amrood

7teen/desi/any pronouns sometimes @sunquilts

[aapkaamrood]

i want to respond to your texts. i open the app, go to your chat, and read your messages. i don't respond to your texts.

[bonivers]

thinking about the lives people could’ve had if they had better parents #nauseating

[feluka]

some words you can only spell on autopilot. once you stop to think about it you've already lost the fight

[going2hell4everythingbutbeingbi]

I feel like chatgpt came around and everyone immediately forgot what they were doing to get stuff done before. like writing centers, extensions, extra help, templates, office hours, beta readers, random generators, and art and writing prompts have all existed for ages. even if you were cheating there's always been sparknotes, photomath, copying, paying someone else to do it, faking that your grandma died, and whatever. all of that stuff is more reliable and doesn't fuck over the planet. and you might actually learn something

[aapkaamrood]

my brain when i am trying to write: there's a girl. she sad. she cried.

my brain when i am sleeping: so here's a movie-length nightmare about how you're trapped in your house and your family has suddenly decided to be (intentional) villains and you need to make an escape plan otherwise-

[oyeevarnika]

what's wrong babe you've barely touched your potential even though all your elementary teachers really liked you and said you were gifted and that you were going to do great things

[aapkaamrood]

what kind of weirdness is it that i could not adjust my chair while sitting in the exam hall BEFORE the exam had started because there were other people in the row?

[aapkaamrood]

[aapkaamrood]

came back after 38 years. yay!

[aapkaamrood]

making my way to pinterest to find inspo only to make the ugliest possible rangoli.

happy diwali :)

[aapkaamrood]

also the worst thing about receiving calls that were meant for my mother isn't that i have to speak on phone (which is awful), it's that i have to repeat the whole conversation i had with the other person in extreme detail.

[aapkaamrood]

just handled (barely) a call from my father, a call from my uncle RIGHT AFTER and a random neighbour ringing the (unnecessarily loud) bell 28 times. all while ma was shouting 'kaun hai. kiska phone hai. kaun bell baja raha hai' from the terrace.

i feel like an accomplished individual today

[aapkaamrood]

SHE REPLIED Y'ALL DONT UNDERSTAND HOW BIG THIS IS BWHFBEEHBF

BY Y'ALL I MEAN THE IMAGINARY AUDIENCE I HAVE BEEN COLLECTING SINCE THIRD GRADE

[aapkaamrood]

going to text said friend as soon as I get hold of my laptop. scared asf

cry for help (edit): hey or hi or hello???

edit: i did it. now we wait

[aapkaamrood]

tomorrow i will be texting a friend (classmate that moved to some other city) and attempting conversation because if something happens and i never get to talk to them i will regret it a lot. they are struggling with mental health related stuff and i dont want to come across as someone who's showcasing pity. like we were friends in tenth grade but it was by association kinda? and then, we didnt talk much in 11th grade and then they moved and i feel like i have to say something before school ends. so, i will start off simple and see if they even reply because they rarely check whatsapp (and i am too scared to give a call).

this post is because i have been wanting to do this for so long but i just get scared and dont do it. so i WILL be doing it this time and maybe posting what happens here because no one apart from me sees this and that's comforting

[aapkaamrood]

milk<<<<<<<<most things made from milk

[aapkaamrood]

how are people from my class already planning farewells? i swear we just passed tenth two days ago-