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- 'If life was just the way I wanted.' - 17, wasian, rant blog

[aarriiyyaa]

Hellloo 🥹

I'm writing here a bit now about my current feelings with life because I don't really have anybody else to write to.

Right now I've been thinking a lot about how I regret my life choices. I chose a school that I didn't really wanna start. I wanna do something creative in my future, so why did I choose something with only science ? I dont know. But it was really stupid of me.

I also want to become an idol... Crazy dream. But, I've always want to become an artist. And being an idol seems so fun, to be on stage while singing and dancing with others. It feels like a dream. But the thing is that I'm 17 years old. It feels like I'm too old to even try audition and become a trainee.

[aarriiyyaa]

hello :')

I have a difficult time of choosing who to cosplay for NCS2026

I was thinking either beach Pomni or femJax !! So please help me with choosing :')

[bicryingpotato]

DIY Jax’s hears!

Using only:

- clothes hanger (or any sturdy wire)

- basic tiara

- purple cardboard

- tape

Not the best, but a very fast way of doing it with what you got at home.

First things first, if you don’t “agree” with trans fem Jax this DIY is not for you. If you use it I’ll know and I’ll summon trans ghosts and spirits to hunt you. You have been warned.

The structure:

The tape is important to keep it in place and adjust the angle of the ears. Mine are completely ugly because I was dressed as emo Jax and I used my hair to hide the tape.

The ears

I used a cricut plotter to cut it, but you can cut it with scissors. This is the model I used. I used double sided tape to stick the front side and the back side together, but I left it hollow inside so I could put it on the wire

I’ll add a link for the svg file.

I made it in 1 hour and a half. If you’ve got time you can use this same basic idea to get a better looking version of it. I want to upgrade mine in the future. For example I’d cut the extra cardboard close to the tiara to make it look more like the ears are coming from your head. Or maybe instead of cardboard use fabric.

[aarriiyyaa]

Guys if I wanna cosplay femjax... Which color should she have on her shirt then ??

I have always thought that it is black and white. But I've seen people drawing her with black and hot pink, and two shades of different gray... Help

[aarriiyyaa]

I'm soooooooooooooo bored

[aarriiyyaa]

Arghhhh

[aarriiyyaa]

I really wish that I was more talented.

I wanna become an idol, an artist, something with music. But it feels like I'm too useless. I mean, I dont know what I'm doing with my life

[aarriiyyaa]

I just wanna work so I don't need to do this anymore

[aarriiyyaa]

I really hate my parents

[aarriiyyaa]

They are ignoring me

[aarriiyyaa]

I'm such an idiot why did I even ask that

[aarriiyyaa]

I'm gonna miss this show so muuuuchvh

[aarriiyyaa]

I lowkey give up 🥹

[aarriiyyaa]

if only I was more confident when I was younger... But still can try now 🥹🙏

[aarriiyyaa]

Argh I really want to become a kpop idol

[aarriiyyaa]

Im gonna miss tadc soooo much </3

[aarriiyyaa]

I hate being in a group of five