cant erase myself @abyssvents - Tumblr Blog

if the reason you feel uncomfortable around some is because they remind you too much of your own previous mistakes, it is on you to communicate that.

sexhaver

musk is going to die in a Tesla explosion in 6 months after sticking his nose where it doesn't belong and we will never get a conclusive answer on whether it was a CIA car bomb or just a normal Tesla malfunction

fernthefanciful

Like to charge, reblog to cast

people be like ahaha… aw no don’t k*ll yourself :( then i have to feel bad for what i did :((

#suicide ment #tw suidice #bpd #ok to rb #bc i think it’s funny as fuck you don’t think you should feel bad for lying so much that i want to die #and by funny i mean…#nah it’s funny #hilarious even!

the more i think about it, the more i realize that so long as you keep them in your life, you will never deserve my forgiveness. i shouldn’t be so angry over this, but the more i talk to my therapist, the more i realized just how you accidentally traumatized me and conditioned me. all our issues were fixable, but you went for the shinier model with fewer problems. you want to play prince charming but you don’t actually want to go on the perilous quest or whatever. you’re not that willing to work. you’re terrified of putting too much of yourself into someone. so you tell me i’m special and leave me to rust. was what i asked of you too much? occasionally hanging out? putting in just a smidge of effort?

maybe this relationship will work out for you, and only for your happiness would i be grateful for it. only for you would i wish your bond health and wealth. i would never wish ill upon you, but i sure do hope you feel my anger. i sure do hope you feel this scorn. i fucking wish and pray and beg you come to understand the pain you put me through without having to feel it. i hope you reflect on it. i hope you learn from it. i hope you treat them better because of it. nobody deserves what you both did and allowed to happen, not even them. i hope you grow, because for some insane reason i still have hope.

but them? i can’t say i hope for anything at all, good or bad. considering who i am as a person, that’s probably the lowest you can be in my books.

i wish there was a weather forecast for you

so i’d know how to prepare

you know what i change my mind you only care about how others make you feel and you’re a horrible person

schizophrenicfordpinesmoved

Having a fictive of a popular character is so funny because you see posts like “imagine [person] waking up in the morning with bed head” like bitch i already do that he eats my ice cream and lies to my mother for me