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Can you stop starring at me already?
"I'm just wondering why you're in my record shop..."
"Don't you have an appointment to get your ears pierced at Claire's or something?"
When reading, we don’t fall in love with the characters’ appearance. We fall in love with their words, their thoughts, and their hearts. We fall in love with their souls
"Dude, what the fuck are you even talking about..."
"I am way too stoned for this..."
wesprescott:
"You're not still mad at me, are you?"
"I am the one who literally spent the night in police custody."
"Naw, I’m sorry. For some dumbass reason we don’t sell Abbey Road on vinyl anymore."
"I'm sorry that everybody who walks in here wants a fuckin' Lana Del Rey or One Direction vinyl. Supply and demand, Wes. You can only ask so much of me."
"Eat, Pray- for a book club- So what are you some sort of pretentious nerd?"
"Nah, bro, I’m actually Hannah Montana. It’s the only place where I can get away from my double life."
"What is this shit you’re reading?"
"Eat, Pray, Love. It's for my book club, and it's actually a pretty chill novel, okay?"
Is your ass jealous of all the shit that comes out of your mouth?
"Hey, little girl, The Joker wants his make up kit back."
pressure // self para
The night has seemed to carry on for so long, a never ending train ride that made your stomach churn. The room was just how they made it out to be in the movies: gray, cold, and scary. The detective that walked in the room was a well dressed lady. Good, Aaron thought, he could really play his cards right. "Mr. Kerman, what were you doing fleeing the scene of a crime earlier tonight?"
"I'd be lying if I said it wasn't to see you fine, officer lady."
"Please stay on task, Mr. Kerman. We'd like you to describe what you had witnessed earlier tonight."
Aaron focused on playing the part, he had been over this situation many times in his head. Hoping worse never would come to worse, he always said he'd play it cool. Relentlessly, he had studied body language and how to manipulate it. Aaron rested against the metal chair, took a sip of the water in front of him, and calmly explained, "Listen, I excused my self from the ball for a cigarette and saw a few people standing outside. I couldn't see any faces, it was way too dark. Once I heard a gun shot, and saw a body drop to the floor, I ran for my life. That's all I know."
"And you expect me to believe this story of yours, Mr. Kerman?"
"I don't see why you would have a reason not to," Aaron made direct eye contact to the officer before growing extremely bored. "Am I under arrest, ma'am?"
"No, we only brought you in for questioning..."
"I've got to get home, then, if you don't mind," Aaron began to stand up, excusing himself, until he pointed back at the officer. "You can totally call me to hook-up, honey. I'll stop buy, bring you doughnuts anytime," and with that, she excused him from the interrogation room, after rolling her eyes and adding, "We'll be keeping a close eye on you, Mr. Kerman."
Luckily for Aaron, one of the business' boys was waiting outside for him with a car. "Get me the fuck out of here," Aaron whispered to him, rushing to get in the passenger seat.
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"Clean this up," he ordered exhaustedly, running a hand over his face, blood from the punch thrown at his lip painting the tips of his fingers. Turning around, he finally saw Aaron, and he’d be lying if he said he wasn’t still angry from their argument earlier. To make matters worse, he started to think about how he even found where he was anyway. Like he was led to where Wes was. Blood rushing to his ears, face piping hot red he didn’t even register what Aaron had said to him until he heard the sirens. Someone couldn’t have heard that already? Wes wasn’t a stranger to the sound, but he most definitely had never been in a position where that noise was directed for him. Slight panic settled in and he spun around in circles, head peering behind every corner he could see. "Where’s Dimples? Huh? Where is she?"
It was quiet for a little while, the rest of his guys trying to figure out an answer, a plan to find someone they’d never met before. But then he heard rustling and his ears perked up to the sound. Eyebrow raised, feeling a little nervous. “Check over there, behind that tree,” he pointed and two guys obeyed. Wesley carefully watched them pull someone out from behind — that kid, the one that was high off edibles. An exasperated sigh left him and he wagged a finger for them to drag the boy to where he stood. Though there was no time to waste, the sirens were getting louder and he turned to Aaron with wide eyes. They needed to go. Aaron picked up the gun and handed Wes the case of money. He couldn’t just leave him, it was a brotherhood, they ha each other’s back and never in the history of HQ would anyone ever believe it would go downhill because of the police. But this was still a business, everyone had a mouth or two to feed and a life to live, and he knew what he needed to do. “Clear out,” he called and everyone started running, while the two who were holding the boy stood still, waiting for their own specific orders. Wes approached him and firmly gripped his shoulder. “We’re gonna talk, all right?” He grinned and then nodded his head away, his men following the direction. “Go.”
"You needed to go, too," he told Aaron, trying too hard to not let concern show in his voice. But he wasn’t sure what was going to happen. He knew Aaron wasn’t going to say anything, but he couldn’t let his best friend get taken in. In the back of his mind, he was worried about Michelle, what she saw, what she thought, what’d she tell to whom. No, but he trusted her, he told her himself. Now, he was worried about her safety. As his feet slowly started to advance, he turned his head every which way for her, to find her. Maybe it was for the best. She should have never gotten involved. But names were exchanged, she saw what he’d done. They were going to see each other again; it was guaranteed. Soon he started running himself, leaving Aaron and the dead body behind.
Hushed whispers and harsh footsteps were faintly heard in the distance, but Michelle was still stuck in her own head — trying to figure out what just happened. She had always prided herself on having a photogenic memory in the past, but that pride was slowly turning into shame and she was scared; she knew she was never going to forget this. She takes a moment to calm herself down and even out her breathing before she looks up and sees men running in the opposite direction of where she’s sitting by the lone tree. Her ears pique at the sound of Wesley’s voice and soon she realizes he’s calling for her. Where’s Dimples? Huh? Where is she? She wants to say something, wants to scream — but even she knows better than to make more noise than absolutely necessary.
She stands up, slowly at first and takes notice of her surroundings, the scent of salt and rust filling her nostrils, causing her to scrunch up her nose in disgust. She turns in the direction of her apartment and almost misses a redheaded boy being pulled out from behind a nearby tree. She’s sure he’s seen the entire thing and she only hopes he forgets quickly, for his own good. She sighs and pinches the bridge of her nose, he was right; names were exchanged and for better or for worse, they were going to see each other again — but until then, Michelle continues walking, hands stuffed into the pockets of Wesley’s jacket as though she was merely leaving the conversation and not a crime scene.
Sonny didn’t understand much, code names and unfamiliar words were rattled off so fast that even if he wanted to keep up he wouldn’t be able to. They all sounded frustrated and the tension was so heavy it stole the breath from him. He crouched behind the tree— lungs aching, heart pounding, palms sweating— with anticipation burning in him. He closed his eyes tight for a moment, hoping by some miracle he might be able to make himself disappear. Instead the dead man burned on the inside of his eyelids, a gaping wound in his chest. He shifted himself up as quietly as he could, ready to run and— and what? He had to tell someone right?
“Check over there, behind that tree,”
Two hands grabbed him and yanked him to a standing position. He feared his heart was racing so loud he’d wake the neighborhood. In tough situations his father would lean to his ear and whisper ‘never let them see you sweat’ but he knew that impossible now. The fear was all over his face. He noticed every movement around him now, down to the man collecting his gun again.
At least I finally kissed a boy before I died, he thought with finality. Sonny stared at him, wide-eyed. The blond man’s smile only succeeded in worsening every single feeling. “Am I going to die?” He asked solemnly.
Aaron realized so many potential witness around, Michelle running one way, Sonny picked up by Wes, all he could do was roll his eyes. Quickly, Aaron wiped the gun with his jacket and threw it in the dumpster. Luckily, he had two more of Wes's men still with him. "Take this sorry fucker and dump him in front of the hospital, Wes will take care of the witnesses," Aaron kneeled down, face to face with Eddy. "You knew that was coming sooner or later, man. I think you know better than to let anybody know about this," Aaron tapped his body twice, and let the two boys carry him out. Not even for a second did Aaron second guess letting Wes run while he was left behind, but when he heard sirens coming, he booked it. Bad move.
It had all happened so fast — he was talking to Michelle - dare he even think that he was enjoying himself, waiting for Blueball to give him update on the delivery — he felt so ashamed to feel that he wasn’t on his toes this time around, too distracted. ...
"Listen, what's here is what you get, man," Aaron pointed out matter-of-fact-ly once the client opened the case. "We're not running a fuckin' charity, this is what you paid for". Aaron already had a hectic enough day, and this client wasn't making it easier. When he demanding to speak to Aaron's boss, Aaron chuckled. Taking into account the events prior, this man certainty had it in for him. As they walked downstairs, towards Wes, Aaron noticed the man reaching for something, he immediately knew things would go wrong. Once he heard the gunshot, a small "Fuck" was all he could let out. He walked to Wes, taking the gun from his hands. "You've got to get out of here," Aaron handed the case of money. "Fuck me," Aaron finally sighed, noticing chaos already.
“You’re not a total loser anyways. But don’t mention it. What’s Texas like, anyway?”
"Honestly, not that much better from here. But at least in Bayside we didn’t have a crazy maniac going around exploiting people, am I right?"
We shook his head furiously, already heated at the fact that he warned Aaron not to speak her name. But he also wasn’t going to let Aaron, his business partner, his best friend talk shit about the only thing that kept him alive for twenty-five years. “Got a whole fuckin’ lot to say for someone that uses this business to pay off his hookers and his lines of coke every single week,” he venomously spat out. “You’d be nothin’ without my family.”
Wes narrowed his eyes at Aaron, scoffing then spitting at the asphalt below his feet. “Fuck that if you’re goin’ by yerself. Take Eddy. At least he doesn’t know how to fuck shit up for me.”
"At least I fuckin’ have a life, you prick," but Wes was right, without HQ, Aaron was the unmotivated low-life his parents deemed him to be. They were both detachments of destroyed families, looking for success and approval. However, it was no secret that Aaron didn’t only have the business. On the other hand, it was what has made him so successful. “As sad as it may be, at least I don’t mop around, moody as hell,” Aaron shook his, looking to streets on either side of him. “This fuckin’ town, man,” he murmured, putting his mask back on.
Aaron walked back to the double door entrance from the back. “Fuck your fuckin’ guys, Eddy’s been fucking Cora to keep his job,” Aaron began to point at Eddy now, “and he’s stolen about 5 ounces of coke from us. BOOM, that’s right Eddy, just fuckin’ ratted you out.” Facing Wes once again,”Let’s not forget that I’ve been here for you since day one.”
Wes glared as Aaron took a seat on the curb, face burning red and blue eyes piercing through the dark night. “What the fuck do ya mean you can’t do it tonight? What, you got somewhere to be? A show to fuckin’ record on the DVR or somethin’?”
But he felt it, too. Westfield was definitely different from Bayside and he wasn’t going to deny it. The people here moved differently, carried themselves differently that threw Wesley a little off guard. Bayside hadn’t been home for him in a long time. Not since what happened. Not since that night. Still, he wasn’t going to let it stop him. Aaron almost brought it up again and he could feel the heat overflowing his body and he stepped to him, finger pointed straight at him. “Shut the fuckup! Don’t you dare say her name. Don’t fuckin’ think about her.” He could practically feel the rest of his men behind him take three steps back, afraid to be the next victim of a blowout. This business was his life, without it he wouldn’t have anything. He’d be the poor high school drop out on the wrong side of the tracks, literally. Even as they expanded their locations, HQ was bigger and better than ever, this deal was going to happen and he was going to see to it. “This deal is fuckin’ happenin’. You don’t get to tell me what I think is best, all right?”
"You’re fuckin’ selfish, man."
"I know I can be a little soft sometimes, and I know you get paranoid as hell, but don’t you think me telling you that something in this fucking place seems off to you is enough?" Aaron knew this deal was important, he knew it was vital to progress HQ, but he couldn’t be a pawn for Wes anymore, either. If Aaron had an instinct, he needed to share it. "Listen, what happened with Angie? That could have been avoided. And you know that, maybe it’s time to face the fact that it was our fault. We fuck up the lives of people around us, Wes. We’re worse than the drugs we fuckin’ distribute. I wish you would just fuckin’ listen to what I have to say, for once,” Aaron exasperated. His phone vibrated and it was the client. The single text had a room number, in the same hotel the Masquerade was taking place in, 24 A. “Whatever, you fuckin’ sit tight while I go do the dirty work for you. Do you have the packages?”
"Just shut the fuck up, stand there and smoke your shit. Dunno what the fuck you’re gabbin’ on about."
"I just, I don’t know if I can do it tonight." Aaron took off his mask, and sat on the floor, covering his face in his palms.
“I know this deal is important, but this town is different, Wes, I fuckin’ swear, something’s not right.” Lately, Aaron had felt distant. He liked how things were in Bayside, he established himself there, it was where he grew up. Of course, Wes left with him, and he is his closest friend, but he missed other aspects of his life he had in Texas, too. It wasn’t only that. Something about Westfield was off, Aaron just didn’t feel safe. It wasn’t the business that made him feel paranoid, either. “Look, I know things have changed. I know you’ve been different since…” Aaron didn’t even want to continue with that sentence, knowing where it would get him. “I don’t know, man, something doesn’t feel right. I don’t have a good feeling about this.”
Uh…yeah, that would be acceptable. I warn you, I rarely smoke anything at all.
"The total hippie beard convinced me otherwise. Let's bounce, dude." Once the pair left the back exit, and were finally outside, Aaron took out a joint from his jacket. He handed it to Haden while fishing for a lighter. "Okay, this is Northern Lights, the purest shit I have. Smokes like a fuckin' dream, man."
“The fact that you even have to ask means yes we are.”
"Good! Hey, thanks for not making me look like a total loser, sitting here all alone. I really needed something like this, I’ve been feeling homesick since I’ve left Texas."
"We would if you’d come dance with me, you putz."
"Fuck it, why not."
Aaron threw his hands in the air, finally getting off of the bar stool and accepting Macy’s hand, following her out to the dance floor. “Let’s get fuckin’ turnt!”