What If || Charlotte & Abram
Charlotte swallowed hard at a non-existent lump in her throat. She hadn’t known that her heart could ache more than it had the day her life fell apart; but it ached right now in a way she didn’t know if she could stand. She raised a hand and combed her hair back behind her ear, a mere distraction as she tried to figure out what they were supposed to say here. There was no etiquette for meeting someone again. And that was exactly what this was. While they may have been closer than any two people could be all those years ago, those people were long gone. Sure, they might be the same in the base sense of their souls, but so many years had passed.
They were strangers.
“How…” she started, but didn’t know which question to phrase. Was she supposed to ask how he’d been? Was she allowed to ask how he was still alive? She could smell that he was still a wolf; but how - if he weren’t a vampire - was he still alive and as young as the day he’d left her? She didn’t know.
“You look well,” she finally said, her voice soft as a small smile pulled on the corners of her lips. Charlotte may not have known the proper way to handle this situation, but she could always handle it the way she knew how - with kindness. He might think she was a monster, but that didn’t mean she was. Somehow or other - with relatively no guidance - she’d ended up a nearly saintly vampire. Never once had she taken blood from an unwilling victim. Sure, there had been times that she’d nearly starved to death, but sooner or later she’d find blood. Willing blood. It had come to surprise her how vast the underground knowledge of her kind was.
“So strange to feel I have to keep distance with you,” she said, a bit of laughter in her words as her brown eyes gazed up at him. “I still remember so clearly how I would run to you through the woods and leap upon your back, or… hug you so tightly.” The pain that these memories brought caused her to drop her gaze to the ground. Most people (read: vampires) in her position would be angry at the person who’d left them all alone in the world. Charlotte, however, simply missed him. While he’d hurt her, she held him no ill will. “I miss those days,” she said finally, her gaze still to the ground, unwilling to meet his eyes for fear he’d wear the look of disgust she remembered so well.
Every muscle in his body was screaming at him to turn the other direction, to get as far away from the vampire before him as fast as he could. But just as his body was telling him to to leave, his heart was pulling him towards Charlotte. She had been his dearest friend all those years ago, and he had turned his back on her. He owed her this at least.
Taking another step or two towards her so that they weren’t standing quite so far apart, even though he knew she would have been able to hear him if they were a football field away from each other, Abram let his eyes scan over her. She was absolutely unchanged, and yet he couldn’t quite reconcile that the person standing before him was the same girl he had stumbled upon in the woods all those years ago. She still looked like the young, innocent, Charlotte he had known back then, but her chocolate colored eyes seemed to have seen more of the world and he could tell by just looking at them.
“So much of this feels strange.” he breathed, as he looked down on her. Nostalgia made him wish for the days where she could leap into his arms and hug him the way she used to. Hatred for the monster who had made her what she was made him want to do something else entirely. “But I miss those days too, Charlotte.” he admitted, his eyes finding hers in the night and immediately saddening because he would never see them lit by the sun again.













