VOID OF DREAMS, I LIE IN MORTAL LETHARGY.

the wound opens wide.  one abyss leads to another.

[abysel]

I AM A BODY OF PEOPLE ASKING NOT TO BE FORGOTTEN. kaeya alberich of mihoyo’s genshin impact, reimagined ﹠divorced from source material. as told by reyes. crossover galore. written in devotion to gothic horror and dark fantasy. wandering with: echosdeath.

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standard dnfi + etiquette, low and sporadic, multi-ship. don’t take it to heart if there’s no follow back from me, as i try to keep my space small to avoid overwhelming myself. mature content and triggering themes are to be expected; kaeya’s involved in a graphic narrative and will engage in others like it. best way to start things is via prompts or plots. highly critical of hoyoverse. where to also find me.

✦ note: despite the fact that i don’t follow genimp anymore—and haven’t for years—i still expect to run into others that do. as such, i’m willing to interact within the source material if there’s plotting beforehand—otherwise, unless we’re close friends, please don’t pester me to write in it.

A WINSOME SMILE, GENIAL WORDS, AND THE MERCILESS HOARFROST THAT LIES BENEATH ... THESE ARE ALL KAEYA’S WEAPONS.

name: kaeya alberich.

age: physically in his thirties; immortal.

date of birth: november 30th.

gender: agender, gender apathetic.

pronouns: he/they.

mbti: entp.

moral alignment: chaotic good.

enneagram: 6w5 core; presents as 7w8.

traits: charismatic, observant, witty, strategic, guarded, adaptable, resourceful, diplomatic, secretive, loyal, resilient, mischievous, skeptical, independent, calculating.

orientation: queer, no preference.

height and build: 6'1" ft (185cm), lean and athletic.

ethnicity: south asian.

eyes: periwinkle on the left, marked by a diamond-shaped pupil; beneath the eyepatch, the right is a spiraling, fever-bright gold.

hair: midnight blue with a white streak; waist-length.

scars: miscellaneous scarring, all diverse in their extremities. damaged skin from burns, faded and rough, beneath the eyepatch and over his torso and shoulder. visible signs of corruption branching across parts of his body, a slow-moving, ongoing affliction.

fashion: heavy furs, layered garments, various jewelry, and armor pieces accented with gold-trimmed detailing in shades of blue, black, white, and steel.

abilities: cryokinesis, master swordsmanship, hand-to-hand combat proficiency, abyssal energy manipulation with shadow and spatial manifestations, enhanced durability, supernatural perception, keen tactical instincts, and extensive combat experience.

asoiaf, bayonetta, berserk, bridgerton, castlevania, e33, cp2077, dgm, ds, dmc, dishonored, da, dd, dnd, er, hsr, tes, ffxiv, ffxv, ffxvi, gbf, lol, lotr, me, rdr, 40k, witcher, wha. <- list of verses as i set up the page. traversing my docs r a fawking nightmare let me tell you

[dr5amatic]

IN THE ASHES ,

a sentence starter prompts list comprised of quotes from the novel an ember in the ashes by sabaa tahir. please be advised that this list may involve topics including, but not limited to, murder, death, and violence. change verbiage as needed.

why do keep disappearing when i need you?

i wasn't spying.

what you saw is dangerous. you can't tell anyone about it. not ever.

keep your secrets close, love.

i'm not working for them.

don't be afraid [name], i won't let anything happen to you.

what are you doing down here?

much as i hate to admit it, you're not usually wrong.

the field of battle is my temple.

the dance of death is my prayer.

the killing blow is my release.

aren't you a pretty one.

who trained you?

keep it safe for me just until i come back.

unless you're stupider than you look, even you can see how this appears.

you worked hard. you did everything right.

go, [name]. go get some air. i'll handle this.

the ghosts of our misdeeds seek vengeance, but the cost will be high.

you are an ember in the ashes, [name]. you will spark and burn, ravage and destroy. you cannot change it. you cannot stop it.

we don't abandon our own!

who do you want me to spy on?

shadows will bloom in your heart and you will become everything you hate.

so my choices are either to stay and be evil or run and be evil. wonderful.

they always underestimate me.

this isn't a mission for the fainthearted.

go away. you're not real.

you're distracted when you can ill afford to be.

if you want to win this, you need to wake up.

i've already wasted too much time cleaning up your messes.

lay low. don't risk spying until you're certain you won't get caught.

fail me again, and we're done.

these are my friends, my family. people i know. i wouldn't hurt them.

how do i make it stop? i have to make it stop.

until you conquer your fear, the dead will remain with you.

i won't kill you. i swear it. by blood and bone, i swear it.

you're going to be fine. i'm going to fix you right up.

fight, [name]. you have to fight. you have to win.

death before tyranny.

if what you say is true, then the balance is upset, and we must restore it.

you look terrible. come into the shade.

you really should run. you’re just going to die.

wait, you idiot! it might be a trap!

i won’t let you fall, i promise.

i want you to know that i think what you’re doing is brave. really brave.

it’s not a stupid idea, just dangerous. i don’t want you getting hurt.

you’re trying to sneak out.

i wouldn’t have traded this for anything.

i live with my sins everyday. i live with the guilt.

i’ve never asked you for anything. i’m asking you now.

you think i can’t defend myself? you think i need bodyguards?

i’ve been distracted worrying about you.

i’ll kill him for this.

don’t talk. just keep quiet and… let me think.

you’re in love with me! but i'm not in love with you, and you hate me for it. you’ve let that ruin our friendship.

i could never be in love with you.

you have no idea what I’ve given up for you, the deal i made. 

who did this?

look at you–look what they’ve done to you.

you don’t have to be brave.

do you have what i want?

i have something, but i need more time.

if you have nothing, then this mission is a failure.

don’t have time for that. I’ve got other things on my mind.

if i wanted to hurt you, i’d already have done it.

as long as there is life, there is hope.

either way, you’d have blamed yourself.

either way, people you cared about would have suffered.

i should have stayed, even if it meant dying.

they won’t let you have compassion or kindness. they won’t let you have a soul.

my soul’s gone. I killed it dead on that battlefield.

there are two kinds of guilt. the kind that’s a burden and the kind that gives you purpose. 

you have a soul. it’s damaged, but it’s there. don’t let them take it from you.

you don’t need to be so cat-footed. i’m not armed.

you’re surprised? you’re naïve, is what you are. you’re a fool.

you’re sick. don’t you have any regret? any remorse?

i’ll celebrate them. i’ll mourn them. but i won’t regret what i did. i did it for the empire. i did it for my people.

don’t make vows when you can’t know their cost.

i crossed a line, and i won’t cross it again.

do you know what i do to spies?

be strong. if you don’t win this, everything is lost.

i will be your blood shrike, your second-in-command, the sword that executes at your will, until death. i swear it.

in the night, your loneliness crushes you, as if the sky itself has swooped down to smother you in its cold arms.

there is nothing of me that is worth anything.

tell me, or i slit your throat here and now.

you’ll pay for this. i swear it to the skies, to the stars. you’ll pay.

just because he’s a good leader doesn’t mean he’s a good person. he lied to you.

for the first time since i can remember, i don’t feel alone. because of you.

i can’t–i can’t stop thinking about you. i’ve tried not to. i tried to push you out.

i’ll take care of everything. i promise.

the moment i knew you existed, i hated you.

if i feel regret, it’s that i wasn’t willing to die sooner.

i’d rather die than live with no mercy, no honor, no soul.

fear is only your enemy if you allow it to be.

too much fear an you’re paralyzed. too little fear and you’re arrogant.

i’ll watch your back if you watch mine. we can make it if we stick together.

[abysel]

bcs i can ramble about gacha here, i pulled for mortenax blade in hsr and the rng gods were like "have a regular blade eidolon.. oops! wrong blade.. our bad! here's mortenax.... actually here's standard blade again..... jk here's another mortenax" within the same pull

[abysel]

Hello Kaeya Alberich.

Hello Il Dottore. Can you (un)kindly get out of my house

[abysel]

*debby ryan hair tuck* hey it's my star-crossed ████

[kiwi-b0nes]

new brushi