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❥ 𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐄 𝐕𝐄𝐇𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓 , 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐓 .
bitter / aggressive one - liners as taken from the website pinterest . tw adult themes . customize as you wish !
❛ fight because you don’t know how to die quietly . ❜ ❛ i’d rather die on my feet than live on my knees . ❜ ❛ i’ll get over it , i just gotta be dramatic first . ❜ ❛ you don’t get to be surprised that nobody gives a fuck about you after you’ve worked so hard to alienate the entire world . ❜ ❛ i wouldn’t be like this if i knew how to not be like this , okay ? ❜ ❛ i had to fight like hell and fighting like hell made me what i am . ❜ ❛ i will be brutal . ❜ ❛ i don’t want to be soft anymore . i want to be bloody knuckles and glass shards and i want people to be afraid of hurting me . ❜ ❛ bring them to their knees . head bowed and fists bleeding — make them repent . ❜ ❛ is this what i get for loving a god ? ❜ ❛ you’re a weapon ; and weapons don’t weep . ❜ ❛ i’ll survive . somehow i always do . ❜ ❛ the things that used to make me cry just make my hands shake and my eyes blank . ❜ ❛ i’ve begun to understand why god died . ❜ ❛ i speak violence . ❜ ❛ it’s not my fault i have my father’s eyes . ❜ ❛ judge if you want , we are all going to die . i intend to deserve it . ❜ ❛ i need to kill you . ❜ ❛ i will continue to watch you rot . ❜ ❛ i wasn’t born to be soft and quiet . i was born to make the world shatter and shake at my fingertips . ❜ ❛ you’re not a nice person , are you ? ❜ ❛ when i punched you . that was when i first felt something for you . ❜ ❛ if you don’t terrify people a little bit then what’s the point ? ❜ ❛ i could tear you apart if i wanted . ❜ ❛ do not tell me what i can and cannot do . ❜ ❛ i can and i will . watch me . ❜ ❛ no one made me . i made me . ❜ ❛ take a breath , spit out the blood in your mouth , and get back up on your feet . you still got a couple motherfuckers to prove wrong . ❜ ❛ here’s what i know ; i will die only by my own hand . ❜ ❛ i’m everything you can’t control . ❜ ❛ i am violent , and bitter , and ugly inside and out . ❜ ❛ i am being perfectly fucking civil . ❜ ❛ goddamn right , you should be scared of me . ❜ ❛ you are losing my interest , and that is very dangerous . ❜ ❛ if i can still breathe , i’m fine . ❜ ❛ i will do what it takes to survive . ❜ ❛ if karma doesn’t hit you , i fucking will . ❜ ❛ don’t be sorry . i trusted you , my fault not yours . ❜ ❛ i wonder if life smokes after it fucks me . ❜ ❛ i don’t have to prove shit to you . ❜ ❛ i’m not tearing down my walls for anyone again . you want to know what’s inside ? climb . ❜ ❛ i am mine . before i am ever anyone else’s . ❜
reblog this if your icon could kill a man
mmmm resident evil oc but also consider loki verse beau....
ZOË KRAVITZ “The Batman” set in Liverpool, England › October 12, 2020
Zoë Kravitz as Selina Kyle in the set of THE BATMAN
✧ MAGIC SENTENCE STARTERS.
relating to, but not limited to, witchcraft & witchery. may or may not contain triggers, categorized by good/bad/neutral as requested. please proceed to read/reblog with caution.
GOOD MAGIC
❛ not all spells are bad, you must stray away from the bad magic. ❜ ❛ there’s nothing wrong with a bit of magic, as long as it’s for the good. ❜ ❛ you’re like a vase and the magic is the water. ❜ ❛ i don’t need magic to see that. ❜ ❛ not every spell is considered to be bad. ❜ ❛ this spell book here contains no such bad magic nor will it ever. ❜ ❛ i’m working up a new potion. it’s for the greater good, of course. ❜ ❛ i’ve never used my powers/magic for anything but good things. ❜ ❛ there is no competition with magic, you either possess, or you don’t. ❜ ❛ no one power/magic is better nor greater than the other. ❜ ❛ remember, everything you learn is to be used for good. ❜ ❛ you think every witch/sorcerer is bad? do i look evil to you? ❜ ❛ i’ve only ever used my magic/powers for good. ❜ ❛ it’s not the magic/powers that are bad, it’s the person who possesses it. ❜ ❛ there is good and bad in everything, you must always chose to be good. ❜ ❛ my powers/magic are not a weapon! i will not be treated as such! ❜ ❛ i cannot help you with your wishes, it’s far too evil. ❜ ❛ magic is a delicate thing and i treat it as such. ❜ ❛ i don’t always use magic/my powers, i don’t always need to. ❜ ❛ it is a blessing not a curse, it’s only a curse if you wish to do evil. ❜ ❛ i did come here to show off my powers/magic, what do you take me for? ❜ ❛ i’m not a witch! i’m a person possessing magic. big difference. ❜ ❛ these are healing potions, they will heal just about any form of life. ❜ ❛ the good always outweighs the bad, just remember that. ❜ ❛ it’s best to use magic/powers when you understand them. ❜
BAD MAGIC
❛ i’ve never used magic for anything other than evil. ❜ ❛ i will be the greatest and the most powerful, mark my words. ❜ ❛ i’ve hexed so many people, i’ve lost count. ❜ ❛ a curse is never easy to lift, hence the sole purpose of it. ❜ ❛ what’s the point in having powers/magic, if you don’t take advantage? ❜ ❛ you have always abused your magical privileges. ❜ ❛ i wouldn’t use my powers/magic for the good if it was life and death. ❜ ❛ you really only know how to cast curses/hexes? ❜ ❛ i specialize in curses and hexes only, anything else is just noise. ❜ ❛ shhh, you shouldn’t even speak of such dark magic. ❜ ❛ this book is full of the darkest magic you’ll ever read. ❜ ❛ what is the difference between light and dark magic? ❜ ❛ dark magic is wonderful, you learn the most from it. ❜ ❛ there are so many hexes/curses to cast, i never know which one to pick. ❜ ❛ have you ever had a curse/hex casted upon you? ❜ ❛ there is no such thing as good magic. ❜ ❛ why are you so wicked with such a beautiful gift? ❜ ❛ you do not deserve to possess magic/powers. ❜ ❛ i’ve got a wicked idea in mind, want to hear? it involves magic. ❜ ❛ the best magic of all, of course, is dark magic. ❜ ❛ have you ever wanted to step into dark magic? ❜ ❛ this a book of dark magic, but it is not easy to open. ❜ ❛ you have to do a sacrifice to get this dark magic book open. ❜ ❛ have you ever participated in dark magic? it’s very liberating. ❜ ❛ all of these spells contain blood and sacrifice… ❜
NEUTRAL MAGIC
❛ what witch/sorcerer doesn’t own a spell book? ❜ ❛ for future reference, never interrupt my ritual again. ❜ ❛ gemstones are great collectibles for healing. ❜ ❛ every movie about witchcraft is kind of off point, i feel. ❜ ❛ i’m unable to use magic/my powers until i’m older. ❜ ❛ do you fly on broom stick and all that? ❜ ❛ it’s actually rather hard to stir up a potion. ❜ ❛ i don’t own a wand nor a broom stick, but i will drop a house on you. ❜ ❛ spell books are often hard to find. ❜ ❛ i could close my eyes, pretend to concentrate and you would be scared. ❜ ❛ you know they used to hang witches back in the olden days. ❜ ❛ this isn’t a spell, this is common sense. ❜ ❛ this isn’t magic, it’s just glitter. ❜ ❛ i’ve always wanted to live in a cabin in the woods though. ❜ ❛ the best time to do a ritual is of an evening. ❜ ❛ would like to do a healing ritual with me? it’s harmless. ❜ ❛ let’s go candle shopping, come on! i love candles! ❜ ❛ i’m still human, you know, with feelings! ❜ ❛ you know, there is something else i possess; feelings! ❜ ❛ look, it’s really not like any of that. ❜ ❛ what’s so special about it? nothing, of course. it’s not special. ❜ ❛ i don’t feel any greater or better because of it. ❜ ❛ there are spells/potions that can be used for both, good and evil. ❜ ❛ i would rather not use magic/my powers, i’d rather pretend i don’t have any. ❜ ❛ i would never flaunt it as if it’s something so great to have! ❜
hi, missed you all. ngl, i also forgot my login for a hot sec. anywho, i would like to catch up with yall! what have you been up to? how are yall? would u perhaps… like to write somethings and what have you?
missing my very hot, very lethal cat war goddess.
snowpiercer is an underrated film and we were not ready for the truth nor the performances in it. but chris evans as curtis is the aesthetic and voice of seth/set in beau’s lore and i will not stand down from this.
CASTING SET/SETH/SUETEKH’S VESSEL. ( WARNING: THIS IS A LONG POST ! )
Set is the Egyptian god of War, Chaos, and Storms, along with chaos, fire, deserts, trickery, envy, disorder, violence, and eclipses. He was originally a hero-god, protecting Ra from the nighttime threat of Apophis/Apep (the chaos snake and thought to be the bringer of the Apocolypse by eating the sun (Ra)). However, as legend went on, he was known for killing his older brother, Osiris, and attempting to murder Osiris’s son, Horus. This, plus the dark concepts of his domain, and his association with red lead to him being the antagonist in Egyptian stories. He is often suggested to be the equivalent of the Devil. He later suggested being responsible for releasing Apophis. ( So, he goes from being a chief god and Ra’s protector to being associated with Apophis — so… you can see some reasons to be slightly bitter. )
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now, a brief moment on beau’s “the destroyer” title. it is NOT an original title belonging to bastet. it is a title that beau earns as part of her lore. beau gains this title after killing the serpopard, a creature that has the body of a leopard and the head of a snake. it wears various egyptian ornaments from its past victims, and this is the first time beau has ever truly felt the conviction of bastet and felt like she was the cat goddess. to see an evil creature with the body of a leopard is disgraceful in the sense that it mocks her name. it teaches people to fear her instead of embracing her like they should. she is a protection goddess. so, she slaughtered the beast, and the destroyer is a title a name that the god seth bestowed on her. they are opposites, seth and bastet were created to do the same job, yet seth corrupted and failed. ( i’ll go into the development of seth/set later on in a seperate post. ) beau is bastet in terms of domain, but she does not carry herself in the same way bastet does. beau believes in vengeance and vindication. bastet is one who thinks death cannot touch her. she may be wounded gravely but she believes she’ll live on forever. beau has been touched by death and it haunts her, nightly. she knows how fragile life is , and doesn’t have time to play with it. immortality is an excuse for beau to do whatever it takes to destroy and end the things that threaten people’s lives, regardless of the cost to her. seth can see where bastet ends in beau and where beau, the new goddess begins. to him, she isn’t just the cat goddess. beau is the destroyer. she is the destroyer of old things. but destruction isn’t always bad. new things and creation can be initiated from the destruction of old. the first time beau hears this title is from seth, in her head, and she isn’t used to it then. but now — she is aware of the title, and ironically, she takes it in pride.
the haunting of hill house sentence meme.
episode 4 - 6
they never believe me.
you believe me, don’t you?
when i was a kid, my brother taught me how to spot faces in clouds.
and i mean… that fucked me up pretty bad.
it’s normal for kids to have imaginary friends and nightmares.
we could have a heck of a yard sale.
big boys know the difference between what’s real and what’s imaginary.
that one doesn’t exactly keep me up at night.
i know we’re all going to have a lot of feelings about that.
we’re not in a relationship.
how the fuck do you expect people to get through this without friends?
i just wanted to make sure you were okay.
i’m gonna fix this.there are moments you kind of remind me of her.
the only other person that believed in me like that was you.
nothing left to do except maybe fill this place up with kids.
i mean, you know the definition of insanity. doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results.
when we decide to get clean, it’s not because we expect it to be fucking exciting, you know?
you ever seen someone in withdrawal?
just because you care about someone, it doesn’t mean they won’t burn you.
thirty days clean so you can make me feel like shit again.
it’s taken me ten years to get ninety days clean.
i’ve been called a lot of things in my life, but “fearless” is not one of them.
i was always a scared little kid, and i thought i’d get braver as i got older, but i didn’t.
any addict alone is in bad company.
listen, i know i fucked up.
please, please let me come back.
they say she’s a nightmare, but she’s real.
if she comes back, you come find us, okay?
i was planning on waiting until the end of your visit to ask you out for coffee.
i’m gonna have to get used to that, but i like it.
it’s perfectly normal to want to find something to blame.
don’t worry. i don’t expect you to believe me.
i’m not supposed to have things that are fragile.
use your cup of stars. insist on your cup of stars.
can we have a tea party?
i’ve been having a hard time sleeping in that house without him.
i need to get well before i go in.
it’s just you and me. that’s it.
i always believed in you, you know that?
we all just need a little help sometimes, right?
that is not the way you help an addict.
i am feeling serious fucking concern.
i thought we might get drunk and fucking cry.
you look worse than you did four months ago.
he’s not exactly impressing me and i know what the fuck i’m talking about.
i’ve got your back, but i also have my limits.
you never cared about anyone more than yourself, and that’s sad.
my family is just like any other family; we don’t always agree on everything.
you’re supposed to protect me, but you say the meanest things to me when i try to tell you.
you don’t come in here and embarrass me like that.
are you off your meds?
you don’t get to just start smashing up our lives because you’re transitioning into a new treatment.
this was not the time or place.
the problem is that you haven’t confronted your past.
how can a house, just a collection of bricks, wood, and glass, have that much power over people?
i don’t know what i saw.
you should get some sleep. you’ve had a rough night.
it’s just a carcass in the woods.
we were going to have a tea party.
we always knew. we always believed you.
i’m so sorry that we fought.
it’s time to wake up, sweetheart.
in movies, they always say that they look like they’re sleeping. she doesn’t look like she’s sleeping. she looks dead.
you did a really good job as usual.
you might want to slow down. it’s going to be a long night.
please. don’t fuck this up.
she was always trying to get all of us together in one place. someone should’ve told her she didn’t have to try this hard.
still not a hugger?
if it’s all the same to you, maybe we can save this conversation for a little later.
if you were married, you’d know that sometimes people need a little room.
i’m drinking every time i feel like punching something.
it’s not like we were really talking each other’s ears off before that.
this is his coping mechanism. he turns into a waiter.
you weren’t in bed. where’d you go?
i had the strangest dream.
you guys hear a scary noise?
but you know what storms do? they pass.
stay down here and stay away from the windows.
you wearing those gloves to bed now?
they’re not here to hurt us.
it’s okay, we’re totally safe.
this house has been here for a long, long time. it’s seen plenty of storms and worse than this.
i was holding her hand the entire time.
i know you’re scared.
i won’t let anything happen to her. to any of you guys.
all words are made up at first.
i know those stories ‘cause i was there for those stories.
i’m trying to drink her back to life. would you like me to stop?
you know some religions won’t let you be buried in their cemeteries if you kill yourself?
she knew the price the rest of us pay when someone does that, and she did it anyway.
i don’t know why she didn’t feel like she could talk to me.
there’s nothing she was going through that wouldn’t have been okay.
we’re all aware of how you like to hold back information.
we’ve all got questions and i think it’d be swell if you gave us a few answers for a change.
any psychiatrist worth their shit would’ve kept her on a much shorter leash.
she wasn’t worried about herself, she was apparently worried about you.
why do i need protection from the truth?
you’re entitled to your anger.
it’s very generous of you to allow me to feel my anger.
what else am i entitled to while you’re being so fucking generous?
you might want to check yourself before you start talking about the truth.
she’s drunk. i’m just pissed.
you took all that paranoia and craziness and you mass-marketed it.
you were happy enough to exploit all of us for some blood money.
you don’t know what i felt. and you don’t know what i feel. and i am allowed to process that any way i want to.
don’t touch me!
i have enough of my own grief. i don’t need yours too.
you’d have to be a real stubborn bitch not to, so.
you don’t get to lie to me, and live off me at the same time.
if i were you, i’d get off that high horse before i fall off.
if you were me, you wouldn’t be such a fucking asshole.
do you have any idea how much you’ve humiliated me?
i can’t look at either one of you right now.
i need some more vodka.
you think this is cute?
i don’t know why she’d go anywhere else by herself.
i don’t want to upset anyone any more than we’re already upset.
anything i did, i did it for a very good reason.
i was screaming and shouting and none of you could see me!
don’t do that ever again.
i’ll never let you go again. i promise.
i would like to work on gif aesthetics for beau and the fancast of the prominent gods you’ll see pop up in her story/mythos/lore, but i need to finish some late assignments for my history class (just two), and i’ll be done. i have completed my finals, but i cannot rest until these assignments are handed over. my conscious won’t allow it. also this is a reminder that i have an eleven page word document/story on beau's fall and her combination with bastet and if you ever want to read it, lemme know.
Beau’s title of “The Destroyer” was very intentional and I will elaborate tomorrow when I finish my finals.
i’m a sneaky lil shit, and for one of my short stories in my creative writing portfolio is the story of beau’s fall and turn into bastet, and if you ever want to read it, lemme know.