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Im totally normal about them

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This art is so good 🤌✨

I didn’t really ship it, until now.

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Just a huge thanks to Gooseworx for writing TADC (especially Jax), from a NB who’s finally going to start T!

Transfem Jax is the reason I decided to stop procrastinating my exams and doctor appointments, because there’s no right time to start hormones.

I watched TADC for the first time 6 days ago. Obviously, I got a T vibe from Jax, but I thought it was just me seeing queerness everywhere, as I usually do. But I watched some videos, read some theories, read about Gooseworx.

It’s been 6 days and I can’t stop thinking about Jax and how she’s torturing herself and everyone else by denying who she is.

I’m AFAB nonbinary, I have been out for 4 years now. But I feel like I didn’t really come out, not because I don’t take hormones yet, but because I “accept” people calling me a girl, she/her, thinking “not their fault. I do look like a girl. Nobody knows what NB is. If I bring it up people will be uncomfortable”. Imagine Ragatha, but trans and not correcting people because everyone’s comfort comes first. That’s me LOL, fuck…

I have been delaying taking T for far too long. I said I didn’t know if I really wanted it, I was waiting for the right time. But the real reason is I’m afraid of how I’ll be treated when I look, well, like myself!

I don’t want to look like a woman or like a man! I want to look like the androgynous person I already am. Fuck it, people will be uncomfortable. But I’m not doing this to myself anymore!

I know who I am, and I know what I want!

Monday morning I’m going to do my blood tests and schedule my follow up appointment with my endocrinologist. And I don’t really know how to explain it yet, but Jax helped me realize everything I’m missing out on when I deny or delay being myself for fear of other people’s reactions.

Thanks Gooseworx. Even if Jax doesn’t come out by the end of the show, she helped me a lot in just 6 days in this fandom.

Also thanks for Halloween Jax, I smile every time I see that drawing, so I made it my wallpaper of everything now :)

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UPDATE:

Exams done, and I just scheduled my appointment!!

I’m so excited I feel like I’m gonna throw up jsjajwfhah

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UPDATE:

Today I took my fists shot of T :)

I left the drugstore with tears in my eyes, I can’t believe it!

Can’t think of a better way to start pride month :)

This is stupid, but I’m so happy I got to take it before the last episode come out ahabdbhsa

#i hope she reads this one day #tadc #nonbinary #trans #nb #enby #fuck gender #ftnb #trans ftnb

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REASON TO NOT END IT:

"I’ll get to see other peoples art!!"

-anonymous

#785

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I go through this 3 times a day.

In a good day

G.A.Z.N.O. (Part 2/?)

(Girls And Zooble Night Out)

Part 1

I hate it, but it took me too long to draw for me not to post

#my art #tadc #jax tadc #fem jax #tadc jax #the amazing digital circus #transfem jax #pomni x jax #tadc pomni #pomni fanart #funnybunny #funnybunny comic #trans fem jax #jax fanart #jax fem #jax x pomni #trans jax

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happy pride month everyone

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41->43/61 The things you do, the things I don’t

based on @spushii’s fic!!!

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This is so so beautiful, the colors and the lights, THE MIXED MIDIA? AAA

G.A.Z.N.O. (Part 1/?)

(Girls And Zooble Night Out)

Part 2

Will Jax and Pomni be able to get ready in time? Will they get distracted? Who knows? 🤷

(I’m procrastinating a lot of things, but i was up until 4am so I could finish this)

I just love dressing her up

#tadc #jax tadc #fem jax #tadc jax #the amazing digital circus #trans jax #trans fem jax

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A hi Crow!

I'm SO late to this but your drawing from a few months back of Jax with a winter coat is superr cute. I was just thinking how would Pomni first react to Jax growing a winter coat? Loll

(funnybun potential?👀)