT yue qingyuan!!! I just like shen jiu!!!!
Xuan Su drains yqy’s life when it’s drawn, yeah, but imagine if it also works the other way around where if the sword is sheathed Yue Qingyuan can’t die. He can still get injured probably but like, his soul cant leave his body. Wheres it gonna go, the sword? The sword isnt open. So he was alive for the whole thousand poison arrow thing and he only dies when lbh draws xuan su to break it.
Yue Qingyuan in a modern au is an office workaholic who wets his dry pens on his tongue and when he kisses his husband Shen jiu gets a mouthful of ink and it’s simply unpleasant
In PIDW Yqy licks his brushes when writing letters and thanks to airplane the ink he specifically was using is a potent aphrodisiac if shared between two people mouth to mouth (something something calligraphy wife plot) so they fuck nasty on the desk