From a Shawol to Aroha's, i dont really have the best words and im sorry if they sound jumbled but please do not ever feel like you 'failed' Moonbin.
You did the best you could to show him an amazing amount of love and support for the past few years, and you could not have predicted this would happen. I know right now no words can fix the pain you are feeling and thats okay. Mourn, cry, scream, anything that'll help you get those emotions out even if others don't understand. Im so sorry you even have to go through this horrible time and its saddening how many of us fans can relate.
There will be days where its hard to watch videos, listen to music or even think of him but there will also be days you jump up and down in joy singing along and remembering what an amazing person he was. He would want you to keep doing good in school, to keep being nice to people, to keep shining as brightly as possible even tho he is no longer hear to watch you.
If any of you ever need someone to talk to we are here for you, we understand. Please take some time away from social media to rest. And remember to send well wishes to his family and friends, they knew him on a much deeper level than we did and I cannot imagine the pain theyre feeling. Please remember Moonbin at his best, not at his worst. 🩵
