sad but hella rad

|| Hungry for something other than food ||

[abstemious-lo]

Anorexia is knowing there’s 80 calories in the banana you just ate, so you do 200 jumping jacks to work it off- even though you haven’t had anything else to eat that day.

[boymadeofglass]

I wanna be scary thin but I can’t even get normal thin.

[abstemious-lo]

Ana/Mia Buddy

Hello, not promoting eating disorders or anything, but if anyone wants an eating disorder friend DM me (: looking for someone to help me on my journey and i want to do the same for someone else

[abstemious-lo]

day 6 of my fast

i feel extra sad today... also extra hungry

[skinnypjm]

Freckles thinspo

Requests are currently closed.

[flyawayfairies-deactivated20190]

7/1/19

Low Cal Pink Drink

250ml unsweetened almond milk - 40cals

30g raspberries - 16cals

1 sachet stevia/ natural sweetener - 0cals

Total - 56cals

Mash raspberries and sweetener in cup

Add milk and stir until pink

Add in 6-8ice cubes

Stay safe angels ♡

[thinhip]

me: i’d really like to lose a few inches around my thighs and my arms

my ed: oh okay so lets just make ur hands smaller

me: thats great but a little off the legs and ar–

my ed: so how do small ankles sound

me: as i said thats okay but i reall–

my ed: so how about thinner toes

me: wh a–

my ed: skinny eyeballs?

[abstemious-lo]

Brit Marling is serious #thinspo

[trashyemerald-deactivated201902]

[abstemious-lo]

donuts

I threw up a dozen glazed donut holes today and it was the WORST thing i’ve thrown up yet... TMI ALERT🚨 > it’s so chunky and you think it would be smooth and easy coming up but it sticks to the roof of your mouth and is crazy acidy, worst taste.

[abstemious-lo]

I feel so left out, so hurt. 

I know the world isn’t against me, but its so hard to accept that its not.

Friends always leave, loved ones always fall through, and life gets worse by the moment.

I feel so done with everything.

[abstemious-lo]

parts of me are saying ‘go get food, the one thing you’ve eaten you’ve thrown up. you need to go eat a little something healthy.’

the other parts are screaming and kicking and crying, telling me that any type of anything besides water that is put into my mouth is dangerous.

[angelkhisses]

You’ll get there

[abstemious-lo]

i can’t keep anything down

[abstemious-lo]

threw up again. I can’t stop myself.

[abstemious-lo]

help

i feel like a failure today when it really was a victory... i don’t know why i feel so fat. i fasted until 5 and then i caved in and ate 9 peanut m&ms and then threw them up after.

around 7 i ate 10 pieces of crab sushi... then i ran down and back up 14 flights of stairs.

why do i feel this way?

[abstemious-lo]

i threw up today.