Depression is not cute
Depression isn’t some quiet person sitting alone with soft scars on their arms and mysterious look in their eyes, dressed in all black.
Don’t let the media fool you!
Depression is sleeping all the time because you have no motivation to live and you feel so lifeless that all your energy is zapped out of you.
Depression is being sleep deprived because you suddenly can’t sleep much at all and you’re constantly waking up or staying up all night staring at the wall.
Depression is excessively crying and unable to stop.
Depression is feeling the need to cry but can’t seem to cry at all. You’re just numb.
Depression is watching your loved ones cry and break down because they don’t know how to help you.
Depression is feeling such a lack of energy and motivation that you stop taking care of yourself and as you rot in bed each day you feel more and more worthless.
Depression is google searching painless ways to die at 3am on a Wednesday.
Depression is feeling like a burden to everyone around you because you can’t seem to just snap out of it and be okay. It feels like a death sentence.
Depression is having to force yourself to eat bites of food and to hydrate yourself. But sometimes it just doesn’t feel worth it.
Depression is watching the scale increase and you cry on the bathroom floor because you can’t stop eating your emptiness away.
Depression is losing the excitement and fun for all the things and activities that used to give you life. So you think to yourself, what’s the point in being here if I can’t find enjoyment anywhere?
Depression is not being able to concentrate on anything to save your life.
Depression is watching everyone enjoy life and feel good and you feel an ache inside because you forgot how that feels like and would do anything to get that back.
Depression is watching others go to sleep looking forward to the next day and you going to sleep hoping you won’t wake up.
