winter has a new king.

carrd.

[abyssosk]

#abyssosk. ( prev. mercyburned ) into darkness, unafraid. gacha & jrpg multimuse, mostly hoyoverse and fire emblem. very low activity. written by lori ( 35+, she/her, us est ). minors dni. if i don't respond here, try my other blog.

affiliated with . . . tbd

ic . . . carrd | memes | meta / hc posts | wishlist | tags | sinday psa | thread tracker

ooc . . . muse & preferences tracker | dragon age & baldur's gate multi

PSA regarding 'don't interact if you follow X person' notices below.

i do not have the memory space to remember which blogs don't want me to interact with them if i also interact with X other blog. there are too many other things, honestly significantly more important things, like those pertaining to my job and my real life, which take up my RAM. this is not me intentionally disrespecting your rules, but being upfront: i do not take tumblr that seriously. between this blog and my primary one, i literally cannot remember everyone's dni and i can't even remember who HAS one most of the time. i will not go through each blog each time someone follows me to check.

i will follow and interact with whomever i please, and i'm not here for drama anyway. i tag everyone's url on all my ic posts. if you don't want to see someone, you can block their tag or just block me ! that's fine. but i'm not going to drive myself crazy trying to remember who doesn't like who. y'all's business is not my business. i'm just here to write and have fun. i'll curate my own dash for my own sake. thanks. <3

[abyssosk]

going back to baldur's gate with my cleric of lathander because i can't fish any more today

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btw, i have c6 arlecchino and c6 flins if y'all ever want to borrow them for IT. i'm on the NA server; you can just dm me to ask for my UID!

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i'm pretty much starting from scratch ( not like i had an abundance of stuff here anyway, rip ) soo ... like this and i'll come to you for plotting ? mutuals only please, thank you !

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the moon maps are so fucking gorgeous. my only complaint is that i want more. the entire MOON is RIGHT THERE and it's so BEAUTIFUL it's an honest shame we can't traverse the entire thing. it's so so beautiful.

[abyssosk]

very low & slow activity mutuals only / mostly hoyoverse multimuse by lori ( 35+, us cst, she / her ). 21+ only. for more information, check the carrd.

[abyssosk]

kaeya's bio is updated! i'll work on lumine's later today. the only important thing to know about any of my other muses here is that byleth is a claude girlie and arlecchino is a lesbian. that is all.

[abyssosk]

got the bones of a new carrd up, will work on it until it's done. mostly, lots of copy pasting from my old one, but now my carrd here and my bg3/dnd/da one look the same, which makes my brain happy.

[mythshire]

✧˖°˖✧  𝐃𝐔𝐓𝐘 𝐈𝐒 𝐒𝐀𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐅𝐈𝐂𝐄 ··· a collection of court politics, family loyalty, righteous claim roleplay sentence starters for those who never asked for the crown but wear it anyway. genre: political intrigue, duty vs desire, power & consequence.

• The realm requires stability, not affection. You would do well to remember as much. • They shall name us usurpers regardless of our actions. We may as well prove effective. • Do you think I desired this burden? That I find rest easily in my chambers? • History is penned by victors. We need only ensure our triumph. • The smallfolk care nothing for legitimacy. They desire full bellies and protected hearths. • I do what our father ought to have done years hence. • Sentiment is a luxury ill-afforded in times such as these. • Every choice I make serves this house. Every single one. • They were given opportunity to bend the knee. They chose steel instead. • I know well what is spoken of me in the streets. Let them speak. • The council is peopled by old men playing at loyalty. We require true allies. • Do you name me cruel? I am practical. There lies the difference. • The throne was sworn to me. I shall not beg forgiveness for claiming what is mine by right. • You desire mercy from me? Mercy delivered us to this precipice. • I protect what belongs to our bloodline. Why can you not see the necessity? • The gods may pass judgment upon me, but the realm shall remember me as its salvation. • This crown bears a weight you cannot fathom. • I shoulder this burden so you need not. Show proper gratitude. • We stand as the final bulwark against chaos. Conduct yourself accordingly. • Your conscience holds less import than our house's survival. • I shall not permit sentiment to unmake all we have built. • They desire a monster? I shall give them a sovereign. • The histories shall vindicate our cause. They always do. • I hold this realm intact with bloodied hands and you dare question my methods? • Do not mistake my resolve for wanton cruelty. I do what must be done. • The Faith stands beside us. The commons shall follow in turn. • You think them honorable? They would gladly see us put to the sword. • I did not desire this war. But I shall see it concluded. • Each day I choose duty above my own yearnings. Each and every day. • We are the rightful heirs. The law itself speaks for our claim. • I have sacrificed all for this family's future. • I know what I have become. Do you know what you are? • The hand that wields the sword commands the realm. Do not forget it. • They forced our hand in this matter. We merely respond in kind. • You seek peace? Peace demands victory first. • I stand as shield between our house and annihilation. • The crown cares nothing for your uncertainties. Bear it or step aside. • Righteousness does not win wars. Strategy does. • I undertake what you prove too craven to attempt. • This matter extends beyond any single one of us. Can you not comprehend as much? • The realm shall offer thanks when the dust has settled.

[raesource]

the crux deluxe (disc 2) starters

from the singer djo . if you are sending to a multi-muse, remember to specify the muse that the sentence starters are being sent for . some of these could be considered usfw / nsfw . you can find the starters for disc 1 here .

lonesome is a state of mind

“ Tale as old as time, you're not quick enough. ”

“ I've seen this movie before. ”

“ I think I've heard this song. ”

“ Your future's right out the door. ”

“ Now I drive truck, and it drives pretty well. ”

“ My dog is at my house, again. ”

“ I swear I've had this dinner before. ”

“ My future's not what I thought. ”

“ Thought that you were on my side. ”

“ Lonesome is a state of mind. ”

“ I couldn't change it, so don't ask me anymore. ”

“ No, I won't be lonely anymore. ”

“ Now I take the train, it's good enough for me. ”

“ I've shot this picture before. ”

“ Tell me what's that song? ”

“ Guess I'll play along. ”

“ Yeah, the future's over, don't drag me anymore. ”

“ I'm done. ”

basic being basic

“ I get food, barely eat. ”

“ Every bite just kept me glued to my seat. ”

“ I worried, even cried. ”

“ How'd it feel to take the light from my life? ”

“ I'm a sucker for looks. ”

“ I think you're scared of bein' basic. ”

“ It's not funny... ”

“ It's so funny, 'cause you're basic. ”

“ Nothingness won't change it. ”

“ Good luck with that. ”

“ Good luck with what? ”

“ I don't want your money, I don't care for fame. ”

“ I don't wanna live a life where that's my big exchange. ”

“ I want simple pleasures, friends who have my back. ”

“ Everyone has secrets, but not everyone can fool someone like that. ”

“ It's like my capacity to love and give has changed. ”

“ I guess I'll thank you and spite your name again. ”

“ The past's the past, and I'll outlast. ”

“ I guess I'll take it. ”

“ Change your body, change your face. ”

“ Curl your hair, then make it straight. ”

“ What an empty epitaph that is. ”

link

“ I just graduated! Top of my class. ”

“ Furthest from last, so why do I feel so bad? ”

“ I'm emancipated, out on my own. ”

“ I've got it under control, so why do I feel so bad? ”

“ You must do what's right. ”

“ I always do what's right. ”

“ I think I see a different side. ”

“ A link is breakin' outta the chain. ”

“ I got a feelin' that a break is gonna happen. Maybe right now, right now. ”

“ Come on, go there. Surprise me. ”

“ Punch in, punch out. ”

“ Bad food, still swallow. ”

“ Same ripped old jeans? ”

“ Uh, what does it say about me? ”

“ What does it say about us? ”

“ Am I just another jail mate? ”

“ Don't listen to him / her / them! Just listen to me. ”

“ I see you sittin' like an arrow. ”

potion

“ Witchin' hour's too strong. ”

“ Like a witch, I know I need my potion. ”

“ I might find love. ”

“ I'm lookin' for it in an alphabet soup cup. ”

“ I'm lookin' under my thumb. ”

“ It's lookin' like a little rain cloud loves me. ”

“ I'll try for all of my life, just to find someone who leaves on the light for me. ”

“ Big walk, no talk. ”

“ Glitz and glamour doesn't age like wine does. ”

“ I'm countin' on love. ”

“ Man, it's always sad to go... ”

“ Whatcha takin' from the rightful lender? ”

delete ya

“ Back in the city, no longer my home. ”

“ Trying to let it go... ”

“ My old apartment isn't looking too good. ”

“ There's a lyric that, in context, stings. The immediate pain it brings... ”

“ Now I'm back on your couch, frozen peas to my head. ”

“ You picked me up every time, drove me back to our home. ”

“ It doesn't leave you alone. ”

“ Oh, God, I wish I could delete ya. ”

“ Nothing can compete with ya. ”

“ Take these kids for a ride. ”

“ Why's my heart pounding, beating out of my chest? ”

“ Remember to try and forget. ”

“ I'm locked, she's / he's / you're the key. ”

“ I'm a boat that's sinking, guess who's the sea. ”

“ Now I'm back in my truck, I'm driving to our place. ”

“ There's nothing more to be said. ”

“ You kept it tight to your chest at someone else's expense. ”

“ That doesn't sound like real love... ”

“ One heart could beat for the two of us. ”

“ Oh, God, I wish I could release ya. ”

“ If we were young, but this is done. ”

egg

“ I was downtown late last night. ”

“ I was walkin' 'round last night. Passed a man, we locked eyes. ”

“ Your entire life is wiped clean from the bathroom window. ”

“ Don't you wish you could be somebody else? ”

“ I'm crawlin' out of my skin. ”

“ I can feel how you feel right now. ”

“ Every single step that you take is just another one back. ”

“ Another step to take back, another regret... ”

“ You just gonna let fear take that? ”

“ People go by, I smile and wave. ”

“ Deep down inside, there's always that fear. That I'm not enough, I seem cavalier. ”

“ It's all an act, I'm cold 'cause I'm weak. ”

“ Deep down inside, there's nothing unique. ”

“ I'm fighting the flame, I'm gaspin' for air. ”

“ I'll follow the rules and do what I'm told. ”

“ Can one be great? Can one be kind? ”

“ What will you choose, your heart or your pride? ”

“ Could you really be that self-satisfied? ”

“ [Name], is that you? ”

“ Is that the child who's afraid in you? ”

fly

“ I'm runnin' through the snow again. ”

“ When will spring come again? I need the bloom. ”

“ No, I don't look back in anger. Do you? ”

“ I must fly. Fly away from her / him / them / you. ”

“ I'm packin' up my things again. ”

“ This chapter is through. ”

“ Wind's at your back now. ”

“ Carry me away now. ”

fly

“ I'm runnin' through the snow again. ”

“ When will spring come again? I need the bloom. ”

“ No, I don't look back in anger. Do you? ”

“ I must fly. Fly away from her / him / them / you. ”

“ I'm packin' up my things again. ”

“ This chapter is through. ”

“ Wind's at your back now. ”

“ Carry me away now. ”

charlie's garden

“ Take a cup, drink the sleepy away. ”

“ [Name]'s up, hear the paws scratch the back of the door. ”

“ The sun is out, take a break. ”

“ How can I convince myself to stay? ”

“ That work just won't do itself. ”

“ That can wait another day. ”

“ Just one more day. ”

“ Hey, uh, sorry to let you know last minute, but we're not gonna get to you tonight. Maybe Thursday, maybe Friday? ”

“ I don't know... sorry, man. ”

“ The fire's on. ”

“ Thank me now for when the sun's down, we're gonna be warm. ”

“ You doubt me now? Well tomorrow you'll be shakin' my hand. ”

“ When will I release myself today? ”

“ I'll just wait another day. ”

“ Well, you better believe me, darlin'. ”

“ Hey, [Name], would you mind callin' me back? ”

gap tooth smile

“ There she / he is, gap-tooth smile. ”

“ God, how lucky can a simple man / woman / person be? ”

“ I see right through your skin. ”

“ Yes, I know who you are. ”

“ Come on pretty baby, let's last a while. ”

“ Last a while with me. ”

“ Ooh-la-la, that's the spot! ”

“ No, I didn't say a century, I just said a while. ”

“ Oh, my God. Haha, she's / he's / they're gone! ”

“ My heart's in your dreams. ”

“ It's not fair, it's love. ”

“ I fell in love with her / his / their gap-tooth smile. ”

“ I fell in love, yeah. ”

“ Come and find me. ”

golden line

“ The world can be so cruel. ”

“ I still trust in love. I find that trust in you. ”

“ Maybe you can show me how? ”

“ My intention was to make you proud. ”

“ Yes, it's true. I do it all for you. ”

“ You've got a golden line that I try to live up to. ”

“ Time can give and life can take. ”

“ Every day is better with you. ”

“ How can I repay the due? ”

“ The way you know me, love me, pull me through. ”

back on you

“ Dry those eyes, hangin' on. ”

“ Through the tears, sing yourself a song. ”

“ Come back home. ”

“ I remember who you are. ”

“ I'd lay my life down on the line for you, that's the truth. ”

“ When life's plan isn't shinin' through. You understand, you help me see it through. ”

“ So, you can count on me. I'm leanin' back on you. ”

“ When the rain started fallin', I had to close my eyes to keep myself from washin' away... ”

“ In the dark backseat, I heard somethin'. ”

“ I used to say I didn't have a brother / sister. Well, I guess I can't say it anymore. ”

“ You're nursin' black and blues. ”

“ Well, there's that smile. Oh - it's just a missin' tooth. ”

“ Yeah, it's easy. It's not hard. ”

crux

“ There's a crux to everything. ”

“ Only you unsatisfied. ”

“ I wonder who is on this island with me? ”

“ The connection is real. ”

“ Get back to your heart. ”

“ Will you give it back? ”

“ Somethin' special's happenin'. ”

“ It's all but over. ”

“ Maybe head games aren't for free. ”

“ Let it be what it is. ”

“ Let it out from inside you. ”

[abyssosk]

my entire solution to IT, abyss, stygian, etc: c6r1 arlecchino & c6r1 flins. they can handle it.

[abyssosk]

open starter ! mutuals only. <3

“say, it's been a while -- why don't we go for a drink down at the angel's share? my treat. you can tell me all about what's been going on lately.”

[abyssosk]

very low & slow activity mutuals only / mostly hoyoverse multimuse by lori ( 35+, us cst, she / her ). 21+ only. for more information, check the carrd.

[abyssosk]

might move kaeya and lumine back here ... help a girl out with a reblog? my primary multi is calm enough for now.

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if you want to write with kaeya, he's moving over to @reigniite for right now.

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should i...

move kaeya and lumine back to my primary multi

just make it a kaeya blog and make stelle and lumine permanent guest muses

lori option

Voting ended onMay 11

with everything going on in my life right now, i'm finding it really hard to focus on more than one multi. and i really only write a couple muses on this anyway, so... :x. i have stronger muse for kaeya, a bit less so for lumine outside of interactions with like one person, but realistically right now i can't manage two multis and i feel bad for ignoring this one.

[reigniite]

found out about two hours ago that my mom died on the 5th. she didn't have me as her emergency contact. i only found out because my dad got a call that he thought was spam and texted me about it, but i called the county office and got the name of the hospital and they said they'd been looking for me but couldn't find me. except the thing is, is that her shitbag man accessory knows i exist and presumably had access to her phone, so he actively chose not to inform me. my relationship with my mother died six years ago and i guess i've known this was coming, but i hadn't been able to get ahold of her since november. i thought she'd just blocked me again ( this has happened before ) until our cousin messaged me that she couldn't reach my mom.

so i guess this is happening now. my director said to take the afternoon and tomorrow off and to just keep him updated, and my principal sent me a gift card for doordash. my classes are covered. i don't know. if the county hadn't called my dad, i'd never fucking know. what the fuck does one even DO in this situation??? apparently i have until TODAY to decide on either a burial or a cremation, we have a family cemetery but i am waiting on a call back. like. what the fuck.