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Hewwo! Iām Abel! But some peoples call me Abelby ācause Iām wittle! šš Dis my bwog where you can ask me stuff! I gonna twy my bestest to answer, but sometimes I just go babble babble pbbbt! š¤
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@abelby
šHewwo! Welcome to Mah Bwog! š¼
Hewwo! Iām Abel! But some peoples call me Abelby ācause Iām wittle! šš Dis my bwog where you can ask me stuff! I gonna twy my bestest to answer, but sometimes I just go babble babble pbbbt! š¤
Here sweetie.
*gives him some ice cream in a bowl*
You can sit and eat this with your good arm!
Abelby: *eyes sparkling* Oohhh!! Ounce-cream!! Tāank you! *puts the plushie down and starts to eat with his good arm*
Phew, thank goodness youāre ok Abel. * Gives Abel a capybara plushie*
Hope you feel better, soon.
Abelby: Tāank you! *tries to hold the plushie with his good arm* Wooāwie has bunches of new friends now since the accident! Heās vāery popular now!
Is Abel okay? We havenāt heard from him in so long. š°š°
Abelby: Hi everyone. Iām sowwy for being away for so long. I was recovering from my ouchie.
My arm got wāeally hurt you see after muh fall! Tahāping got hard! Plus Sehāraw tolds me to stop postinā for a bit.
Easy, easy Abel!! Let's get your arm checked out, and we can see if Sera would let you call Dada, ok, Sweetie? I'm sorry you're feeling this way. I know you miss your Dada very much, but we have to make sure that you're ok first. Is that alright with you?
Abelby: *nods slowly, unsure if how badly he was actually hurtā¦he felt the pain fading, along with his consciousnessā¦*
Oh!!! Abelby, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to upset you!!! I know first aid, can I fix your ouchie?
Abelby: *crying, rolling around on the floor in a lot of pain, holding his arm* DADA! I WANā DADA!
Would you like a lullaby, Abie?
Abelby: *getting fussier* No! No! No! *stomping his foot and he ends up missing the counter, making him lose balance and falling off the countertops, landing in his left arm, which he immediately starts crying about since it was a really bad ouchie*
Note: Abelby broke his arm from the fall
Well, how about you watch some cartoons with me before you go to bed? ļæ¼
I know some cute ones with ponies and puppies and colorful bears. š„°
Iāll even make you some milk if you like. š„
Abelby: *pouting, feeling fussy* Oātay⦠iz gets the snackies! *goes to the kitchen and grabs his stool to climb onto the countertops to reach the cookies big Abel always kept out of reach*
Hi little one š„° šš»
Nice to meet you ^^
How are you feeling, sweetie?
Abelby: *weepy-eyed, laying on the couch* Ooh! Hey-wo⦠Iām Abelby. And⦠Iāve been. Penny had to go home for the night⦠but I donāt wanna āeep yet. So Iāve been watching cartoonsā¦
Thinking about permaregressor Abel again :)
Eeeeee I finished that drawing from a few days ago :!
Bunny: OMG HEāS SO CUTE! He looks like such a sāweepy baby! š
*pulls him into a hug*
Sweet boy, you can of course be brave and wanted. You deserve all the love in the world.
The next morningā¦
Sera: *knocks softly before stepping inside the cottage, pausing at the sight* ā¦Oh.
In the middle of the room is a pillow-and-blanket fort, carefully constructed but slightly lopsided. Plushies are lined up like guards. Abelby is inside, curled up with Woolie tucked under one arm, thumb in his mouth, tablet propped up playing bright, gentle cartoons.
Sera: *frowns, conflicted* Abel�
Abelby: *doesnāt look up, voice muffled around his thumb* ā¦I wanna be ālone.
Sera: I know. *hesitates* But I think⦠I think you might like this one.
Abelby: *peeks over the edge of the blanket, just his eyes and horns visible* ā¦huh?
Sera steps aside.
Sir Pentious: Surprise!!! Tis I!! The amazing and redeemable Sir Pentious!!
Abel: *scared and immediately goes back inside*
Sera: Pentious we talked about this. He may not remember you in this state.
Sir Pentious: Oh right⦠uh. *standing awkwardly in the doorway, hat in hand, tail flicking nervously* Apologies. Let me start over *clears his throat* Ahāh-hello there, Abel! I was told you might require some⦠er⦠company?
Abelby: *pokes his head back out and stares for a moment before asking:* ā¦you a snek?
Sir Pentious: *straightens a little* Indeed! A very polite one! I have⦠extensive experience caring for Egg Bois. AndāahāAngelic Egg Bois now as well.
Abelby: *slowly crawls out of the fort, still clutching Woolie. He hides half behind a pillow, then looks up again* ā¦can I call you Penni?
Sir Pentious: *blinks, then smiles, flustered* Penni? Well! Iāyes, I suppose that would be quite acceptable!
Abelby nods seriously. He lifts Woolie up, turning the plush so it āfacesā Sir Pentious.
Abelby: *soft, earnest* Wooāwee⦠dis Penni. He a snek⦠but maybe nice *pauses, tilting Woolie as if listening.* Mm-hm⦠mm-hm⦠*Another pause and he nods again* Wooāwee say⦠we can try.
Sir Pentious: *relieved, placing a hand on his chest* Why, I am honored! I shall do my very best, Woolieāand Abelby too!
Sera watches, surprised⦠then quietly relieved.
Sera: Iāll check back later. *to Abelby* You wonāt be alone.
Abelby: *clutches Woolie tighter, glancing at Penni* ā¦okay.
Sir Pentious: *carefully sits on the floor, keeping a respectful distance.* Would you care to show me your fort, young sir?
Abelby: *after a beat, scoots aside and lifts the blanket* ā¦only if you gentle.
Sir Pentious: *holds his thumbs up* Okie dokie
#hazbin hotel / Abel
Oh baby, you didn't do anything wrong. You were very brave and your Daddy does want you.
Abelby: *sniff sniff* ā¦i didnātā¦? *looks up a little, eyes all shiny* Daddy⦠wants me? *voice wobbles* I was scared⦠real scared. I thought if I knocked maybe heād be mad⦠or too busy⦠*hands fidget with his sleeve* I tried be brave. I really did. But brave got tired⦠*leans forward like he wants a hug through the screen* ā¦can I be brave anā still be wanted? *small whisper* I donā wanna be lost no moreā¦
Sweetie, what happened?? I thought you were with Angel? When did Sera come get you?
Abelby: *sniffles a little, words slow and small, like itās hard to line them up*
Angel was wif me⦠at first. He tried real hard. He was nice⦠he holded my hand anā told me stay quiet.
But⦠bad man came. Big bad place. Loud. Scary.
Angel said ādonā lookā but I looked anyway⦠anā I shouldnā haveā¦
*mumbles* bad mans⦠bad noises⦠made my tummy hurtā¦
Then Angel hadda go. He said sorry lots. I waited⦠anā waitedā¦
but nobody came back.
I tried find Daddy. I walked anā walked. My feet got ouchies.
I slept outside⦠lotsa sleeps.
*holds fingers up, then gives up counting* many days.
Sera came after⦠after long time. She picked me up.
I was real cold⦠anā sleepy⦠anā I didnā wanna be awake no more.
*quietly*
I thought Daddy didnā want me⦠so I didnā knockā¦
*snuggles into himself a little*
January 3rd ā Abelās Cottage
The air is cold and quiet. Snow presses softly against the windows, making the world feel far away. Sera walks slowly, carefully, carrying a small, tired body in her arms.
Sera: Iām⦠sorry you had to see those things, Abel.
Abelby doesnāt answer. Heās very still against her chest, fingers weakly clutching her sleeve. His clothes are dirty and torn, horns nicked, cheeks hollow. His eyes are open, but they donāt really look at anything.
Abelby: ā¦
Sera shifts him slightly, unsure what to do with the silence.
Sera: Is there anything I can do to help you feel better?
Abelbyās eyes drift down. Bright lights. Loud voices. A door slamming shut. He swallows.
Abelby: ā¦no. *long pause* ..wanna nap⦠māso tired. Dat okay?
Sera: *nods quickly* Of course.
She opens the cottage door and carries him inside. The warmth doesnāt seem to reach him. She walks to the bedroom and gently lays him on the large bed.
Abelby: *immediately turns toward the wall, curling up small, knees tucked in*
Sera: Get some rest, Abel. Itās after the New Year. We have duties tomorrow.
Abelby: ā¦mmākay⦠*his voice is already slipping, thinner, younger.
Sera: *stands there, hands folded. She frowns, searching for words she doesnāt have* Iām sorry your Dadā
Abelby: *flinches, lets out a small, scared sound, and pulls the pillow over his head, covering his horns, his face, everything* no⦠no Daddy⦠donā sayā¦
His voice wobbles, high and fragile.
Sera: *freezes*ā¦Alright *steps back, clearly uncomfortable, clearly unsure* I hope next time I see you, youāll be in a ābetterā headspace.
She leaves. The door closes softly.
The room is quiet again.
Abelby stays very still for a long time.
Then his little hands creep out from under the pillow. They shake.
Abelby: ā¦I tried⦠*lip trembles* I tried real goodā¦
His chest starts to hitch. He presses his face into the pillow, like heās trying to hide inside it.
Abelby: wanā Daddy⦠why daddy foāget me⦠*tear soaks into the fabric* didnā mean be bad⦠didnā mean get lostā¦*curls even smaller, like heās trying to fold himself away* ā¦if I sleep⦠maybe hurt go āwayā¦
Ok, Sera, how is Lute not being punished already for child endangerment?
As well as for genocide, but also for putting Abel in danger.
Heaven ā High Tribunal Chamber
All remaining exorcists stand in rigid lines. Sera stands at the dais, staff grounded, expression carved from grief and resolve.
Sera: *her voice carries without effort* Ladies. Thank you all for coming.
There is no reply. Only the soft rustle of feathers and armor.
Sera: What was once called duty became indulgence. What was once justice became sport. I ended the exterminations because Heaven lost its way through your hands.
She steps down one stair.
Sera: Many of you chose atonement. Retraining. Service. Humility. That choice will matter.
A pause. Her eyes harden
Sera: One of you has been denied that mercy.
Murmurs ripple. Fear. Shame.
Lute: *straightens instantly, chin lifting* ā¦Excuse me?
Sera: *gaze locks onto her* Lieutenant. You were entrusted with a child. Adamās son. A toddler.
Lute: You mean that man-baby?! He one of those ridiculous age-regressors! Heās not a real baby!
Sera: You abandoned him while heās in a vulnerable state in Hell.
The chamber stirs. Shock. Horror.
Lute: Hell is where sinners belong.
Sera: He is not a sinner.
Lute: He is the Morningstarās blood. He would have become one eventually! The Devilās offspring never sounds have been allowed in Heaven in the first place!
Sera: This is what frightens me most. Your devotion has turned into delusion.
Lute: *spreads her wings defensively* I would give my life to Heaven. I would die before letting corruption spread.
Sera: *stops in front of Lute* And that is why I failed you. I should have stopped this sooner. I should have seen when zeal replaced mercy. For that, I am sorry.
For a moment, Lute hesitates.
Then she shakes her head violently.
Lute: No. Youāre wrong. I protected Heaven.
Sera: No. You never did.
Lute: *reaches for a blade that is no longer there* You canāt do this. I SERVED YOU FAITHFULLYā
She lunges.
The light slams her back mid-air. She crashes to her knees, wings flaring wildly.
Lute: NoānoāpleaseāHeaven needs meā
Sera: *steps closer, voice breaking* Heaven does not need cruelty wearing faith like armor.
With a sharp motion, Sera clips Luteās wings.
Feathers explode outward. White turns red and the black remains the same.
Lute: *screamsānot in pain alone, but betrayal* I WOULD HAVE DIED FOR THIS PLACEā
Sera: Then consider this mercy.
Lute thrashes, clawing at the floor, trying to crawl back.
Lute: I wonāt fall. I wonātā
Sera gestures once.
The floor opens beneath Lute.
She scrambles, fingers catching the edge.
Lute: SERAāPLEASEā
Sera: *looks away, tears finally falling* This ends now.
Lute loses her grip.
She falls.
Just like Lucifer once did.
The chamber seals. Silence returns.
Sera turns back to the exorcists, voice hoarse.
Sera: The Little, Abel, has not been found. Heaven will not rest until he is *looks at them all* Remember this moment. Not as punishmentābut as warning.
Her voice softens.
Sera: We do not abandon children. Ever. I will create a special search team for the boy. You are all dismissed.
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