abforr

[abforr]

Intro Post

Hi, I'm Abforr

I am male and 20 years old

Canadian

I am a person with traumagenic DID. Probably won't tell you who's fronting unless you ask

I always love meeting people so feel free to reach out at any time!

I am pro endo, anti radqueer, neutral para

[abforr]

You're beautiful no matter what your system looks like! All systems of all kinds are gorgeous. Give yourself a compliment today, or one of your alters ^^

[abforr]

The urge to willo new people is strong

I want a religious one and one with four arms

[abforr]

My headmates are doing a bad

Theyre doing eating disorder things again ☹️😤🫠

I'm the only protector so it's my job to fix this. But we do also have a headmate who exists solely to fix moments like this. Her role is literally "eating disorder preventer" soo maybe I should talk to her and we can tag team this

It's never easy, they resist every time and relapse every other fucking week

[abforr]

Is it possible to be median while still being mostly separate from each other?

I'm thinking we might be median because of how similar we are to each other. But we are still separated and have our own thoughts and memories. We're just all also very similar

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K is our original host and he keeps our body's appearance. But he never fronts anymore, hasn't really fronted a lot in a year or two, maybe three, I don't know. And any time he does, he is all depressed and I can tell. And he doesn't stay for long. It concerns me a little bit.

We keep him labeled as host even if he isnt actually a host anymore. He's also a trauma holder, which might explain his sadness. I just wish I could help him.

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Watch my blog as it changes from emo, to My Little Pony, to metal rock, to Ariana Grande, and then back to emo, all because my alters can't pick together and must change it to their specific tastes every time

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Ya'll ever have that one alter that fronts once and then disappears for two years

[abforr]

A bug crawled on my bong and I flicked it away

[abforr]

I got some transphobic comments 🥳🎊🥂

Im red

[abforr]

I hate how dissociated I get when switching :( the whole world feels like it's spinning a little bit

[abforr]

We have a headmate named NoName

It's not that he doesnt have a name, it's just that his name is NoName. We call him Non for short

Do you have any alters like that? Or do you have any alters that dont have a name?

[abforr]

I wanna post more plural stuff but I have nothing to post. Not a lot goes on in our head

Any tips on making your system a bit louder? We never talk outside of notes we leave for each other

[abforr]

I wanna shitpost sm today but idk if my headmates will get annoyed at me lmao

[abforr]

It's okay that you're shitposting bb because I am too

[abforr]

Standing up too fast and getting dizzy + being high is not a good combo

[abforr]

I wanna shitpost sm today but idk if my headmates will get annoyed at me lmao

[positivitygenic]

it's never too late to start drawing again. even if your drawings aren't technically skilled at all, it's always okay to become an artist again. your art has worth, regardless of skill or execution.