Help, I'm lost.

My cyborg parts hurt.

[aaronjer]

She pretty gay ngl gonna lie

-Lyrics by former Governor of Massachusetts Michael Dukakis

Queen of the wasteland There's a monster in my head Beggin' me to give in I'm hangin' by a thread Ragged and breaking Crowned with thorns and bitter hate A diamond turned to coal Still on the last crusade

My Angel My Nightrose My Sunshine My Little Dove Keep me from letting go My Angel My Nightrose My Sunshine My Little Dove And I'll always run back again Always Always I'll always run back again

God of the monsters They all look at me Who could ever love us? Even a degree Our breath turned to rust The bitter smell of rot Our eyes see only pain A nightmare they forgot

My Angel My Nightrose My Sunshine My Little Dove Keep me from letting go My Angel My Nightrose My Sunshine My Little Dove And I'll always run back again Always Always I'll always run back again

Sometimes I wonder 'Who Am I'? Did the real me go and die? There's been so many times I've cracked There's been so many times I've broken But then I see that glimmer - pretty and pink In the corner of my shattered eye I remember you never let me die And I remember who I am Yeah, I remember who I am I'm the one who will always, always, always Always run back - to you again Yeah, I'll always Always Always I'll always run back to you again

My Angel My Nightrose My Sunshine My Little Dove Keep me from letting go My Angel My Nightrose My Sunshine My Little Dove And I'll always run back again Always Always I'll always run back again

[aaronjer]

Easily the 2nd or 3rd weirdest thing that has happened to Lapis this week.

[aaronjer]

Is this AU just an excuse for absurdly cruel songs between Pink Diamonds? Yes. Yes it is.

-Lyrics by former Governor of Massachusetts Michael Dukakis

You came in swinging hard Tried to make me small But I wear a better smile When I hear your little call

You spit your bitter rhyme I kept my hands clean I got a softer voice And a meaner little gleam

I don't need to bark To know what I got Some of us were held Some of us were not

And I know where I stand In the sweetest light I got Blue in my world And you don't get that right

My Blue, my Blue I sing for my Blue (my Blue) My Blue, my Blue She's more than enough too My Blue, my Blue You can keep your noise I got her grace You got broken toys

She taught me how to shine Without making sparks How to keep my crown And still fill the dark

You call that weakness I call it home I can laugh at your rage From a throne of my own

I don't need to shout To make the room bow I was loved too well To be ugly now

So go on, keep your sting Keep your little fight I got Blue in my heart And you can watch me light

My Blue, my Blue I sing for my Blue (my Blue) My Blue, my Blue She's more than enough too My Blue, my Blue You can keep your noise I got her grace You got broken toys

And if you wanted pain You should've brought a blade I bring a silk-soft voice And a smile that stays

I had my Blue You had the ache That's the kind of truth That never shakes

My Blue, my Blue I sing for my Blue (my Blue) My Blue, my Blue She's more than enough too My Blue, my Blue I'm glowing, can't you see? I got her love And that is plenty for me

[aaronjer]

The important thing is that Steven and Greg are definitely going to want that ten-foot-tall space guitar.

[aaronjer]

[aaronjer]

Oops! All Pinks OP - Singing by American singer and songwriter Ray Charles In case there was any confusion, yes, the theme song for the AU is a nuclear-level racist lesbian break-up that ends with her telling her ex to kill herself.

[aaronjer]

Now featuring more toxicity. The AU's "OP"

Look at your shine, it's cheap I can see the crack line deep Clods in your cut there babe You ain't rare, you're an off shade Sick of your confusion about us two I don't wanna be included with you! I don't wanna be - I don't wanna be included with you-hoo-hooo! All sparkle no cut Stupid fuckin' cloddy slut You got fault to the core I'm the best - I'm the best - I'm the best stone in the stooore Oops bitch, that your face? Coulda sworn it's orthoclase. Doesn't matter how you pose Everyone already knows Shatter yourself Make it quick Worthless rock You make me sick Nothing but a clod here Dumb bitch - shed a tear Babe I know it sucks to suck But I just don't give a fuck

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All instruments and singing performed exclusively using an authentic Japanese antique shamisen built in 2025 by Yasunari Horikomi.