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Wesley raised a brow, crossing his arms across his chest and leaning agsint the wall, “what?” he questions, “you just woke up one day and decided to be all bambi eyed and come over here to talk after almost a year? Are you having some sort of mid life crisis?”
“Truthfully?” Victor responded “that would have been a hell of a lot easier, but it wouldn’t have meant anything, not really. Only said to make me feel better or less guilty and I couldn’t...you deserve, everyone deserves, better then that” He felt his nerves spiking up “I needed to get my head clear...go to therapy...real therapy and it’s been a hard year, but it’s been worth it...at least I think” He looked up at Wesley “I hurt you, more than I could ever make up for or apologize to you enough, but I can’t keep running from it and I don’t want to so I’m here to be honest. About the drugs...about why I ended an engagement I never wanted to, not really. If you could just hear me out and I promise afterwards whatever you want our relationship to be I’ll accept”














